I Lost Me Long Ago

After the phone call with Carsea I slipped back into the interview room with the members of Avenged Sevenfold. The phone call with her went well, she was no longer mad at me. Which was always a relief.

I always managed to make her mad, over stuff I found petty. She always managed to make me open my eyes and view the world from others point of view. She made me such a better person that way.

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"So you guys have another tour in the works, or will you be hitting the studio to make your next album?"

"Actually, we haven't talked about it but, I was thinking maybe a bit of a break." Matt was the first to answer my question. "We all have families, friends, girlfriends even that we would like to spend sometime with."

"My own bed would be nice!" Zacky chimed in, but I was stuck on Matt's comment.

"Girlfriends, eh? Pardon my prying, but I figured-- rockstar life that you all seem to led. None of you would have girlfriends. I mean picking up groupies, strippers, and interviewers just seemed to be what you guys did." I wasn't sure where the hell that comment came from, but I knew immediately it was getting back to Carsea, printed or not, it was getting back to her.
She'd be mad at me all over again. Least I really deserved it this time.

I noticed Matt's fist clinch at the same time Zacky let out a laugh and hit him on the shoulder.

"Speaking of interviews, you still got that tight piece of ass back at your room for you don't you?!" Matt said nothing, he didn't break his gaze from me. His brow furrowed and jaw stiff he just watched me.

"So," I cleared my throat and looked down at my notes. "I think maybe that about wraps this up." Before I had completely finished my sentence, he was up and out of the room. If the door hadn't been self closing I'm sure he would have slammed the hell out of the thing.

The other guys just looked around lost for a moment, before each shook my hand and made their way out of the room.

If I thought she was mad before...

"God help me now."

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(Matt's POV)

I made it back to the hotel room to find Carsea was still out. It was about 3:40pm, I was really hoping she would be back when I got here.

Especially after her boss's lovely show of his affection for her.

I had questions. Lots of questions.

I plopped myself down on the bed and stared aimlessly at the ceiling.

"This will drive me crazy." I quickly whipped out my phone and called her.

"Hello?" There was soft music playing in the background, as she answered her phone.

"Hey Carsea, it's Matt."

"I know, silly." She laughed a little, "are you guys done with the interview?"

"In fact, we are. Manage to pick up some stuff for yourself?"

"I did! Thank you by the way, although $500 was more than I needed. I hope its okay I grabbed a few outfits, just in case."

"I gave you 500, I expected you to get more than one outfit. You needed shirts, pants or skirts, or dresses. Plus socks, shoes, bras, panties.... I'm assuming you know how to dress yourself." She laughed more at my answer.

"Okay! Good, cause... I needed new clothes."

"Did you grab anything to eat yet?"

"Actually I was going to get back to the room and order Chinese, or pizza... or something. So you had food too!"

"That sounds good."

"So how was the interview?"

"It was... Let's talk about it when you get here." I knew that wasn't the best way to answer it but I figured talking about it in person was best. "How far away are you?"

"Well..."

With that the hotel room opened and there she stood, a few bags her hands and her phone held to her ear. She smiled at me as she pulled it away and ended our call. She was wearing a tank top and shorts, and her hair was in a messy bun. But she looked just as beautiful to me.

She placed her phone on the dresser and the bags on the ground and she quickly made her way to me in the bed. She curled herself up close to me and gave me a very lovely hello. I placed a hand on her jaw as I kissed her, and her hand ran along my side.

"Hello there," I said as I pulled away and smiled at her.

"Hey." She smiled back and pulled away a bit more. "What happen in the interview?"

I let out a sigh and pulled away more from her, I felt her hand tighten around my shirt a little.

"What did Josh do?"

"You... Take some time off work, come with me to finish out our tour, then to California." I couldn't bring myself to tell her about what happen. Later, I'd tell he later.

"I... Wait..." She let go of my shirt and pulled further away from me. "What?" She closed her eyes and shook her head a little as she ran her fingers through her messy bun.

"Come with me!" I sat up quickly. "Even if you have to work, you can go to shows while we are on the road, or in California! Just come with me!" She was watching me intently now, squinting her eyes a little watching my every move.

Notes

^-^ Hope you all enjoy. Gonna be a busy next few days, so it might be till the weekend when I can get more up. Sorry this is rather short. :)

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