Dear God

Oh, the party wasn't so bad. I had to be social just a little bit, which I actually just talked to Val the whole time. Thank god there was no presents just some really good cake. Brian knew me really we well already he got whipped icing, it was so good. The only thing that upset me was that my best friend wasn't here to say happy birthday to me but it didn't bother me too much I was starting to not worry about her anymore, she kind of just left me once we were living our dreams.

About six Brian came up to me kissing my neck and I was so happy because he had kept his promise and hasn't had a drop of alcohol. "Are you ready?"

"Oh yes." I said hugging Val. "You leaving so soon?"

"Yes, leaving before it gets crazy, I'll text you later?" She smiled and nodded while I let Brian pull me out of the party. I didn't get to say goodbye to the other guys and that was fine, I was ready for the moment with Syn I've always dreamed of. It's like walking into a dream.

We entered Brian's house and he picked me up spinning me around kissing my lips. I hugged him to get closer, oh I was so ready I just wanted to rip his clothes off. I wrapped my legs around him and he started up the steps. The shades were drawn in his room and it was dark except the little candles planted all around the floor with a ocean of rose pedals. I giggled, it was so cliché and that just made me love it even more. He smiled kissing my neck and lifting my shirt over my breast. He tossed it aside as I shook off my pants and I took off his shirt. Oh my god, I put my hands on his smooth torso and he unsnapped my bra. I let it fall as I unbuttoned his pants and he slid off my panties. Now we were completely naked and we stood there staring at each other, I knew it was real right then. I knew that Brian actually loves me. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him as he fell back onto his bed. I was on top of him and I didn't know what to do. I wasn't a virgin I've been in this situation many of times but not with my freaking idol. I was nervous it was like my first time all over again except this time it wasn't going to hurt at all.

His hands started to wander all down my body and I let him even though I was shaking. His hand went down to loosen me up and I let a moan escape as my eye lids fluttered. I bit his lip and ran my fingers through his gelled hair. His hand came back grabbing my boob and squeezing it as he started to kiss my neck again. That's when he slipped it in and I moaned my body rubbing against is. He started so slow I didn't know what to do but let him be in charge. I kissed him again as he started to pick up speed and then he flipped me over starting to go in more. My hands held his neck tightly as I bit my own lip hard trying not to be too noisy until he got faster and faster. I let out a cry of pleasure and an orgasm took over me. He kissed me roughly going faster and harder until he came. He slowed down and pulled out kissing my neck going down to my chest. Then he kissed my breast then my stomach, I was still in the motion. He grabbed my thigh, his fingers wrapping all the way around it.

I was breathing so hard and he let my breathing slow down a bit so he just cuddled up to me. "Best day I've had with the best girl I've met," he whispered to me. This felt like my first and was better then all the other times combined. "Yes, I love you Brian," I told him. he wrapped his arm around me. "I love you so much my beautiful girl." He kissed my cheek.

We took a nap there covered in rose pedals and the smell of candles burning until we were awaken by the door bell. Brian got up, I was too tired to. I sat up in the bed as he was coming back up the steps. "Hey baby girl your present came," he said. "Close your eyes." I did what he said and closed my eyes. "Babe! You shouldn't have gotten me anything!"

"Shut up I did anyways, open your eyes." I did and cupped my hands on my mouth gasping. Brian was holding up an all purple Snakebyte electric guitar. Just like the one James Hetfield plays! I jumped out of bed and ran to hug Brian. "Oh my god! It's the guitar I've always wanted!" I cried as tears started to drench my face. I took the guitar and sat back down placing it on my lap. I started to play a little rhythm just messing around and testing it out. It was beautiful.

My life was set. I didn't want to be anywhere else ever again but here with Brian and my guitar. This was going to be my life for now on, I knew this was going to help me be happy, just like I always dreamed..

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