Right Where I Belong

Jimmy’s POV

I had a bad feeling that I had to leave Elise, but what could I do?!
She was here and had to be here for the next 2 weeks until finally her Graduation was.
I still think back at the look on Elise face when the principal bitch told her it would be better if I wouldn’t come to her celebration.
Then only her brother would be there for her… how sad was that?!
I couldn’t let her have her big day all alone, just with her brother… When all the other students had family members and friends with them... We had to celebrate this!
I would invite the other guys, I knew that Elise, Kim and Jess had talked at the pool party and they seemed to get along good. I liked the girls…
And Brian well, for Brian I had to think of something. He would rouse too much interest, he was always the first to be recognized from fans. Maybe a costume? But even if we put him in a silly disguise to alter his appearance all the girls would surround him no matter what...
Handsome motherfucker!

I just hoped it was true what Elise said, that she really wanted me there and not just said it because she didn’t want to hurt my feelings.
I knew she was the A- Student and she was intelligent, funny and lovely and if I would start to think about her outer appearance I wouldn’t be done listing all her perfectness until next week.
She was so hot and sweet and lovely at the same time and innocent, damn so innocent… she didn’t even know what she was doing to me…

And when I looked at me and my past… I was nothing like Elise. I was banned from school, didn’t even finish it. I was far from innocent.. been to jail.. a couple of times, Drugs, Girls, Sex… I tried nearly everything, good and bad… I had it all.

That Elise still wanted to be with me was a miracle for me… and that she wasn’t with me just for the fame and me being The Rev the Drummer of Avenged Sevenfold was a bonus.
Zacky was still sometimes teasing me because she hadn’t known I was actually in A7X. I didn’t care because with that she showed me that she was with me because she wanted Jimmy or James and not just the famous person.

Damn, I loved her. But why didn’t she reply the three words that would mean so much to me…?!

Elise POV

I opened the door to Samantha and my room and there she sat already, still waiting for me.
I took my time to go back, trying to think of a way not to have to talk to her but came up with nothing…

“FINALLY! Elise tell me everything!! I mean, how did you meet? How is he in bed, you can’t tell me that you didn’t.. I mean he is the fucking rev.. I heard stories about him.. OH MY GOD!!”
And here we go, she would never shut up and would never let me sleep if I didn’t give her at least a little Information.
“I met him the first time at the concert they gave at the boys college. I didn’t know who he was by then… We met again when I was at the internship at my brothers company. And since then well, we are together.” That was enough information… I thought.
“Alright, that was the lame ass story. Now tell me the details.. his size.. his tattoos.. does he have more piercings that we don’t know about… come on Elise, spill it.”
Size? She saw how tall he is, she was actually clinging to him while she hugged him so, why would she ask about his--- OH MY… that size she was talking about. I gasped, as if I would talk about something like that, is she crazy?!
“I won’t talk about that…” My cheeks must be a bright pink by now.

And I felt hot all over at the reminder of what Jimmy and I had done in his bed the other night, he had made me feel sooo good and I had pleasured him as well, we had to do that again soon.

“ELISE? You there?”Samantha asked impatiently.
“Hmm… yes, what?!!”
“You really didn’t do him?” She asked with a frown, “Do you have a “special” relationship?”
I looked at her confused, what was she talking about now?!
“What is a “special” relationship?!” I couldn’t come up with what that could mean.
“Oh I forgot, innocent Elise. Alright, I mean.. he is a fucking rockstar and we all know the reputation of a rockstar and someone like the Rev, right?! I mean, that guy needs a lot of girl to sate his appetite… so do you have an open relationship, since you didn’t let him pop your cherry he sure will go fuck some other, while you are stuck here at college, huh?!”
Open relationship? Sleep with other girls, while I was stuck at college? He wouldn’t do that, we haven’t talked about something like that… Should I have said something?!
“No, we don’t… I mean we haven’t talked about something like this…” I replied and was getting more and more confused now.
“You didn’t, ohhh Elise, haven’t you really heard all the stories about them? Having groupies in their bus, fucking around and taken various hookers to their hotel rooms… They are fucking rock-stars.. Damn I would beg Gates to take me to one of the rooms with him!”
“Gates? Oh.. Brian..“ I had to process all these Information…
Groupies and Hookers and Rockstar life, that was what Tyler had meant when we talked about Jimmy, right?!
That I could get hurt… and a guy with a lifestyle like Jimmy, damn now it made sense.
But Jimmy said he loved me, he wouldn’t say that if he didn’t mean it, right?!

“Elise, let me give you one advice if you really like Rev, you should lose your virginity soon, because he won’t be interested in a girl like you, if he didn’t get what he wants, you know… Men are like that… maybe you even have waited too long by now and he will just find himself another girl, like… right now… you never know.. huh?!”

Was she right? Jimmy seemed like an experienced guy and yes he was a rockstar… I knew he wasn’t as innocent as me and I also know that he wanted me, he had told me that much while we were making out, but he said that we could take our time… that we don’t have to rush things?!
But what if I would lose him because I had waited too long?!

I grabbed some new clothes and went without another word towards the shower, I needed to clear my head. I needed to think about everything that Samantha had said and it kind of fits to the things my brother had warned me about.
The only thing I knew was that I wanted to be in Jimmy’s life and I wanted him in mine so I would show him that I was ready the next time we would be together…
But was I really ready?!

Samantha’s POV

Elise and Jimmy THE REV Sullivan?! Are you fucking kidding me?
How in the hell did someone like her get a gods damn it rockstar as a boyfriend?!
She looked totally lost in thoughts now and kind of distracted. I think my talking about an open relationship and fucking around got her into thinking…
But please… does she really believe that a guy like him would be waiting for her to be ready, until precious Elise would finally give herself to him?!

Oh come on… he must have 2 different girls on each finger of his hand if he wanted to, he might be lying in his bed right now, forgetting his “girlfriend” which is sitting all alone in the shower now crying her innocent eyes out at the thought of him not being honest with her.
But the thing is that someone had to open the eyes of that little virgin and tell her how the big bad world goes…

But I should support, poor Elise now… when she will trust me enough I might have the chance of meeting A7X… I wouldn’t mind being one of the girls on the Rev’s fingers… or maybe Gates or Shadows…

Jimmy’s POV

I arrived home and it was already late at night. The lights were out in my house and I would bet that Zacky was again sleeping over at Kim’s, which was fine with me because I was really wasted from the long drive and hadn’t really eaten all day…

I opened the door and walked inside, I didn’t put the lights on I knew where all my furniture were and I just wanted to grab a beer from the fridge and maybe watch a little tv and then fall asleep on the couch.
I grabbed my beer sat down on the couch and decided to just put the Tv on mute, just watch without sound, this way I would fall asleep faster…

After fifteen minutes I felt my eyes getting heavy and I put the half empty bottle of beer on the table before me, should I go to my bed or just get comfortable here?!
Ahh, damn I would go to bed.
So I stood up and walked to the bathroom I undressed myself so I could sleep only in my boxer and just when I opened the door to go outside there stood someone before me. I looked her up and down and she did the same then she widened her eyes at me and screamed.
“AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH” Kim screamed and I felt the urge to put my hands over my ears.
I looked confused around, why was she here?! I thought I was alone.
“Kim, calm down. It’s me Jimmy.” I put my hand in front of her mouth to stifle her scream and pulled her body towards mine. The police would be coming here soon if she kept screaming, and well they knew my address unfortunately from some parties that got out of hand.

Suddenly I heard the guest room door bang open and Zacky came running towards us trying to put his boxers on while running.
Wow, if I would have been burglar I would have laughed my ass off at that view.
“What’s going on? Why did you scream?” Zacky sounded out of breathe and looked then at Kim and me.
“Jimmy?” Zack looked me up and down and looked at Kim, that’s when I noticed she was also only wearing her underwear and I held her body to mine, still with my hand in front of her mouth.
When I let go and stepped back Kim took a deep breath, “Sorry, Jimmy… god you scared me to death.”
“Well.. I thought I was alone and didn’t expect to have a nearly naked woman in my house…” Kim looked down on herself, “Oh shit.”
She ran towards the guest room and came back with Zacky shirt hiding her body.
“Damn it, Jimmy… I nearly got a heart attack when I heard her scream.” Zacky complained and put a hand over his heart.
“You? I nearly lost my hearing when she screamed at me like that!” I said with a small laugh.
“Sorry, Jimmy. Really… I was just… perplexed.” Kim sounded really ashamed.
“It’s okay… Maybe next time you have someone here to sleep over… you will just send me a message, so I am prepared, and gods damn it Zack you got your boxer the wrong way around. Fix it… I will go to bed now… so I hope you took the chance to settle everything between you and not start another round now, because I need my beauty sleep.”
I shook my head at them and finally went to sleep, I really earned it now.

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