Love Notes

I looked at her, from across the table. She was so fucking beautiful. Everything about her was hot. Who knew that her ordering a simple meal could be so sexy? She turned back to me.

"What? Is there something on my face?" She asked with a worried look on her face.

I smiled. "Oh no. You're just beautiful."

She blushed. "Well, You're not too bad, yourself." She smiled.

I knew that though. I looked at her for a moment. Her cheeks pasty pink. I think that was the first time in my life I had ever made anyone blush. I was about to try and grab her hand again when the fucking waiter came up with our drinks. Asshole!

Well, so far I liked her. She was beautiful, funny, great personality., and I was about to come to know that she was a complete bad ass.

She pulled out a cigarette and lit it up, holding the pack out toward me. I reached over and took one, then lit it up, before asking her how much longer she had in school.

"2 weeks. Then I'm free. I just hope that my 3 suspensions don't counteract with me graduating."

Oh my God. Did she just say that? I think I may have a naughty one on my hands. A million things went through my head as to what she could have done to get suspended, but I couldn't help but ask.

"Why'd you get suspended?"

Nothing could have ever prepared me for what I was about to hear come out of her mouth.

She had almost killed a girl with a fucking baseball bat, and I'm having lunch with her. That doesn't make me crazy. Does it?

I smiled at her. For some reason, that turned me on. She was bad and I had to let her know.

"I got myself a bad girl."

She smiled at the statement. Yeah. You sure do. Don't fuck with me and everything will be alright."

That scared the living hell out of me, but I nodded, letting her win.

All together the lunch was going great. We obviously like each other. I looked over at her and noticed a worried look on her face.

"You ok?"

She forced a smile. "Yeah." she nodded.

I knew something was bothering her and I was determined to figure out what it was.

"Are you sure?"

She smiled. "I was just thinking about us."

Us? What could she possibly be wondering about us? Last time I checked we just met, not even 30 minutes ago. Either way, I liked her and didn't really give a fuck about all that. I wanted to know what she meant, so I just played along.

"What about us?"

She dropped her head. "What if something happens between me and you and we end up dating or whatever? Are you going to be the typical rock star then, too?"

I looked at her with a confused look, although I knew exactly what she was talking about.

"Do you want something to happen between us?" I was beating around the bush. Buying time, I guess.

She smile. "I really do like you. You're definitely not what I expected."

I had no fucking idea what that meant but it didn't matter. She liked me, and I like her. She wasn't what I had expected either. I thought she would be some fucking teeny bopper that wanted to hang all over me and show me off to her friends. She was different. All I could think about was spending more time with her. I had to make it official.

"So I like you too, and you're not what I expected either."

She dropped her head and smiled. "So what does this mean?" she asked.

I looked at her, Oh Shit! What the fuck do I say? Do I ask her out? Fuck me. I can't think. I stammered on my words.

"U-Um. Do you want to take it from here and see where it goes?"

I was terrified of her response and by what she said, I had great reason to be.

"I don't know. You won't cheat on me will you?" she asked.

I looked at her and smiled, reaching over and taking her hand into mine. Something that I had wanted to do the whole time I was there. It was so soft and frail. It made me smile.

"I want to change. I told you that I needed to find the person to help me with that. I will do whatever it takes to stay faithful to you, if something develops from this."

She looked at me and I could see the glassiness in her eyes. She wanted to cry.

"Ok." she said, as she nodded.

I leaned over and gave her a soft kiss on the cheek as a tear rolled down her face. I reached over and wiped it away with my finger. "Cheer up."

She smiled and wiped her eyes with a napkin. I sat back down her hand still in mine. I massaged circles into her palm with my fingers. She was perfect in every way. I didn't want to let her out of my sight, not even for a second. I just had to figure out a way to make that happen.

"I want to spend more time with you."

She looked at me and smiled. "Really?"

"Yeah. Come to the show with me tonight?"

Notes

Another update, guys. Please bear with me on this. It's been quite a while since an update I know. But thanks for sticking in there and I hope you all enjoy.