Love Notes

After talking for a while with him, and telling him the reason I got suspended, I couldn’t help but to fear that I just ran him off.

"You ok?" He questioned.

I forced a smiled, and nodded. "Yeah.”

He knew something. I could tell by the look in his eye. And I knew he wasn’t gonna stop there.

"Are you sure?"

I smiled. "I was just thinking about us."

What the fuck Zayden? Now your gonna fucking run him off! I yelled at myself. I knew I probably had just fucked up.

"What about us?" He asked, giving me a quizzical look.

I sighed, and dropped my head. "What if something happens between me and you and we end up dating or whatever? Are you going to be the typical rock star then, too?"

I didn’t have to look at him. He knew what I was talking about. It was only a matter of time, though.

"Do you want something to happen between us?" He questioned, seeming anxious for my reply. I sighed, looking at him.

"I really do like you. You're definitely not what I expected." I shrugged.

I really don’t know what I was thinking when I said that. But, he really wasn’t what I expected… He didn’t seem like he’d hurt me, like I’ve been hurt in the past. I just hoped he wouldn’t up, and laugh in my face. That’s one of the worst feelings I’ve ever had, but I had to stay positive.

"So I like you too, and you're not what I expected either." He said to me, I felt embarrassed, but then again, I felt wanted.

"So what does this mean?" I asked.

He looked at me, but was speechless for a minute. He looked as if, he were trying to conjure something up. He finally started to speak.

"U-Um. Do you want to take it from here and see where it goes?" He question, looking like he was questioning himself.

I thought about it, but not too long about it. I decided that we could try it, but the whole back to the ‘rock star’ thing still haunted my head.

"I don't know. You won't cheat on me will you?" I asked, hoping for him to say no.

He looked at me and smiled, reaching over and took my hand into his. My heart started to pound through my chest. I was scared, I really was.

"I want to change. I told you that I needed to find the person to help me with that. I will do whatever it takes to stay faithful to you, if something develops from this." He said, so serious, and so promising.

I looked at him, as a glossy film fled over my eyes. I wanted to cry.

"Ok." I said, nodding.

He leaned over and gave me a soft kiss on the cheek as a tear rolled down. He reached over and wiped it away with his finger. "Cheer up."

I smiled and wiped my eyes with a napkin. The butterflies had filled my stomach up. I swear the butterflies that were already there, had fucked each other, and made more.

"I want to spend more time with you." He said, smiling.

I looked at him, and had to process what he was saying. "Really?"

"Yeah. Come to the show with me tonight?" He questioned, but more of a demand. I started smiling like a jackass, as did he.

“Sure, I will.” I smiled. The waiter came back with our food. We started to eat.

“So, when we start to leave, you wanna go back to my house, and maybe meet the guys?” He questioned. I smiled, and nodded.

“Sure, that sounds like it would be fun.” I smiled, taking a bite of my burger.

I sat and still wondered about if there was ever gonna be an ‘us’. I sure hope so, cause he was more than I could’ve ever wanted. My thoughts were interrupted by my phone going off. It was Hayden. I sighed, and answered it.

“What Hay?” I questioned.

“Where the fuck are you?” He asked, yelling.

“Somewhere your not. What do you want?” I retorted, getting mad.

“I want to know where you are.” He said, smartly.

“Oh, since when do you care? I’m on a date, now leave me alone.” I said, chidingly.

“With who? Zacky Vengeance?” He laughed.

“As a matter of fact, I am, now goodbye.” I said, hanging up.

I looked at Zacky, who seemed tempered. I smiled.

“That was Hayden. He’s being a fucktard.” I said laughing. His lips broke into a smile.

“Do I get to meet him tonight?” He asked.

“I’m not sure if you want to. He’s gay, and will rape you.” I said, laughing.

“Oh really? And how do you know I wouldn’t like that?” He asked, in a serious tone.

My eyes widened, I didn’t know what to think! I hoped he was playing. He started laughing.

“I’m just playing. I’m straight.” He giggled.

“Well, whatever floats your boat there, babe. If you like being on ‘Doodie patrol', then hands off to you.” I said laughing.

He got up, and picked me up; throwing me over his shoulder. I giggled, as he ran down the pier. This was a date. Having fun, and not caring about anything else.

“I’m taking you hostage! Muhahaha!” He yelled, adding an evil laugh at the end.

“Ahh, no sir!” I giggled, as he got to the beach. He popped my ass, then I popped his.

I heard the waves crashing on the shore, then noticing we were at the shoreline of the beach. I knew what he was doing. I wrapped my arms around his middle section.

“Please don’t drop me in here!” I yelled, gripping harder. I felt him laugh.

“I wont; under one condition.” He said.

“And what is that?” I questioned.

“You have to kiss me.” He said, setting me in the water. I looked at him.

I placed my hand on his cheek, and leaned in. He met me half way, and pushed his lips on mine. The kiss was longer than I thought he would’ve wanted. I felt his tongue go across my lip, begging for an entrance. I opened, as he slid in. His arms went around my waist, as mine went around his neck.

We were interrupted by his phone going off. He groaned, as we broke our kiss. I giggled, as he answered it.

“Yes?” He questioned the person.

“No, I’m still on the date. Bri, I was not bailing, man.” He retorted.

“Listen, this isn’t the first time I’ve never been to a meeting. I mean damn, most of the decision making is you, Jimmy and Matt.” He gritted, then sighed.

“You know what? Fine. Bye.” He said, hanging up. I looked at him. He smiled, and pulled me into another kiss. He cupped my face.

“I like you a lot. I hope you don’t think I’m a creeper for wanting to kiss you. But I really like you a lot, and I hardly say that; your different, and I love that.” He said, smiling.

“No your not a creeper, I hope you didn’t think I was going all fan crazed on you for wanting to kiss you. I like you a lot, too. More than I probably should, but I think that we could work. Or at least I hope we do.” I said, hoping for it. He kissed me again.

“I think we can.” He smiled, pulling me into a hug.

“Good.” I said in his chest.

“You ready to go back?” He questioned.

“Yeah, lets go.” I smiled. He took my hand, and we started back to his house.

Notes

Sorry it's been so long. I haven't been motivated or really had time outside of working and all the stupid shit in life that I have to deal with. I hope you guys like This story is actually finished so I'm probably going to post the rest of it in the next couple days for all you guys. Again, please forgive me for the fact that my life sucks balls. I hope you guys enjoy.