Desire of the Soul

Romy’s POV

I was back at my office and now I couldn’t hold my tears back any longer. How dare Zacky say something like that?! How could he really think that I would betray him? And then embarrass me before my colleague like that?

I couldn’t concentrate on my work anymore. So I just grabbed my laptop and all the papers I needed, packed everything into my bag and went out of the office. I didn’t want that anybody saw me like this, but especially I didn’t want that Zack would show up here again. I didn’t wanna see him at all.

I jumped into my car, wrote a message to Ana that I went home early and took my work with me, so she wouldn’t be worried.
But I didn’t wanna go home, so I changed direction and drove over to Matt’s house. Since they were still on their honeymoon and I had the keys I would just stay there for a while.

Zacky’s POV

I tried to call her, but only voicemail. I walked back towards her office, but the door was closed.
I had to apologize, and I had to think of something good.
How can I make her see, that I only act this why because I love her so much and that I sometimes just couldn’t control my temper when it comes to her…
I know I had to work on that… but we both needed to work on ourselves for the sake of our relationship.
I stopped at a flower shop, I know it was lame, but it was a start, wasn’t it?!
I bought a beautiful bunch of white roses, cause I knew that Romy liked them better then red ones.

I stopped in front of her house, but I couldn’t see her car. I knocked at her door, but she wasn’t opening.
I pulled my phone out and called her again.Oh damn it, I really fucked this up…
Where could she be? At Jimmy’s? I called Jimmy.
“Yo, is she with you?” I asked him.
“Who?” Jimmy sounded really tired.
“Romy, is she with you, I need to talk to her, really!”
“No, why? What’s going on?” Jimmy sounded awake now.
“Nothing, where do you think she would be, when she is upset?”
“Why is she upset, ZACK?!”
“Maybe I fucked something up, ok?! I will get this right.”
“Oh Zack.. fuck man… try it at Ana’s or… wait.. Matt’s try it at Matt’s if she is not there, call me again, I will help you searching.”
“Ok, thanks man.”

I drove over to Matt’s house, and there was her car in the drive way, thank god.
I walked towards the door and rang the doorbell.
“ROMY, open up!”
I rang again then knocked, all the neighbors must know that I wanted into this house but only Romy wouldn’t open.
“Romy, please open up. I need to talk to you.”
“But I don’t want to talk to you! Now go away.” Oh finally she was talking to me.
“Come on, babe let me in.”
“No, I said go the fuck away!”
“Did you cry?” I heard her sobbing against the door. Oh no, I couldn’t stand that I made her cry.
“Romy, believe me I won’t go away from this door, so either you let me sleep outside in front of this door or you will fucking let me into the house!”
“Then you need a blanket, the night will be cold!”
I heard her footsteps and they became quieter. She wouldn’t dare, would she?!
I walked to my car and grabbed my notebook and tear out a side, grabbed a pen and started to write:

Babe,
I want to apologize for my dumb behavior from earlier.
I am sorry, really.
Please let me inside and explain everything to you.
Love you,
Zack

I slipped the note under the door and waited and waited. It was getting dark outside and still I sat before the door.

Romy’s POV

I looked out of the window, Zacky still sat on the door, waiting for me to open up. I was still disappointed, that he would think so bad about me.
I looked back at the note from him, Love you. Damn it, I love him too. Why does everything have to be so complicated with this guy.
I walked towards the door and opened it finally.
He nearly fell into the house, since he had leaned against the door.
He stood up fast and grabbed my hand and quickly shut the door from the inside.
“Romy, babe… I am sorry. Really I mean it. I saw you sitting there and then hugging this guy and my thoughts were just… I mean... I was jealous, ok?! I am afraid to lose you!”
“Damn it, Zack, still you shouldn’t have assumed that I would betray you, just like that? Don’t you trust me at all?”
“Yes, I trust you. It’s just… I don’t trust the men on this planet…!” He laughed a little and I had to laugh too.
“I didn’t want to make you cry, Romy. I never want to make you cry, ok?!”
“Why is it so complicated, Zack?”
I was still mad at him, but when he was standing here before me, holding my hand in his, I had to forgive him… but still we needed to talk about this.

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