Not a bad thing

Lizzy’s POV
We were all standing outside of Izzie’s house. I was staring at the door “Did he just kick us out?” Zack got a hold of my hand “Apparently he did, do you think it will be all right?” I shrugged, I guess they needed the time alone to talk everything out, but I just wished I could be there, make sure everything went like it should.

“What now?” I heard Johnny ask. Brian spoke up “Now we just leave them alone, I mean, they need to talk about this. We got them together in the room, they need to do the rest. I have a feeling everything will turn out fine, Izzie loves him, he loves her, just let them be for a while. Lynn and I are going back home, to our home” He looked at Lynn lovingly

“Did you just say what I thought you said?” I looked at him. A big grin graced his face “Yes, Lynn is moving in with me” I walked over to him and hugged him tightly “Good for you Bri” I kissed his cheek. Everyone followed my example and congratulated them, and they he walked over to his car, holding Lynn’s hand. Leyla followed them, Rye was about to follow them too when I saw Arin stop her by putting his hand on her arm. They were too far away from me to hear anything they were saying, but Arin looked all cute and shy and as I was looking over to Rye, she reflected his behaviour. I smiled, so the kid got over his break up huh. He let go of her and she walked over to Brian’s car, looking at Arin over her shoulder one more time.

Johnny and Nessa were on their way out too, which left only me and Zack “Let me take you home babe, it will be all right” He put his arm around me, and guided me to his car. I glanced over to the house one more time and sighed. I just hoped they would solve their problems, they are so good together. They can’t let it be ruined by one stupid bitch. If I would just get my hands on her!

Once we got home I was glad we were. I didn’t know if everything would turn out okay, but I felt this weight lifted off my shoulders. Even though I didn’t mind doing it, taking care of Matt was exhausting, I had worried so much over him the past days. “Honey, I’m going to take a shower” I said to Zacky as I was already walking the stairs.

The hot water was cleansing me of all my tiredness and worries, I closed my eyes and just enjoyed the feeling of the steaming water on my skin. I forgot the world around me, just until I felt Zacky’s hands on my body, pulling me close to him “Is it okay for me to join you?” He asked me before kissing me softly. I put my arms around his neck “Of course, you are always welcome” I smiled and looked at him closely. “Can I ask you something?” He kissed me and smiled. I love that smile. Everyone loved Matt’s with the dimples and all, nobody talked about Zacky’s. To me it was the most beautiful one. “Sure”. I gathered all my nerves and looked him straight in his eyes, I needed to see his first reaction. “I... I thought about our baby conversation a lot the past few days, Matt told me he thought I would make a great mom someday a few days ago and I... I just couldn’t shake the thought about it... I...” I felt Zacky’s arms tighten around my waist “I think I want to have kids, like soon I mean, with you” His eyes lit up, and his smile grew wider, he kissed me hard, I could hardly catch my breath. He turned off the shower, not breaking our kiss. We stood there, kissing heavily until he broke our kiss to grab a big towel and wrapped me in “Let’s go the bedroom, you are getting cold”

I lay down on the bed, wearing nothing but a towel. Zacky lay down next to me, watching me “You will look amazing, pregnant” I giggled “You are stupid, I will be fat and unbearable” “No you won’t” he kissed the tip of my nose. “Does this mean that you are not freaking out that I brought it up?” He kissed me again “I wasn’t the one freaking out about this, you were. I love kids, and I love you. I would love to have kids with you, I just didn’t want to say it to you, because you freaked out so bad that last time. I hoped you would come around to the idea at the right time. I’m just glad it was this soon” He pulled me close to him, and started giving me little kisses all over my mouth.

“Wait” I said, walking to the bathroom, I took my birth control pills and threw them in the garbage can and walked back into the bedroom. I smiled at Zack, waiting for me patiently “Maybe we should practise baby making a little then” I let the towel drop and crawled over him until I Iay on top of him. He put his arms around me and licked my lips, trying to gain access. Our kiss deepened and I felt my body shiver by the feeling of his mouth. He caressed my back with the tips of his fingers. I kissed his neck and sucked on his collarbone. Zack sat up, taking me with him, I was now straddling him, and he pulled me even closer to his body. He aligned his self with me, lifted me a little and then lowered me on his cock. I sighed when I felt him fill me up and started moving up and down, his lips and tongue were attacking my neck and I threw my head back in arousal. I bit my lip, when I felt this amazing pressure build up in my stomach, I was getting ready to explode. His piercing green eyes were looking at me as he pushed himself in deeper and faster. I drowned in those eyes and almost bursted of love for him “Oh Zack, I love you so much” I panted. He kissed me, eyes open, thrusting in a few last times, before I could feel him coming hard into me. I held on to his shoulders, afraid I would collapse under the ongoing high I was in.

We fell back onto the bed and I cuddled up to him. We lay there, Zack’s arms around me, both lost in our own thoughts. I just couldn’t believe how happy I was. My mind wandered to our friends. Everyone seemed to be so happy, let’s hope Matt and Izzie will get there too.

Matt’s POV
I couldn’t believe she was here. I’ve been waiting for this moment for over a week and now I was just out of words. Why didn’t she come back after I showered, after I was dressed in normal clothes and not dripping from sweat after my run? Damn. I knew it was a bad idea to get out of the house. Brian had advised me to go for a run. I took his advice a few days ago. I didn’t want to get out of the house, but I needed to put my rage to something which wouldn’t result in me breaking stuff. And I had a lot of that... Rage... It was my way of coping with my grief of Izzie not being with me.

I dreamed about her walking back into the house so many times in the past week or so and now that she had, I didn’t know where to start. I couldn’t handle all our friends being here too, I mean, I wanted her to myself. I was jealous of every word she exchanged with the others now she was back, because I didn’t know what to say to her myself. That is why I kicked them out. All of them.

We were alone now and I was staring at her for a good 10 minutes now, she was glancing over to me every now and again, but neither of us spoke up. My hands were aching to hold her again, but somehow I didn’t dare to come closer to her. I really needed to say something, this was getting weird.

“Izzie... I...” She looked over to me through her lashes, her mouth opened a little as if she wanted to say something, but changed her mind. She never looked more beautiful than at that moment right there. I put a few big steps forward, decreasing the space between us. She backed up a few steps. Too soon?

I gathered all my courage to finally speak up. “Izzie, I missed you so much. It was all just one big misunderstanding, I... Tess... I need to explain, will you please listen to me?” She nodded, still not saying a word. “I was waiting for you. She sneaked up to me, grabbed me, kissed me, for a split second I thought it was you, but after that I just knew it wasn’t right. She didn’t taste like you, your kisses are the only ones I want, she didn’t feel like you. I told her to get lost and went looking for you” Izzie batted her eyes at me, her eyes watered, I didn’t want to make her cry! But she still wasn’t saying anything, so I continued my story.

“Lynn and Liz helped me find you, but we were late for everything. I was too late to stop you from leaving the club, I was too late stopping you at your house.... I was too late to stop your plane. I am so sorry Izzie, I never wanted to hurt you, you have to believe me. I feel so stupid, I ... I should have realized something was wrong, I should have gotten to you sooner” She stepped forward and I was holding back with everything I got to not just grab and kiss her. She put her soft hand on my cheek and I leaned into it, closing my eyes. I missed her touch so badly, I never thought I would feel it ever again. Her scent was intoxicating, I inhaled deeply. I was so deep in this relationship, I couldn’t even see the former me anymore, the me before Izzie.

Finally she spoke up, very softly “Don’t punish yourself over this, I jumped to conclusions, I should have trusted you, I was stupid to not even wanting to hear you out, I’m so sorry for hurting you by leaving, by not even telling you that I was safe.” A single tear streamed down her face, I wiped it away with my thumb, she flinched a little at my touch and I quickly pulled back my hand and let my arms hang next to my body. “Don’t cry, Izzie, please, I can’t stand it. It was all my fault. I never meant for anything to happen though, I promise, I love you, I can’t live without you, I don’t want to”

Again, she looked up at me and I could no longer control myself, I bridged the distance between us and put out my arms, I looked at her, asking her for permission to touch her. Her eyes said everything I needed to know and I put my arms around her waist, pulling her as close to me as I could possibly get. She snaked her arms around my neck, tiptoeing to reach me. I looked into her eyes deeply “I promise to never get close to any other woman ever again, I won’t even look at them! You are the only one I want, please believe me” She smiled “I do believe you, but don’t make any promises you can´t keep. I don’t mind you getting close to other women, I trust you. Just promise me that if you ever come to not loving me anymore, you will tell me and not cheat on me. I will let you go then, that´s my promise to you. But don´t cheat on me, that’s the only thing I ask of you.” I looked down at her “I will never ever stop loving you, I will be with you forever, whether you like it or not” The most beautiful smile came over her face, even her eyes were joining. “Matt?” I kept staring “Hmm?” “Are you ever going to kiss me?”

I pulled her close to me and kissed her deeply. At that moment, there was nothing else in this world than her and me, I was the happiest man alive, having her in my arms again.

Notes

Goodmorning my lovelies, thank you for all the support! My business trip was a hell of a lot better with you guys sending me all these nice comments. Thank you <3

Sooo as you can read, I'm wrapping thing up. Just one more chapter after this, but I promise to write one hell of an epilogue ;-)

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