Dear God

I woke in an all white room but there was no padding, so I'm not insane. It was so bright and I could barely keep my eyes open. I looked down at myself, no blood, just a white dress, I looked back up and a black shadow was approaching me. The figure came closer and closer until I knew exactly who it was, my heart just dropped. My dad. He looked the same, wearing his Metallica t-shirt, jeans, and those god awful nikes. I instantly jumped up with no hesitation and jumped into his arms. "Dad!" I cried tears filling up my face. "Oh my god!" I sobbed in his shoulder and he held me in his arms. "Baby girl, we only get a small visit," he whispered making me let go and stand. "Is this heaven?" I asked wiping my nose with the back of my hand. "You can say that it is," he said. "Did I die!?"

"No honey, you're just unconscious." He smiled putting his hand on my shoulder, this time I was up to his nose and he's about 6 ft 9 in. I'm a tall girl now. "Oh my god, you've grown into a beautiful young lady, you look just like your mother," he said getting choked up. He sniffed bringing me into a hug and I hugged him back tightly. "I just wanted to tell you I'm so proud of you and keep doing what you dream of. Don't give up on that guitar until you're sounding like Kirk Hammett," he stopped as I laughed, always wanting me to sound like Metallica. That's my dad for ya. "And be careful sweetie, I know you love Avenged Sevenfold. I know how much they mean to you but please baby girl be careful especially with Brian. I'm watching over you all the time and last night scared me to death, you have so much to live for."

"Daddy, I will live for you, I will continue my dream and always smile like you used to tell me," I said. He kissed my forehead. "That's my girl, now be careful don't let me see you get hurt again."

"I won't daddy."

"I love you, princess."

"I love you to the moon dad."... And he was gone, disappeared from my arms. Everything started to get black now, like demons were caving in over me until it was pitch black. Then there was voices... Synyster Gate's voice.

"If you didn't save her like you did, she would have died in only fifteen minutes." said Matt. "I know, now she's defiantly not leaving my sight. Not ever again. I can't see her hurt like this."

"Don't worry man, it's all okay now." Then I heard Matt walk out of the room. Synyster started to stroke my hair and he kissed my cheek. I wanted to wake up but I couldn't not yet. I was all up in a little piece of heaven and now I got to burn in hell.

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