Desire of the Soul

Romy's POV

What a wonderful wedding. Jimmy and Brian had made an amazing job with the decoration and the whole atmosphere was unbelievable. And the vows of these two, oh damn I was crying so much, I was glad that Zacky held me during the ceremony and I could lean against him.

I just hope that on someday Zack and I could have such a beautiful wedding as well.
“Okay, now we come to one of the fun parts. Ladies… all the unmarried woman please gather on this side of the dancefloor it is now time for our beautiful Annie to throw the bouquet of flowers. After that we will know on whose wedding we will attend next…” Jimmy announced with a laugh.
I didn’t wanna go there, I don’t like being watched at and being the center of attention, since Val is already married, Kate the friend from Ana as well and I didn’t know all the others.
“Am, come on babe, get that flowers for us!” Jimmy said to the mic again with a smile at his girlfriend.
I haven’t seen him so happy during the last years, yes he always been the funny guy and my best friend but Amanda seemed to make him whole. Amanda walked towards the group of other girls and motioned for me to get to her side. I just shook my head.
“What’s up, Babe?” I heard Zack’s deep voice next to my ear, “Why don’t you wanna go there?”
“Oh no.. let the others…”I replied.
“RORO… I see that you are missing here, come on. I won’t start until you are up here…” Jimmy called again. Oh damn, him and his watchful eye.
“Don’t make my sister go there if she doesn’t want, she is too young to marry… She still is my baby sister, James” Matt yelled from behind.
I heard Val mutter towards him, “Damn it, Matt. Let her be…”
“What Val, she will always be my little baby sister…” Matt replied.

“Come on Babe, Jimmy won’t begin with the whole throwing action until you are up there, if you don’t want to catch it just stay in the back… but if you catch it… well that could be a sign, could it not? And you know… I would be a little cranky if you really let this chance slip your fingers and maybe I would see it as a sign, that you don’t really want me to marry you someday…” Zacky looked me deep in the eyes and I was lost in these gorgeous green eyes. I kissed his lips and smiled at his words, so he had thought the same thing.
“ROMY SANDERS!! We are waiting only for you!” Jimmy announced again.
“I’m coming… Gods Jimmy…” I replied and kissed Zacky’s lips one last time and moved towards Amanda, all the girls were pushing us in the back. I looked at Amanda and she just shrugged her shoulders and I did the same.

Ana turned her back towards us and threw the bouquet of flowers, since me and Amanda were in the back of the group I didn’t even see the flowers flying but suddenly I held them in my hands. I looked at the beautiful flowers then up to Amanda and she looked as surprised as me.
“Sooo… as we see the next wedding will be from our Romy.” I heard Jimmy say with a laugh, “Good Job, Roro.” I laughed at him, when he came towards me and hugged me tight.
“I think I have a little word to say in this as well…” Zacky laid his hands around my waist and pulled me into his body. I smiled at him, “No need to be cranky, as you can see…” I looked at him and turned around in his arms.
“I could never be cranky with you, babe. I love you too damn much. And I can’t wait until you move in… did I tell you that I already rented a car the day after tomorrow for the moving of your things into my house?”
“Oh really, you did that already?” I looked at him with a big smile, I couldn’t wait as well.
“Oh yes, I did. And what I don’t know is how could I have lived so close to you and only have you as a friend, why did I realize so late how much I love you, Romy. You really are the best thing that happened to me in my live. I love you so much, more than anything.”
“Oh babe, I love you, too. I can’t live without you anymore…” I kissed him with all my love and all my passion that I felt towards this beautiful and gorgeous man. I would never leave him and would never let him leave me again, that was for sure.

Ana’s POV

"Did I tell you that you look amazing today?" whispered Brian to my ear and kissed my neck. "Yes, my husband you did but only 100 times" I smiled at him.
"It's time for the dancccceeee!" Romy yelled behind our back.
"Let's get this behind us" Brian sighed a little.
Yes, this was the worst. The official first dance... I always imagine that I will fall down or trip over my own feet or something.
I hate dancing when someone is watching me and now when more than 100 people are staring at me, I know I will do something stupid or embarrassing.

We walked to the middle of the garden and everyone were standing around us.
“This one is for you, Ana!" Matt said into the microphone and I turned my head and saw that he was standing on the small stage and Jimmy was sitting behind the piano smiling at me.

The melody that comes to my ears, I immediately recognize it and smile at Brian, "You were planning this?"
He only gave me smile and began to move. That was my answer I guess his famous smile. I didn't know that he was listening to me when I said it.
Yes.. I always dreamed to have my wedding dance to the amazing song ‘Warmness on the soul', but I never really believed that I would have it and then 'live' sung by Matt and played by Jimmy. Wow!
I looked at Brian, I had tears in my eyes, he always did everything to make me happy.
Matt started to sing and Brian joining in and sang to my ear 'I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you'.
I felt shivers all over my body, his voice always made me feel like that.
When he whispered 'And we have gone through good and bad times' I thought about everything what happened between us.
All memories were replaying in my head like a movie:

Our first meeting,
I was a completely different person back then, I still remember how he had hit me with the door and I was so angry at this guy but I felt that something is going to be change, as well.
His voice and smell was with me for whole this time, until next meeting.
Next meeting,
When I finally realized who he really was, him taking pictures with my phone we sending messages…
Then our first kiss,
Oh what a kiss it felt like I was dreaming and never wanted to wake up again.
Our first real date and next his confrontation with my parents and then when I had told him everything about my past and ex then our first time making love together and after that everything had been wonderful for us… until the newspapers started to write about us and I did the biggest mistake of my life- I left Brian.
After we finally were happy again and we thought nothing could bring us apart my accident happened.
I thought that my life was over, actually everyone thought like that and then a miracle happened.

Actually our entire relationship was like a miracle for me, because how big was the chance that at the first time when I went to the club I would meet someone I want to spend my life with, that I would meet Synyster Gates there and he was the man for my life! And not only the man of my life I was going to be a mommy and have the man of my life, I still cannot believe it!
Our baby will be with us in a few months and we will be finally a real family. I already had the name for a boy in my head, but I haven’t told it to Brian, my son I want to name Trey. I would convince Brian, I had my ways for that. I smiled to myself and gazed up into his chocolate brown eyes.
I don’t know when but my tears started to fall down my cheeks, happy tears.
“Everything okay?” Brian whispered to my ears.
I nodded “I just.. I am just so happy, that I still don’t know if this is all just a dream” I sobbed a little. He kissed me softly, to show me that it wasn’t a dream.
The song was over and the rest of our guests joined us on the dance.
The whole décor was just amazing. I should thank Jimmy for organizing it all, how much work he had put into it, for a second time now.
I looked over at him, he was dancing with Amanda now, whispered something into her ear, she was smiling and kissing him. They looked just so happy together… But then Amanda grabbed his arm and they went inside…
I looked over and saw that one of the other tables Romy was sitting on Zacky’s lap, they were inseparable on these last days.
Zacky couldn’t keep his hands from her, especially today, when she really looked so amazing.
Even my parents were dancing, dancing together and that was still new for me.
Now I know why everyone said that the wedding is the best day of someone’s life, because that was true. I don’t want to this day to ever end. Okay, maybe I want my honeymoon even more…

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