Brian's Letters To Matthew

“Where could I have possibly left it?” Brian mutters as he searches his house for the fifth time. He searched every place he went to for the past few days once he realized that his journal is missing.

Brian plops onto the couch. His purest feelings were in that journal. It was his way of getting everything out and dealing with everything that happened. Brian moves so that he is now laying on the couch. He got so comfy, his eyelids droop and he falls asleep.

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Valentine’s Day 1997

“Did you enjoy dinner?” Matt asks, “Was it better than last year’s dinner?”
“It was perfect Matt,” said Brian, “Like last year.”
Matt smiles and blushes, “Good.”
Brian couldn’t help but pull Matt in for a passionate kiss. As their faces were connected for the most part, they went up to Matt’s bedroom. Luckily, Matt’s parents left the house to the boys.

As the teenage boys kiss, Matt closes the bedroom door with a push of his foot. Matt pulls away to pull off Brian’s shirt. Brian then decides to pull off Matt’s shirt. They reconnect their lips. Brian’s hands roam all over Matt’s chest and stomach before going up to the back of Matt’s neck and tangling up in Matt’s hair. Matt’s hands roam all over Brian’s bare back. Matt then picks up Brian bridal style and drops him on the bed. Brian lands on the bed with a bounce and a small giddy squeak. Matt pulls off Brian’s pants and boxers. Brian watches with a smile on his face. Matt wraps a hand around Brian’s penis and begins pumping it. Brian’s hands, which are on each side of Brian’s head, slowly fist together and scrunching up the bed sheet within his hands. Brian tilts his hands back slightly and closes his eyes as he softly moans.

Matt lets go. Brian opens his eyes and made a small pout face as he watches Matt. Matt takes off his belt and pulls off his pants. Matt opens the drawer in the nightstand and pulls out a condom. Brian reaches out and sneaks a couple fingers into Matt’s boxers. He pulls them down until he couldn’t bend his arm back without pain.
“Eager are we?” Matt asks.
“Very,” Brian answers with a smirk.
Matt chuckles as he takes his boxers off completely. He rolls the condom onto his cock with Brian digs for the bottle of lube in the nightstand drawer. Once Brian found it, he gives it to Matt. Brian watches as Matt lubes up his latex covered cock. Matt tosses the bottle back into the drawer and shuts it before climbing onto the bed.
“How do you want to do it this time Baby?” Brian asks.
“Hands and knees Sweetheart,” Matt answers with a smirk.
Brian flips over like Matt wants him to. Matt wets his lips with a slow flick of his tongue as he looks at Brian’s ass hungrily. Matt caresses one butt cheek before giving it a good smack, earning a whoreful moan from Brian.
“I never get tired of your sweet ass Baby,” Matt said huskily, “Never get tired of making love to you Brian.”
“I never get tried of making love to you either Mattie-Baby,” Brian replies.
Matt rubs the tip of his cock around Brian’s hole, making it glisten from the lube.
“Ready for me Babe?” Matt asks.
“Of course,” Brian answers.
With one hand on Brian’s hip, Matt uses his other hand to guide himself into Brian’s wanting entrance. With gritted teeth and a slight moan, Brian gets used to Matt’s size.

Once fully inside matt sooths Brian by gently rubbing Brian’s back. Matt thought his eyes were going to completely go inside his skull just from the feel of Brian’s tight heat. Brian’s hips slightly yet spazzingly move towards Matt. Matt took it as a sign to start moving. He went at a slow and steady pace to start. Brian’s hips match with Matt’s rhythm. Brian could feel, inside of himself, Matt’s cock getting closer and closer to his prostate.
“Oh sweet fuck!” Brian moans loudly as his back snaps into an arch.
Matt leans in closer as he speeds up.
Brian arches his back and his ass moves more in the air while his hips keep up with Matt’s pace. Elbows growing week, Brian’s arms give out. Brian’s head plants into the pillow, his face to the side. His hands fist up in the sheets and his eyes shut tight. His face scrunches up with mouth open, moaning out from the sheer delight and pure pleasure.

“Oh god!” Brian moans, “Oh fuck! Matt! Oh Matt! Oh god yes! Fucken yes! Yes! Yes! Oh yes! Mmmm ooooh! Oh! Oh fuck!”
“Oh god Brian!” Matt grunts in pleasure, “You feel so fucken good! Oh fuck Baby!”
“Oh god Matt!” Brian moans, “Harder! Fuck me harder!”
“Harder, huh?” Matt asks huskily in Brian’s ear, “Tell me what you what Baby.”
“Harder!” Brian moans, “Faster! Fuck me rough! Oh god Matthew, fuck me like an animal! Baby please!”
“If that’s what you want Babe,” Matt said huskily, “I’ll give it to you.”
Matt grabs a hold of Brian’s arms, fingernails digging into flesh, and rams Brian’s hole fast and hard. Matt’s hard chest rubbing against Brian’s back. Brian has move to having his forehead pushing hard against the pillow. Brian tries to move his hips to Matt’s new rhythm, but his brain is too much of a gooey puddle to make his body do anything but take in the heavenly pleasure while moaning like a professional whore. Matt play bites Brian’s shoulder blades and pulls the skin from time to time. Matt then play bites the side of Brian’s neck. Brian’s moans ring into Matt’s ears like an angel’s voice, making a growl bellow within Matt’s chest.

Matt moves back and grabs onto Brian’s hips, fingernails digging into the skin, as he rams as hard and fast as he could. Matt then grabs a handful of Brian’s sweaty silky hair and pulls it hard.
“Oh god yes Matt!” Brian screams in pleasure.
“Oh god Brian!” Matt grunts.
Brian’s walls tighten around Matt, making the white hot ball inside Matt’s belly to grow hotter.
“Matt! Baby I can feel it!” Brian moans loudly, “I’m gonna come! Oh fuck!”
“I’m gonna come too Babe,” Matt groans.
“Oh god!” Brian moans loudly.
Matt releases Brian’s hair keeps both hands on Brian’s hips, trying to get to their climaxes. Brian thought his brain was going to explode from the euphoric pleasure. Matt thought his head was going to concave. Both boys’ muscles finally relax as they both have their orgasms at the same time. After milking out their climaxes, they lay beside each other as they catch their breath. Neither one caring about being covered in body fluids. Matt snakes a hand over and grabs Brian’s hand. Brian gives Matt’s hand a squeeze.
Matt turns his head to the side, “I love you Brian.”
Brian turn his head to Matt, a warm smile on his face, “I love you too Matt.”

Then Brian’s dream turns to a flash of white light and another memory comes to view.

Teenage Brian picking up an item, staring at with eyes filled with shock. He puts his back against the bathroom door. Brian slid down to the floor. Knees to his chest, Brian sobs. Tears kept coming and coming. He drops the stick onto the floor, the pregnancy test stick that read positive. Brian covers his face with his hands as he cries his heart out.

Brian shot his eyes open, then blinks a few times as his eyes got used to the light. His chocolates brown eyes filling up with sadness from such a dream. He sits up and pulls out his wallet. He pulls out a picture of his 16-year-old self in a hospital bed holding a newborn baby. His eyes start to water.
“My son,” Brian says, his voice soft yet slightly breaking, “I wonder what you would be doing if you were with me.”

Notes

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