My hands reached for his hat and I took it off, leaving only his headscarf covering his hair. He was looking intensely at me.

“Wait here.” I said, almost showing a smirk. With his hat in hands, I moved to the door and placed it on the outside doorknob of my bedroom before closing the door again. He was staring quizzically at me as I approached him. “Don’t ask, it’s a code me and Jess created a few years ago.”

Before he could say anything, it was my time to attack his mouth eagerly, my fingers tugging his longish hair and throwing his bandana to somewhere on the back of the bed. Maybe it was just a coincidence, but he never cut his hair anymore after I said I prefer men with long hair.
I let my hand slide from his neck down to the V-collar of his shirt, where formed the perfect round lines of his chest. I had a watery mouth just from touching it.

He took the hem of his shirt on his hands and I helped him pull it off, getting my fingers back at his skin as fast as I could. He showed a naughty grin and his hands did the same on me, travelled throughout my belly to my breasts in seconds.

“You have no idea how much I thought about this. About you.” He it let out as I leaned my body on his chest to absorb his warmness on my cells, tearing a soft moan out of him right at my ear. It made my legs tremble.

“Yes, I do, I’ve been dealing with my feelings for you since I was 18.” I muttered at his ear before gliding my mouth to his neck while my hands took the time to roam through his back. No matter what, his scent always had the power to get me aimless and breathless.

Brian didn’t show any surprise at my statement, he just smirked when my hands moved down to his already tight pants and started to play with my nipples as I unzipped it. I helped it fall to the ground and he stepped out from it, showing his growing bulge under his boxers to my hungry eyes. The biggest wave of heat burned me all over.

My breathing got heavier when his hands moved my butt up further to press my waist against his member. It made me lose control of my hips, I began to roll and thrust my clit on him until I almost felt like coming. It would be the fastest orgasm I ever had, in fact. But he held my hips instead.

“Hey… wait, don’t rush.” He picked at his own bottom lip with a smile and I gave it a bite just after. When I noticed, he was leading me to my bed.

I laid my back in the mattress pulling his hands with me and he didn’t land on top of me, he fell on my left side and robbed my lips calmly and lovingly. Apparently we were too busy with that particular kiss, and maybe he was trying to distract me cause as he was leaning his body on his right arm, his left hand was slowly lowering to the fabric of my panties, playing with it, until he finally slid his fingers inside it to reach for my clit. God, those mystical fingers…

I love Jimmy’s soft hands but, well, there’s always that myth about shredding guitar players and their special finger abilities, right? My grin exploded on his lips when he started to play with my little button and those Jimmy comparisons were gone again. He opened his eyes slightly.

“Finger me like you finger your guitar, Brian, please, now!” I murmured and begged against his lips as his fingers intensified the action down there. I couldn’t concentrate on kissing him anymore, I could only close my eyes and thrust my hips to encourage his movements as he watched me with delighted eyes.

When I was getting closer, somehow he knew it, and let two fingers slither down my entrance as his thumb kept working on circular and unsteady moves around my clit, making me grunt as loud as I could several times from that amazing double stimuli. And as if they weren’t enough to show me how he could deliver it, his tongue fell on top of one of my nipples, sucking and teasing it, as his fingers stopped to move inside me just to provoke and make me beg for more. He had no idea how torturing was to delay a climax. Or maybe he had?

“Noo, god, no, Brian, keep going, please, I’m almost there.” I held his head strongly against my chest as a sign of my desperation.

“Did you just call me god?” he had a funny tone raising his head and cocked one eyebrow to face me.

“Yes, I did, whatever, now just…keep going!” he laughed loud and bit my nipple with the dirtiest face I’ve ever seen him drawing while looking at me. That made me turned on as hell.

His hand immediately started to work on my lower places again, driving me close to the edge at each stroke. My back curved, my hips slowed down the pace and my mouth opened broadly to finally give place to the wonderful climaxing feeling that took over my body as a whole. My inner walls kept throbbing on his fingers unwittingly as I held his head against my heart, making him listen to my accelerated heartbeat and feel my panting on his skin. His moaning travelled through the air along with mine.

“Enough shredding for now?” he asked as puffy as I was. I gave him my biggest smile in appreciation.

“I could never get enough of your kind of shred…” I licked my lips and he licked it too right after.

Before I could stop having the spasms, he rose up from me to quickly pull his boxers down to the ground and get rid of my panties as careful as he was undressing a porcelain doll. Now that I had complete view of his fully-erected equipment, I couldn’t help but bring back the comparisons in my mind once more. He was a little bit thicker than Jimmy but about the same size as him. And I just couldn’t wait more to have him inside me.

He made his way on top of me as fast as he could and my legs opened to give space for him, my core still wet from the previous orgasm was begging to feel him now. Slowly and gently, his hips moved down to tease my clit with the tip of his dick. He suppressed my moan with a deep and long kiss as he slid inside me with ease. My walls, still sensitive, softened and allowed him to go further.

“Move, Bri, please, I need you.” and he did as I asked. His thrusting was slow at first and got progressively fast as I pressed his back against me to let him know I could handle his weight on me.

He got into a comfortable position for him when I caressed his arms and indicated him to wrap them on the sides of my back, holding my arms on his. My body seemed to fit perfectly under his shape and in that position, he seemed to reach my insides a little deeper, making my legs to intertwine around his. He moaned loud when I moved my thighs a few times, pressing them against his. Maybe those moves were reflecting on my internal muscles?

“Yes, baby, keep moving here, the feeling is amazing.” His hands slid to my thighs and he pushed them upwards, to give him more space to go forward. As he went back to embrace me, I knew what could help him have full entrance. I sneaked my legs around his back and it took just one thrust to make him groan several times in response to his achievement.

“Yes, that’s it, you got it. Ahhhh you got it, babe.” He gasped those words. He was totally inside of me now and it felt extraordinary for both of us, as it seems. He even closed his eyes for a few seconds as I observed the perfect lines of his face contracting beautifully from pleasure. One of the best landscapes I ever had in front of my eyes. A masterpiece, I would say.

I squeezed my breasts hard against his chest in the same rhythm he was imposing with his hips, rubbing my both nipples on his skin, increasing even more the pleasure I was having.
I moaned a little louder and he opened his eyes, silly smile drawn on his face. As we were reaching our limits, wouldn’t let his eyes escape from mine now. And apparently, if it was up to him, he would never get out from my sight too. We were surely getting inebriated with each other’s pleasure.

This moment we were sharing, this feeling was even stronger than looking inside Jimmy’s eyes to find peace while we made love. I could even forget about my own misery, my own stupid existence so far when he was kissing me desperately and lingeringly like that. I could only see him, feel him sliding inside me as nothing else mattered. The rest of the world could just simply disappear or blow up now. As long as I had his warmth and that kind of loving, my emptiness was completely filled. Literally.

I know I should feel guilty about all of this, and I do. But I don’t regret anything. I could never regret the feeling I was having. I’m only human.

When I thought he was done with the surprises department, I began to feel his pubic bone ravishing my clit one more time with his hard pushes on my hips. Fuck, that double thing again!!

“Good lord, Brian, this is too much…ohhh goddd…” my belly muscles tensed and he decreased his speed. My walls had to clench around him a few times to try to have a little more of that sensation he had just stopped to provide me. Again.

“You didn’t like it?” he had panicked eyes now. I didn’t laugh only because it would kill our mood.

“Oh my god, it’s a fucking figure of speech, Haner!!” my hands moved directly to push his butt down to make him accelerate the pace again. And of course, get back with that clit thing that was driving me to the edge.

“Yeess…god, yees, this is…one of the most delicious things…you could…ever do to…a woman.” He smiled and kneaded my breasts on his chest even more with his hands pulling my back against him in a non-hurting way. I felt close to him as never before, protected and… loved.

I tugged at his hair trying to control my strength not to hurt him when I noticed his face was reddening and his panting was blowing fast on my face. I knew he was close so I had to let go before him, even if I wanted to hold it until it could last forever.

“You are close, aren’t you? God, I’m letting go…” my climax hit me before I could finish the sentence and the feeling was so strong I felt my eyes watering at the same time. I lost count of how many seconds I couldn’t breathe and when I finally gasped, tears escaped from my eyes out from relief.

I felt his warm liquid dripping from my insides and soaking my thighs right after. He opened his eyes to face me and he had that scared feature again when he saw my tears.

“Oh fuck, did I hurt you? I’m so…sorry!” he was still gasping for air, his nose rubbing on mine and his weight completely loosened on me when I smiled widely at him.

“How could you possibly…hurt me? You made me cry from pleasure, Bri.” My mouth was completely dry and throbbing but I still managed to reach for his lips to finish this more than ecstatic moment with that man. His eyes were shining bright, he didn’t even close them to kiss me, he seemed perplexed.

Maybe he had never made a woman cry before. I cried at every possible situation, but never thought I could cry to an orgasm. I found myself as flabbergasted as he was.

He hugged me tenderly and fell to my side, finally pulling out from me. He wiped the tear marks from my face and smiled wonderfully. My fingers walked his sweaty biceps until I could find a good way to entangle my arms on his.

We stayed like that, in silence, absorbing each other’s gaze for several minutes before falling asleep.

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Jess parked Zack’s car in front of her house with her three friends before taking them to the airport. She wanted to check on Emily. And so wanted Jimmy.

“Jim, please. Wait in the car for now, ok? I don’t know how she can react when she sees you.”

“I’m still her boyfriend, she needs to talk to me eventually, you know…” he said in defeat. He was tired as hell of all of this.

“She was acting weird when she left the hospital. I don’t know what’s happening, I gotta talk to her first, prepare her for you. Please, I know what I’m doing.” Jess waited for Jimmy reluctant allowance and stepped out of the car.

“Give her some time, Jimmy.” Mei, seating on the backseat along with her friends, took the chance to place her hand in his shoulder in comfort. He looked at her over his shoulder and smiled weakly.

He just wanted to tell her how he couldn’t care less about his damaged car. He only wanted to know if she was okay and kiss her again. Was that too much to ask?

Jess frowned when noticing the front door unlocked. Emily never did that before, not even drunk. She walked inside and heard complete silence, frowning even more. As she really knew her friend, she would be playing her sorrows away now. Not even a single guitar note could be listened.

She went further on the corridor that lead to their bedrooms and stopped in front of Emily’s door. A hat on the doorknob. It could only mean something: she was busy with a man in there. And she knew damn well to whom that fedora hat belonged.

Jess shook her head, not actually believing at her sight. She could even smell Brian on the air but not a single sound of them. She imagined they had already finished what they should never have started.

What had I told her? To not do anything stupid. And that’s stupidity at its zenith.

Unless she wanted a civil war happening inside her house, she had to take Jimmy as far as possible from that bedroom. She quickly got out of the corridor and out of the house, locking it very well and trying to gulp her astonishment face.

“Jimmy, she doesn’t even want to see me. Her door is locked and she’s… listening to loud sad songs. Maybe you should just call her later or… try tomorrow. She’ll be better tomorrow, I promise you, okay?” Jess forced a smile, turned on the car swiftly and before Jimmy could even think about getting out, she left the house.

The girls in the back seat traded suspicious glances and frowns, they knew Jess was acting a little weirder than usual. Jimmy could only curse and sigh in frustration but he didn’t protest.

At the airport, the girls hugged Jess and Jimmy and sent them their goodbyes.

“Awnn Jess, let us know if you need anything, ok? And tell Emily that it was really nice to meet her and we are sorry we can’t say goodbye to her now.” Rye hugged Jess tight and Jimmy kissed her after.

"Thanks for coming all of you, it was so good to have you here on my premiere, I can't believe you guys really managed to come together this time. It all went perfect, despite of last night." Jess smiled.

“And don't forget to remind Emily it’s not really safe to drink before driving…” Kim grumbled but everybody heard, making Rye react with a light poke on her arm. “What? I’m telling the truth here…” she continued. Jess sighed and ignored. She had other subjects to discuss with Emily by now and to remind her of that was certainly one of them.

Kim hugged Jess and Jimmy and thanked them both for the hospitality.

“Let me know if you guys are back in Holland for Pinkpop, I want backstage access!” she winked at Jimmy and he only nodded with a smile.

Mei was the last one to give hugs and when she embraced Jimmy, she could see how jaded he was through his eyes.

“Hey, you have my phone, don’t hesitate to call me if you need a friend. A girl… friend. No, not a girlfriend. Oh… you got me!” She chuckled, her cheeks tuning pink at the sight of his charming smile.

“Dankeschön, Mei. It was really great to meet all of you.” He answered and melted her heart at his improvised German. It reminded her she had to call Dan before the flight, she really missed him.

The girls went inside the boarding area and waved their last goodbyes before they could take their separate ways on three different planes. They wished they could stay to see the outcome of all that mess but now it wasn’t an option. Their more than special vacation had really ended, with a chance to see the first Sevenfold baby being born at least.

“You guys wanna know something fun?” Rye started. They frowned at her as walking through the corridor. “Matt gave me his number just in case I wanted to record something with him.” She giggled.

Kim and Mei almost stumbled on their own feet.

“Oh you lucky bitch! You give me that precious paper now!!!” Kim tried to hold her purse but she diverted, running away from her with their luggage bumping into Meike that was caught in the middle of their peekaboo game.

“Hmm, maybe next time we meet…” Rye answered, walking full of herself. Kim couldn’t believe at her behavior.

“Big friend you are! Didn't you learn how to share?” Kim was sulky.

“Well, at least Jimmy has my phone number and he gave me this when we were at the studio.” Meike was too quiet until now, when she showed proudly her little souvenir: a pair of drumsticks with deathbats drawn on them.

Rye and Kim had their mouth wide open as Meike gave one for each of them to see. Kim looked at it, peeked at distracted Meike and started to run away from them with the stick in hands.

“If you want it back, I’ll be waiting for you on Netherlands!! Byee my lovely friends!!!” she screamed in between laughs as Meike started to run after her.

“Give me that back, Kimmieee!!! NOOOWW!!!”

Rye felt a tear drop off her eye and laughed at the two sprinting girls.

Our dream really came true…

Notes

well welll hahha Initially I was gonna go for an overdose of naked brian here but...its better if I split it in two again, right??? hahahaha :3

more tomorroow!

(finally deflowered briaaan here yeey, I'm so...thrilled, lets celebrate!! <3) hahahahah