Desire of the Soul

Ana’s POV

We finally arrived at our home and all I wanted now was to get into bed and forget.
I lie down and started to cry to clear my mind from all the shit that happened.
“Baby, are you okay?” Brian asked and I felt him sitting down next to me.
I nodded into the pillow. He put his hand on my back and gently stroked me. I always calm down when I feel his touch on me. I turned around to see his face. He gave me a small smile.
“Sorry, I shouldn’t have reacted the way I did. But when I saw him and heard his voice all these memories filled my head and I felt like it was yesterday. I was scared that he wanted to hurt me again.” I looked down on the pillow, couldn’t look into his eyes.
“Hey, stop, babe. Its no wonder that you got scared.” Brian said softly.
“I don’t want to feel this weak and broken when I think of this or when I will meet him again. I don’t want him to have this strength about me, damn it!”
“Babe, you can’t just erase it from your memory. It will be always some part of your life. I wish I could do something for you, honey. You know, I’m here now and I’ll always be by your side and you don’t have to be afraid ever again I will always defend you.”

I laid my head on his shoulder. He was right. I have always felt safe when he was around.
I leaned towards him and found his lips and kissed him passionately, “Let me forget it, Brian”.
He turned towards me and slowly kissed the corner of my mouth, my cheeks, my chin, my earlobe, my neck.. I can’t even describe how I felt with this man. He always helped me, helped me clear my mind and create new memory which will replace the old and bad ones.
Slowly he helped me to undress me. First he stripped of my shirt and unclasped my bra and opened my skirt. He started to let his magical fingers wander all over my exposed body and everywhere where his fingers has teased me now was his mouth tasting my body.
His lips wrapped around my nipple and he sucked gently, while his hand stroked my other breast.
It made me crazy, “Brian please, I need you.” I said and pulled at his hair.
“Easy babe, just feel it.” He continued his little torture. I felt how his other hand traveled over my body, I felt shivers everywhere. He pulled of my panties and started to kiss me lower and lower, but his hand still fondled my breast. I reached for the hem of his t-shirt and pull it out, to feel his body on mine. He kissed and licked the inner parts of my thighs. I thrust my nails onto his back when his tongue came near the place I wanted him so bad… I felt so empty inside. Then his fingers started to slowly rub my clitoris, while he finally put two of his fingers into my hot and wet entrance. I grabbed his head to find his lips. I bit his bottom lip. My hand unbuttoned his jeans and I found his erection I started to slowly stroke him with my second hand I pulled him even closer to me.
“Please” I whispered into his mouth. He started to move his fingers even faster and I felt how my first climax was approaching with big steps. I began to move my hips at the same pace his fingers were moving inside of me. I arched my back and clenched my hands on Brian’s arms when my orgasm finally hit me full force.
“Oh, it’s a so damn sexy view to see your face when you finally come.”, he said and with one motion he filled me with his erection. He began to slowly sway his hips, filling me again and again. He kissed my neck and I started to move faster to show him what I needed. He held my hands down and started to move faster, deeper and stronger exactly what I needed. I closed my eyes and leaned my head back. “Look at me.” , he said and I forced my eyes to open. I saw the way he looked at me from half-closed eyelids. Damn he looked so hot. “Come with me again, my Ana” He filled me again and finally our bodies experienced the fulfillment, I screamed his name.
“Oh Ana.. I love you so much” He whispered in my ear and kissed me slowly.

Jimmy’s POV

I took Amanda back to work I could see that she was shocked at the whole scene.
“Please tell me that you still wanna go out with me another time?” I asked her before the entrance.
“I… yes Jimmy… Sure… I am just shocked about what we just heard that this guy… had raped her and is still running around free…” She put her hand to her mouth and stifled a small sob.
I grabbed her into a tight hug and whispered to her ear, “Brian is taking good care of her! I promise!”
“Yes, I think so, too”, she said softly.
“Should we try it again with the double date or do you think that we might just have another date alone?” I asked her and she nervously pushed her hair behind her ear.
“Maybe I could cook for us today? Would you like to come over and have dinner with me?” Amanda looked so cute, why was she acting so shy again?
“I would love to… but I can’t cook so… you have to cook and I will look at your sexy little ass while doing it…” I smiled at her and her cheeks gone red. I wanted to distract her after the incident, make her forget it.
“Damn Jimmy, if you keep talking like that I don’t know if we will have dinner at all... Oh did I just really say that… ” Amanda grinned.
I laughed at that and then pulled her to me for a last kiss, “So, when should I be there?”
She kissed my lips again, “7, would that be good?”
“Anytime is good…” , just one last kiss… hmm… couldn’t get enough.
“Ok, Jimmy now I really gotta go… we see us later… Bye!”
“Bye Am… See you later! Can’t wait!”
I turned around and walked to my car with a smile on my face.

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