No Strings Attached

~Jess's POV~

After dinner, Brian and I drove silently back to his place. I'm so glad that I stay with him because I don't really think I'd stay away from him that long. I love him too much.

"Do you want a drink, baby?" Brian asked me as I was kicking off my heels and peeling myself out of my jacket. I nodded at him and followed him silently into the kitchen.

"Here. Drink this." I gulped down the water, moaning as I felt the cold water run down my throat. Brian bit his lip and took me in his arms, nuzzling my neck.

"You know, we haven't had sex in a while. And right now, I want you so bad." he growled into my ear, biting and nipping at my neck. I gasped as his hands grabbed my breasts, kneading them with his hands. Being pregnant has made my body hypersensitive, making me melt into his touch. "I love you Jess. You're mine."

"And you're mine." Forcefully, he whipped me around and tangled his fingers into my hair, kissing me with great force. His hands went from my back, to my hips, igniting my skin. Goosebumps rose where he touched, where he kissed me. His tongue dipped inot my mouth, dominating mine as he explored me.

"Wrap your legs around me." I smiled and jumped up, wrapping my legs around his midsection and connecting our lips once more. I tugged on his bottom lip with my teeth as he carried me cautiously up to the bedroom. The butterflies in my stomach were going crazy with each step we made towards the bedroom. I felt as if it was my first time having sex and I was nervous but very excited.

"God, you are so beautiful. And soon you'll be Mrs. Haner." Brian placed me gently on the bed, his eyes dark with lust and hunger. He stood at the foot of the bed, licking his lips and taking his shirt off of him. The lighting in the room made his muscles stand out more, adding depth and shows. I felt the pool between my legs from just hearing him breathe heavy.

My breathing became shallow, my eyes rolling to the back of my head once I felt his lips on my neck. I gripped his shoulders and tilted my head back so that he had better access to my neck. Swiftly, he took my shirt and threw it across the room. He kissed me from the base of my neck, to the valley of my breasts, and to my baby bump. This man will be the death of me.

"You're a goddess and I'm going to ravage you." I was biting my lip to prevent me from screaming at him to hurry and take me. Brian slid my shorts down as well as my underwear. My bra, however, was still on and his pants too.

"Pants. Now." I helplessly tugged at his jeans.

"You're so eager, baby. Patience is key." I could hear the smirk on his face.Brian kissed the insides of my thighs, fingers teasing my sex.

"Fuck patience and take me already." I growled at him, taking his hands and pulling him up to me. His erection poked at my thigh and I reached down, surprising him. My nails grazed at his erection, making him moan and involuntarily thrust.

It's not so great to be teased, is it Haner?

"Fuck patience.I'm taking you now." Brian ripped off my bra, kissing my breasts and sucking on my nipples, making them hard. He stood up and took off his pants and boxers. His erection sprang free.

"I'm hopelessly in love with you." I smiled but screamed once he slammed into me. This is the Brian I know. Relentlessly, he thrusted in and out. I clenched around his shaft as I felt the hot ball form in my stomach.

"Not now, baby. Wait. I'm so close" I bit my lip, drawing blood. He groaned and kissed me once more.

"Brian!" I screamed at the top of my lungs as I came, him following right behind me. Brian hissed and collapsed on top of me, kissing my gingerly.

"That was amazing." I just smiled and nuzzled into his chest, running my fingers along the tattoo above his nipple. "Tomorrow we have to leave to the studio for a meeting then we will have lunch with your parents." My eyes were so heavy, I didn't understand what he was saying. "Sleep now. My babies need sleep. I love you Jessica." Then my eyes shut.

~Next morning~
"Sleepy head...wake up." I opened my eyes to Brian laying on his side, watching me.

"Do you always watch me sleep? That's creepy." I teased and Brian laughed.

"Yes, I love to watch you sleep. You're so cute." I kissed him and looked at his face, taking in all of beauty. His cute, button nose, His thin, pink lips, that are now swollen from yesterday. The small freckles on his face and the little hold in his nose from the nose ring he only wears once in awhile. "Come on up. We have to be at the studio in 30 minutes."

Brian swept me up and carried me to the shower, placing me in the tub.

"What are you doing?"

"I have to save water, Jess. So move on over." I looked down and I saw his morning wood. I smirked and kissed him.

After our shower, we hurried and go ready. We were late and everyone was pissed at us, but once they saw that my hair and Brian's hair was still wet, they understood. I flushed and sat on the couch.

"I'll only be a few minutes. Don;t o anywhere." He kissed me sweetly and walked into the other room where the meeting was being held. Oddly, I was the only one there. All of the other girls were out shopping or with their friends of families. The room was a little dark. There were guitars on racks and pedals on the floor. There was a piano at the corner of the room. I walked over to the piano and started playing random notes, trying to remember a few songs I learned a few years ago. I remembered a song I wrote for Brian when he graduated high school and started touring. I missed him so much.

"Ahem." I heared him say. I stopped and felt my cheeks flush. "What were you playing? It was beautiful."

"Nothing special." I shrugged it off and rested my head on his shoulder. "Break it to me. What's the damage? How long will you be gone?"

"3 months." My heart stopped.

"3 months?!" I gasped. "That's really long."

"I know, baby. But I have to go. But believe me, I don't want to go. It's going to be hell without you." Brian kissed my head tenderly. Tears pricked my eyes. 3 months without Brian. How will I be able to do that?

"Then I'll go with you." I stated.

"No you won't. You're pregnant. You've never been on tour with me and I would rather have you there you at home in a nice bed and your on space. On a tour bus, you don't get any space at all, baby." Brian reasoned.

"I don't care. I want to be with you."

"Stop it Jess. End of discussion. I will not allow you to tour with me. I'm only thinking of the baby and you. Please don't be mad." I glared but let it go. For now. "Now come on, we have to meet your parents for dinner."

20 minutes later we arrived at a Italian restaurant we were supposed to meet my parents at.

"Brian! Oh you are so handsome!" My mom cheerfully greeted Brian.

"Hi Mrs. Dawn." He hugged her and placed a kiss on her cheek, making her blush.

"Hi my sweetie." My dad greeted me. I missed him a lot.

"Mr. Dawn. It's great seeing you again." My father shook his hand and we all sat down.

"So Brian and I have something to tell you guys." I place my hand in his and squeeze. "Brian and I are getting married. And we are having a baby." I blurted out .

"What?!" My mom and dad said with shock more than evident in their voices.

"Are you really that dumb, Jessica!? I thought your mother and I raised you better than to get pregnant at a young age." My dad seethed at us. I instantly felt my heart break and I gripped onto Brian's hand tighter. He instantly pulled me to his side to comfort me.

"Mr. and Mrs. Dawn, I love your daughter. I've loved her ever since we were best friends and I'm sorry but I really don't care what you say to us. I love her with every fiber of my being and I will marry her." Brian said with a tone my father obviously didn't like. "Frankly, you guys should be happy. We are giving you guys your first grandchild- granddaughter that is."

"You shouldn't be with him, Jessica. You should be with someone who has a stable job. I'm saying this because I love you. I never said anything before because I thought you guys were just friends, but now, I'm not so sure. He's in a band, Jess, what if he cheats on you?" My dad said. My heart clenched and I shook my head, not wanting to worry about that now.

"Whatever. We are going. Let's go Bri. I actually thought you guys would support us, but i was wrong." With that, Brian and I exited the restaurant. I was furious. Brian, on the other hand, wasn't mad at all. "God, they need to realize that I am not fucking child anymore."

"Jess, they are only being parents. Yes, that wasn't the reaction I expected, but put yourself in their shoes. You're so young. They''ll come around. Now, let's go home." I sighed and wrapped myself around him, quietly inhaling his scent. He smelt of beer, musk, laundry detergent, and just of Brian. It was my favorite thing ever.

"Okay. I think we should discuss baby names when we get home." I kissed his jaw and waltzed over to the car, not worrying about my parents anymore. He was right. They just need some time to wrap their head around everything.

Once home, we both walked up to the bedroom, exhausted. It was well past 12 after we came back from dinner and a movie. I made my way to the closet and picked out one of Brian's v-necks to wear. Stripping off all my clothes, I placed the white shirt over me and walked into the bathroom. Brian was brushing his teeth only in his pajama pants, which hung loosely from his hips, exposing his v-line.

I walked up behind him, wrapping my arms around him, placing feather like kisses on his taut back. I felt him shudder and stiffen, making me smirk. I love knowing that I have this effect on him and that he's all mine.

"You are surely a gift from the angels, Mr. Haner." He smirked at me.

"And I'm sure you were hand crafted by God." i blushed and kissed him once more before brushing my teeth. After doing all of my business in the bathroom, I joined Brian in the bed.

"Do you still want to talk about baby names?" I nodded.

"I have a few names in mind."

"Well tell me." He grabbed me by my wait and turned me around, so that he could nuzzle my neck.

"Well I had Aubrey Alexis Haner and Melody Jamie Haner."Brian smiled at me, kissing my neck.

"I like Melody, but why Jaime as her middle name?" He asked, curiosity all over his face.

"You know, it's the girl version of Jimmy. He's like my older brother and he's your bestfriend so I thought it would be appropriate. And I know he will love it." Jimmy always used to say that whoever has a kid fist has to at least add his name into the baby's name.

"I never thought of that. That's a really good idea," he paused to look at me, "I can't wait to grow old with you."

"Neither can I." I bit my lip and shifted uneasily.

"What wrong?"

"I want to go on tour with you." I pleaded. He sighed and ran a exhausted hand down his face.

"Jessica, we have discussed this earlier. You shouldn't be on a tour bus with 5 guys. It gets very uncomfortable and that's the last thing I want you to feel. And we can't just hire a doctor to go on tour with us." Brian said, making me feel like a child. My mind drifted back to what my dad was saying at dinner.

'He's in a band. What if he cheats on you?' I know that Brian cheated on Michelle when he was on tour before with countless women. What if that is why he doesn't want me to go on tour with him?

"Do you not want me to go on tour with you because you won't be able to fuck all those groupies who throw themselves at you? Because you use to tell me that groupies were the best part!" I yelled at him, moving out of his grip and laying on my side of the bed.

"That's so fucking stupid! You really think that I would cheat on you?" Brian said softly, trying to keep his cool.

"Well you cheated on Michelle so what's going to stop you from doing it again?!" I seethed. Tears burned my eyes at the thought of Brian doing such a thing.

"That was because I could! She never said anything about it, so I did it. You really think I would betray you after I proposed and after finding out we are having a baby?! I don't know if it's your fucking hormones or some shit like that, but you really have to think about what you say because I will not lay here and be accused by my fiancee," he puts an emphasis on fiancee, "of cheating when you know I would never do such a thing."

I knew I over-reacted but my pride wouldn't let me apologize. Instead, I glared at him and turned on me side, biting my tongue from saying anything that will make this worse.

"Goodnight Jessica." I ignored him and tried my best to sleep.

Asshole. I thought to myself.

Notes

A/N:
how are you guys doing? xmas is in 2 days! m going to be very busy these last few weeks so i updated to keep you guys interested in the story lol

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