Am I too Lost to be Saved?

~Anna’s Point of View~
Two Months Later…

It feels like time is going at just the right speed. Not too long, but maybe just a little too fast for my liking. My baby boy has been so good. His heart is something of concern, but not too serious. Jimmy was so worried about him, but then again, we all were. And despite all our trials in these short passed months, here we are, our little family on the mend. So far, it’s only been Johnny and I. Everyone calls and texts us, but never comes by. Just to let us get used to having a baby in the house. Johnny asked that we get rid of that apartment and move in with him, so we did, and here I am living with my new fiancé and my baby Ezra.

At the moment, I was downstairs fixing my son’s bottle, smiling at the memories that we’ve already made. I couldn’t help but think about everything that’s already happened because it was just all so perfect.
“Hey baby boy,” I heard Johnny coo from upstairs. Ezra was already giggling which I thought was amazing for a kid his age. “Hey baby! Daddy’s here pops! Daddy’s here! What’re you doing boy? What’re you doing?!”

I laughed softly as walked up the stairs, I had never left my Ezra’s side. Whether he had been with Johnny or not. Not that I didn’t trust him with our baby alone, I just didn’t want to leave him.

I peeked through the door and what I saw could only be described as perfection;
Johnny held Ezra to his chest with one of the biggest smiles on his face I had ever seen. His beautiful eyes stared right into Ezra’s as his fingers on his right hand were caught by the baby’s small ones. Johnny planted small kisses on Ezra’s face as he giggled and squealed. He danced with Ezra in his strong arms, his hands protective and careful.

I walked into the room, my eyes never leaving Johnny as he held my son. He looked up to me and his wide smile turned from excited to loving. I reached my hand up to touch his cheek, and he leaned over to kiss my lips.
I stared straight into his eyes and smiled softly at him, my hand traveling from his face to my son’s head. My eyes never left his.
“I love you.”
“I love you too, Anna. With everything I have.”
I wish I could live in this moment forever…

Notes

I know it's short, but I'm still getting over this crazy freaking writer's block. I hope you like it!!:)