I felt something warm underneath me and I opened my eyes and looked up at Brian's sleeping face. He was snoring lightly and holding me so close to him. I smiled remembering last night and how Brian said he still loved me no matter what happened with my father or between Roe and I. I grabbed my phone and it was just after 7 in the morning. I carefully got up out of bed making sure not to wake up Brian and I slipped right out of my room and went downstairs. The whole house was so quiet and filled with so much peace. I saundered into the kitchen and decided to make breakfast for everyone. I got out everything to cook and started on the food.

The whole kitchen was filled with the aroma of my mother's recipes for breakfast and that's one thing I loved about my mother. I mean I love her no matter what but her cooking is something I could never live without. It's a really good thing she wrote all her recipes down so I could use them. I placed all the food down onto the table along with plates and washed the skillet I had used to cook everything in and I put them away. I left the kitchen and opened the front door and went out on the front porch. I walked down to the end of my driveway letting the smell of salty air engulf me as I emptied the mailbox and went back up to the house.

I stopped in my tracks when I got the uneasy feeling of being watched but when I turned around, I didn't see a soul. I shook away the feeling and went back into the house and sat down at the bar going through the mail. I really miss working and I think I'll try and find me a job sometime during the week. The feeling of being watched came back to me and I spun around again but there was still no one there. What the fuck is going on? I heard a door from upstairs close and then footsteps desending down the stairs. Brian appeared in the doorway with his hair in a mess and still in the same clothes he wore last night.

"It smells good in here."

"There's some food if you'd like some." I said smiling as I set aside the mail and got up from my place at the bar. Brian pulled me into him and just held me against him. I smiled up at him and he leaned down and kissed me so gently and so sweet. I rested my hands on his lower back as one of his hands went to the back of my head to deepen the kiss.

"Don't mind me. I'm just getting some of this delicious smelling food." I looked over as Jimmy sat down and filled his plate as he smirked. I shook my head with a smile and let go of Brian and left the kitchen. I went up the stairs to Lee's room and opened the door. She was sleeping soundly as I walked over to her bed and placed a hand on her shoulder.

"Lee?" I said as I shook her. She opened up her eyes and stretched.

"What is it Roxy?"

"There's some food downstairs if you're hungry." I said smiling.

"You seem happier today."

"I am happy Lee." I said still smiling like a damn fool as I sat down on the edge of her bed.

"Spill out the happiness!"

"I told Brian everything last night and some things I've never told anyone before and he said it didn't change anything between me and him. He still loves me madly." I said looking over at her with the biggest grin I could muster onto my face.

"That's wonderful Rox! I'm so happy for you!"

"I'm glad I finally am. Brian is the only one who's ever made me feel this way in my life." I said sounding like a teen with her first crush.

"You go wake everyone else. I'm fucking starving." Lee said pushing me out of her bed and I left her room laughin slightly. I went to every room I had in my house and woke up the remaining members who were here and told them about the food.

They practically tripped over each other to get to the kitchen. I shook my head and headed back to the stairs when a sharp pain engulfed my chest. I grabbed it and put my back against the wall. After a few seconds the pain went away and it scared the living shit out of me. What the hell is going on with me today? I went into the bathroom of my room and grabbed some asprin and swallowed them down with some water and for some odd reason, I felt a lot better. I shrugged to nothing and left my bathroom and my room and went downstairs where I filled me a plate full of food and sat down with the guys and ate. Soon they had to leave and get to the studio so Lee and I had all day together.

"I think I should be looking for a job." I said as we put the last of the dishes into the cabinet.

"Me too."

"What about the shop in Arizona?" I asked and she stopped and looked over at me.

"I quit before Mr. Rawlings was killed. I felt so alone in Arizona after you left and I just thought I would come here and live with you if that's alright."

"The house is always empty and I would love for you to live with me. How about we go and do some job hunting together?" I asked and she nodded. We both left the kitchen after getting everything put away and took showers and dressed as nicely as we could and left the house. We drove around to several motorcycle shops but none were hiring.

I was really disappointed but there's always tomorrow. We went back to the house and lounged around all day until my phone rang. I picked it up and seen a new message from Val.

~Hey girl! Would you enjoy a little company?~ Val

~Sure! Me and Lee are just sitting around watching TV.~

~I'll be there in just a few minutes ~ Val

"Who was that?"

"Val. She's coming over." I said as we watched Cops.

"She's Matt's wife right?"

"Yeah and she's totally cool as shit. I hope she brings Skylar with her." I said with love in my eyes. Sky is a wonderful child and all he time I was gone, he never left my mind. A few minutes later the door opened and Val wondered into the living room with Skylar right behind her. Sky jumped into my lap and hugged me tightly. I love that little kid.

"Roxy?"

"Yes Sky?" I asked smiling.

"Can I call you my sister?"

"Of course you can." I said smiling from ear to ear as I hugged him again. Val and Lee both said an aw and while I hugged Sky close to me I flipped both of them off and they laughed. The rest of the day was a blast with little Sky, Val, Lee, and me. We left the house at some point and went to the beach and got some ice cream and just had an all around good day. Days like this, is what I missed when I was gone. I didn't have anymore uneasy feelings and I was so grateful for that! I hate getting the feelings of something is going to happen or watching me.

Notes

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Since I didn't update this yesterday and there's only one chapter left after this one...I think I'll give you both of them...