Right Where I Belong

Elise’s POV

After Jimmy went with me upstairs we both needed to get ready to sleep. I was nervous I never had I been with a man alone before Jimmy and never kissed one before Jimmy and now we would also sleep in the same bed.
I didn’t know why he would insist on sharing my bedroom and not rather sleep in his own bed and have much more space but I liked having him by my side.
The kiss, when I remembered the kiss I still had this weird feeling in my stomach and also a little lower. I never felt something like that before and couldn’t wait to kiss him again.

I came out of my bathroom and Jimmy sat on my bed still clothed. I was only wearing an old Rolling Stones band-shirt which I got from my brother so it was hanging nearly to my knees.
“Oh shit.” Jimmy looked up at me and looked away gain.
“Oh shit?” I asked him with a frown, did I do something wrong?
“No.. I mean… I haven’t thought this through, I shouldn’t be staying here. I should…” Jimmy stood up and paced in front of my bed, I looked at him confused, I didn’t know what he meant.
“Jimmy, is something wrong?” I asked him and laid my hand softly on his chest when he passed me the third time.

He stopped abruptly and looked me in the eyes, “Ok, Elise… listen. You don’t even realize what you are doing to me and I don’t want to scare you away. If I look at you in only this short t-shirt not covering enough of your skin and your hair all tousled and looking ready for bed I just want to throw you onto it and have my wicked way with you and I know that you are not ready for it and I shouldn’t be even thinking this, but I can’t help it.”
He put his hands in his hair and ruffled it, now it stood into all different directions.
And my hand twitched, I would have loved to let my hand wander into his hair but I didn’t have the courage to do it, I didn’t know if he would reject me.
Then his sentence came back to my mind, what did he mean with have his wicked way, was he talking about sex? Oh my god, I had invited him to my bedroom, nearly begged him to stay and of course he was thinking about sex. How could I be so stupid…
“I can understand if you want to sleep in another room, James. I totally understand it.” I reassured him.
“Elise, you don’t understand it, do you? I would love to share that bed with you, sleep here with you, the problem is, when I lie there next to you only separated by your little thin shirt, I just don’t know if I can keep my hands to myself.” He sighed heavily and had never really looked at me since I came out of the bathroom.
“And if I don’t want you to…” Had I really just said that?! What am I saying here? I liked Jimmy, from the first moment I saw him and he was nothing but sweet and nice to me. But to sleep with him was too much, so why did I say it.
“No, Elise… don’t say that.” He sat down on the bed again and took my hand now, looked at me with a smile.
“Lay down, make yourself comfortable. I will use the bathroom and come back and sleep on the floor or something…” , before I could reply he already vanished and closed the bathroom door.

I didn’t know what to do, so I did as he told me I laid myself down on my bed and looked at the book Jimmy had given to me I opened the first page and found a note in I supposed Jimmy’s handwriting:

Elise,

an adventures love romance for you…
Maybe we can write our own someday as well.

Yours James

I smiled at the writing and felt the butterflies in my stomach again. How did he do that, just with such an easy sentence and yes I wanted to have a love romance with Jimmy.
I grinned and the door to the bathroom opened again and Jimmy came out, still wearing everything he wore when he went inside.
“Don’t you want to get more comfortable?”I asked him with a smile.
“I’m fine. And I don’t have anything with me so… I will just stay this way. It’s safer anyway.” Jimmy smiled a little and sat down on the bed next to me, he was more sitting then lying and it seemed so uncomfortable.
“James?” I asked him shyly.
“Yes?” He looked at me and smiled.
“I want a love romance with you..” He looked confused and then saw the book in my hand.
“Oh, you weren’t supposed to read it when I am here… But well anyways, I am glad.” He grinned and I did something brave and just leaned towards him and pressed my lips to his and he responded right away. His mouth opened and I felt his tongue searching for mine. He was so gentle and patience with me, showing me how to kiss in the garden. I didn’t know where to put my hands but they found their way on their own to Jimmy’s shoulder and I held on to him. His hand sneaked around my neck and he pulled me even closer, now I lay half on top of him and the kiss got even more intensive then the one in the garden.
I couldn’t help but moan and sigh in his mouth and he responded with a groan of his own.
He pulled away and we were both out of breath, “Elise you are killing me…”
“You mean that in a good way, right?” I asked him and grinned.
“Yes, I mean that in a good way.” He kissed my lips again but only short and pulled away immediately.
“Good night Elise. Have nice dreams, preferably about me…”
“Oh.. yes, good night Jimmy.”
Jimmy let himself drop down on my bed and covered his body a little with my blanket then he closed his eyes and breathed deeply in and out as if he was trying to relax.
So I did the same and closed my eyes with a smile on my lips I fell asleep.

Jimmy’s POV

I waited a while and looked over at Elise just with one eye to see if she was still watching me.
But her eyes were closed and her breathing was slow and even and I could finally relax.
The blanket covered most of her body and I felt so uncomfortable with the clothes I was wearing but I had nothing to change here.
Okay, she was asleep anyway so I would just get rid of my sweater and shirt and opened my pants and then lay down on the bed next to her. I looked at her face and smiled. I let my fingers slowly wander over her cheeks, she was fast asleep and didn’t react to my touch.
She was so beautiful now a really sleeping beauty.
Damn, I needed to stop now or I would wake her up.
I turned around and let my head drop into the pillow and closed my eyes, like I said frustrating…



I woke to a hand stroking my bare chest I didn’t open my eyes, I knew exactly who was stroking my chest and I liked the feel of it.
I felt the fingers on my arm now, tracing the lines of my tattoos, then her fingers wandered up to my shoulder and throat tracing the tattoos there as well.
Gods, that feeling made me crazy and without thinking I just turned around and buried her underneath me and I found her mouth right away I kissed her hungrily.
My elbows were braced on each side of her and I intensified the kiss even more. I balanced my weight on one arm and let my other hand now roam freely on her body and underneath her shirt, my hand were stroking her belly and the soft skin of the underside of her breast.
She had to take this shirt of I needed full access. She groaned a little underneath me and I let my kiss wander from her lips to her throat I kissed and suckled her there she moaned again and I pushed my erection into her crotch.
“Jimmy..” I heard her say.
But I kept on kissing her and licking her skin, she tasted so good, I couldn’t control my urge.
“Jimmy, please…” she said again but this time it sounded not lust filled it sounded afraid?!
“James?” I realized what I was doing, shit Elise.
I scrambled down from her and off the bed immediately. “I’m sorry Elise… I felt your hand on me and I just… I was still… I haven’t thought…” Shit what was I trying to say.
“It’s okay, James. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have touched you… but your tattoos and I just wanted to feel them..”, she looked shyly down and I moved around the bed and kneeled by her side.
“Elise, look at me… do not ever apologize for wanting to touch me… I enjoyed your exploring hands, a little too much, as you might have noticed. And I was so turned on that I didn’t think about what I was doing. But I could get used to wake up with your touch on my skin…” I smiled at her and kissed her lips softly.
“I am sorry if I scared you, I will behave I promise. We won’t do anything further until you are ready for it, alright? You hold the reins and decide when you feel comfortable.”
“Thank you, I was just so surprised that you were suddenly on top of me… I mean I was a little shocked, but it also felt good… your kisses are addictive.”
“Oh yes, you said it exactly right, MY kisses so don’t get any ideas of trying it with someone else Elise, you are mine now.” I joked but it was also the truth.
She laughed softly and got up from the bed, “I will get dressed now and then we can have breakfast together?!”

I walked back around the bed and looked at my phone. Shit, 2 missed calls one from Brian and one from Zack. I looked at the time. It was already 11 and we would be meeting in 2 hours in the studio when I remembered it correctly.
Elise pulled some clothes from her wardrobe and walked to the bathroom, I looked at her retreating from and after the door was closed I called Brian.
“Yo man, where are you? I couldn’t reach anybody yesterday? Did you make a secret meeting to throw me out of the band or what?” Brian said and laughed.
“Yes, and I pulled the shortest straw and have to tell you, sorry man you are out.”I replied with a snort.
“Hahaha… okay so what’s going on, do you know where everybody was? Can I come over, we could drive together to the studio?” Brian asked.
“Aaahhh man, I am not at home right now. Zacky and I were at a party yesterday and I am still here. And Matt had a date I guess, where Johnny was I don’t know, man.”
“You are not at home? And a party? A party without me? Must have been lame as fuck..” Brian said cockily but he was also a little pissed that we didn’t asked him to come along, I knew my best friend.
“Oh come on Brian, we couldn’t take you along or Zack’s date would have had only eyes for you…”
Brian laughed and sighed, “Yeah you are right, it’s awesome to be me.”
I shook my head at him and the bathroom door opened, “Brian, listen I gotta go, we meet later, alright?!”
“Yeah man, alright. Then I want the whole story with every juicy detail and how big her ti..” I hung up before he could finish the sentence.
“So you can’t stay for breakfast?” Elise asked shyly again.
“No, I am sorry. I need to get ready.”
“Oh..” Elise looked down to her feet.
“Hey, beauty.” I put my index finger underneath her chin and lifted it so she had to look me in the eyes.
“What would you think about a date tomorrow? Since I know where you live now, I will pick you up, we could get something to eat and just hang around the beach, if you like?”
“Yes, that sounds fantastic.” Elise smiled and leaned towards me and stole a small kiss from my lips and I smiled at her.
“Okay, then we have a date.”
I walked to the bathroom got dressed and walked back out and Elise was already waiting for me at the door.
We walked downstairs and everything looked normal again, no empty beer bottles or people still sleeping on the floor or on the couch and it looked as if it was cleaned already.
“Wow, Tyler has to teach me that trick of his…” I looked astonished around.
“That trick is called Mrs. Eleanor and she is the housecleaner of Tyler.” Elise smiled.
When we reached the front door I took my jacket and pulled it on, “Alright, then I’ll pick you up tomorrow, beauty.”
“Okay.”
I leaned down and kissed her lips again, they were so soft and she now responded so easily to me that I had to put my hand behind my back not to reach for her and drag her back upstairs.
I pulled away and kissed her cheek again, “See you tomorrow..” I turned around and went to my car, Elise waved one last time and then closed the door and I drove of home.

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