Desire of the Soul

Zacky’s POV

I was sitting outside the studio, smoking my cigarette. The last days had been really awkward between Romy and me. Something is going so wrong, we are both easy to aggravate and fight about stupid shit.
We didn’t really talk to each other and she was working longer and was always really stressed out from her work. The last days she had called me and told me that she was so tired and wiped out that she rather stayed at her own place and slept there.
Damn, I hated these nights all alone. I missed her so much…
But she seemed not to miss me at all maybe that is the reason she was so distanced? Was that her way to show me, that she had enough of me?
I knew I had really fucked it up, when I accused her of cheating on me with that guy from her work, but she just didn’t realize that I was just acting this way, because I loved her so damn much and was just so insecure when it came to her. I had needed so much time to finally realize that I love her and now it was just so complicated with us…
“Yo Zack, you remember the signing today right?!” Johnny interrupted my thoughts.
“The what?”, I looked at him confused.
“The signing Zack… at the Hollywood Palladium, we had planned that for month.”
“Oh yeah sure, the signing, when was it again?”
“At 4 I think. Is Romy coming with you? I think Ana and Val will also be there…”
“I don’t know, I haven’t talked to her about that…” I pulled my phone out and looked at Romy’s Photo.
“Just ask her then and don’t be too worried man… Everything will work out fine.” Johnny stood up and walked to his car.
I called Romy and she picked up after the third ring, “Hey Zack…”
“Hi Babe, you remember the signing, we have today?”
“Ohh..ahh.. Yes, you said something. At the Palladium, right?”
“Yes, will you join me there, I want to have you by my side, I would love to…”
“When is it? Wait a sec.”She was talking to somebody else and her voice was muffled, “No, not that picture, we have to use the other one for the Advertisement…”
Then I could hear here clearly again, “Sorry.. When was it again?”
“Around 4, so can you come?”
“Oh Zack… I don’t know if I can make it, you know.. I still have a lot of work, and…”
“Ok.. I was just thinking.. It’s ok…”
“No, you are right… I will try ok?!”
“Ok, then see you later. “
“Bye.”
I hung up, wow… that was not really successful.
Maybe I should just enjoy the signing without her and let my ego be pushed up by all the fan girls around, maybe even flirt a little bit… just to test if I still had it in me?!

Romy’s POV

I walked towards Ana’s office, but her door was already closed. She was a good girl and supported her boyfriend when he needed her, and I? I was still here at work… but I had to finish this and now it was done. I looked at my watch, shit already 4 so I was late, but I would drive over to the Palladium and surprise Zacky, that I was there, even when I was a little late. And another surprise was I had the next 2 days off. I had finally finished my project at work and now I had some time to be with Zack.
The last days were really weird between us… but the next days would make up for it.
I drove over to the Palladium and there was already a huge crowd outside waiting to get in. That is when I realized I didn’t even have a pass to get in. I need to call Zack.
I parked my car and walked around the huge arena, to find an entrance that was not so overcrowded. Then I tried to call Zack… but he didn’t pick up… maybe he was busy signing or making pictures and it would be rude if he would just pick up his phone during that.
I tried my brother after that…
“Matty?” I said when I heard some noise on the other end.
“Romy? Wait I can’t hear you.”
“Matt… I am outside the Palladium and realized I don’t even have a pass, can you send Jason or Matt out to get me in?”
“What… shit it’s so fucking loud here.. wait…”I heard his breathing and finally the noise was gone.
“Ok what again? You are where?”
“I am outside of the Palladium, can you send Matt or Jason out to get me in?”
“Yeah, sure.. wait… JASON??? Where the fuckk.. oh there, can you pick Romy up, she is outside… at which entrance?”
“Gate 23”
“Ok, she’s at Gate 23. Ok, yeah he will be there in 5 to get you in.”
“Thanks Matty.”
“No prob, sis.”
I hung up and waited for Jason to come and get me.

Zacky’s POV

We were already signing stuff for an hour or something, but we had fun. A lot of fans asked silly questions and we were laughing a lot.
And the best thing was there were a lot of girls here, like I hoped and sure they flirted and wanted a hug here and there. But that was normal, but all this had improved my mood.
I just loved to hang around with fans and talk about music.

Finally we had our first break and I walked over to the concession stand to get me an ice cold beer, when someone smacked my butt. I turned around and a blonde woman was standing before me grinning, “Zacky V it is so good to finally see you again…”
I couldn’t remember her so I just smiled, but she stepped forward and hugged me and kissed my cheek…
“And you are…” I started.
“Amy… come on don’t tell me you don’t remember me?!” , she stepped a little back and turned herself around and swayed her hips suggestively.
I chose the diplomatic answer and just nodded and smiled at her friendly.
“So Zacky…” she just started but then came another girl towards us, also with a deep cleavage and stood before me.
“Zacky Vengeance, look at you… you look even hotter in real life.” Ok, I am only a man I was really flattered and it felt so good after all this fights with Romy to be noticed again.
“Thank you, but look at yourself, you both look amazing.”, a little flirting wouldn’t hurt anyone, would it?! Both girls giggled at my compliment.
The other girl stepped also forward and “accidently” brushed my arm with her breasts and smiled at me invitingly. And if I wasn’t in a relationship these two women would have been a temptation.
Amy stepped forward again and took my glass out of my hand and nipped at my beer and smiled at me… “Hmm.. soo good.”, she licked her lips.
If Romy saw me like this she wouldtotally hate it and when I think about it if I saw her around another guy like this, acting that way I think I would commit a murder…I should leave these two woman now and get back to work.
But I still had to smile at that advance towards me, then the other girl stepped forward and whispered to my ear, “Zacky if you want to have some fun with me, here is my number, just call… I can show you some nice tricks…”, she bit my earlobe and gave me a note. I didn’t want to be rude and accepted it and put it into the back pocket of my pants, it would be thrown into the next trash can but I wouldn’t tell her that.
“Thanks, sweetie” I smiled at her and stepped half a step backwards.
“We really could have a lot of fun, Zack…”
“Yeah absolutely…” I turned a little to the side and saw in the corner of my eyes that Romy was standing only a few feet away, her mouth half open, her eyes full of tears, a tear escaped her lashes and run down her cheek… Oh fuck… she must have totally misunderstood this…
I just wanted to turn fully towards her and stop her, when Amy stepped forward and laid her hand on my chest and was about to kiss my lips, I looked at her shocked and shoved her away.
I turned to Romy, but she was already gone.

Notes

COMMENTS!!!