Dear God

I opened my eyes to my mother talking to Brian. "Thanks, for saving my baby girl. Her father would be so grateful," she sobbed to him. "It's my pleasure Mrs. Brooks, I would do anything to keep her protected. I'll have our body guard stay by her every second on this tour," he told her. "Oh thank you Brian, you don't know how much this means to her!"

"I know, I really do know," he said smiling, showing those beautiful white teeth. Then he looked over at me. "Well good morning sunshine," he said walking over to my bed as my mom ran. "Baby!" She cried taking my head into her hands. She kissed my forehead and Brian took my hand. "Oh I'm so glad you're awake..." She went on and on in the normal mom overdramatic ways. I just tuned her out and smiled at her. Brian was laughing waiting for her to stop talking, but she just kept ranting on. All I needed was him by my side to heal and I healed rarely fast because of Brian taking good care of me.

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I woke up in Brian's bed, all naked and warmed up to his body. Our hearts in unison with each other's and our breathing was all you heard until his voice spoke. "Good morning beautiful," he whispered kissing my head. "Good morning." I smiled. The last day of the tour was yesterday and today was my birthday, the day I turn 18. I was an official adult today, very excited. "It's a very special day today," Brian said. I laugh. "I guess," I mumbled. "Happy birthday to my beautiful girl." He kissed my neck and rolled on top of me, kissing my chest. I giggled smiling real deep and staring into those eyes as if I would never stare into them again.

These past 2 months have been the best moments of my life. I got to know the entire band really well and I'm best friends with all of them. I got to see all their concerts and been all over the United States. I've been in my own little heaven with Brian too and it feels like we're together. But as for Cai, I don't know where she is half the time. I haven't talked to her in a while she's always running around with some random guy or Zacky. I hate that Zacky got stuck dealing with Cai, Cai is a handful. I know. But now it was my birthday the day I've been waiting for a long time, it would be right for Brian and I to make love finally. I did find out what happened the night I got high, I didn't have sex with anybody that night not even Brian. He was saying I was beautiful and would make amazing love. What actually happened was I talked his ears off and he fell in love with me.

He kissed my shoulder then my arms. "We should get up and dressed, you got a big day today!"

"It's just my birthday," I said rolling my eyes. He rolled me over on top of him making me giggle like crazy. "It's more than your birthday my love," he said. "Okay, lets go get dressed." We got out of bed and raced each other to the bathroom and I won slamming the door in his face. "I let you win!" I laughed. "Suuuuure!" I yelled through the door starting to clean myself up for this very "special" day.

We got done getting ready and we walked out of his house heading over to Matt's. We walked up the steps and before Brian opened the door he looked back at me winking. We walked into the dark room and that's when the lights flashed on and everyone shouted surprise. Oh jeez. I had the biggest and cheesiest smile ever. The whole band came up and hugged me saying happy birthday. Val, who became one of my best friends, kissed my cheek. "Brian has a great surprise for you," she said as Brian came up to us. "Don't be spoiling anything Val," he said taking my hand and pulling me into his arms. "To you want my surprise now? Well the first surprise."

"Yes! I hate surprises!" He laughed. "Okay, well are you ready?"

"Yes!" I slapped his shoulder smiling, I wanted to know this surprise so bad. "Will you be my beautiful girlfriend?" I didn't even have to hesitate on that answer. "Yes!" He picked me up and twirled me around. We kissed as everyone applauded for his. "Get it Brian!" Shouted Matt. Now I was ready for tonight, the night Brian and I have been waiting for.

The night I've been waiting for my whole entire life.

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