Liv's POV*

Everything's black. I can't see shit but I can hear voices around me. I'm definitely not alone.

"Do you know how long I waited for this Olivia?"

I heard among the incoherent whispers. My heart rate picked up and I felt my palms get sweaty.

"Open your eyes darling. Feast your eyes on those around you. On those who wish for yourdeath."

Suddenly it became clear to me. Everyone I loved stood before me. Johnny, Kylie, Erin, Matt, the Berry's, Zack, Brian, Jimmy, my parents, my sisters, and Shay. All of them. But there were two people I didn't remember. Two children to be exact. They stood in front of Johnny as he had a hand on their shoulders. The two children looked to be 6 or 7 and one was a boy and the other was a girl. The boy had short brown hair and plump pink lips. His eyes were big and brown just like Johnny's. The girl looked almost exactly like her brother. Except her curly brown hair fell to her shoulders and she had thin pale lips. Her eyes were the same as Johnny's as well. The children stood in front of me with their hands intwined with each other's. They must've been mine and Johnny's kids.

"Everyone you see here. Every single person here. They all want you dead. They never cared for you. Not even Johnny. Not even Shay."

I tried to speak but I couldn't. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't open my mouth. I looked up and saw AA standing above me. Ben reached down and grabbed my chin tightly.

"Nobody ever loved you Olivia. Nobody ever will."

"Stop!" I managed to choke out. "Y-you're lying!"

"No he's not." Shay spat, walking towards me with an evil grin. "None of us care for you Olivia."

"Shay.."

"We all hate you. We all want you to die. Just do us a favor and spare these guys the time." She motioned towards the guys of AA. "They have better things to do."

"Shay please..."

"You're worthless." Johnny hissed at me.

The children in front of him nodded. "We hate you!" They said in unison.

"No! Stop please!" I cried out as tears welled in my eyes.

"Stupid whore"

"Skank"

"You waste of flesh and blood."

I screamed and covered my ears, cowering into the corner. I slammed my eyes shut and pulled my knees to my chest. The voices kept shouting insults at me. Kept telling me that I was worthless and that I should die.

"Stop! Leave me alone!"

Johnny walked towards me and laughed. "I hate you Liv."

"No..."

I put my head down and felt my body shaking. I let out a shrill scream and started to sob. My body shook more violently and I snapped my head up.

"Liv! LIV! Wake up!" Johnny screamed while shaking my arms.

I looked into his eyes then burst into tears. Johnny wrapped his arms around me and I buried my face in the crook of his neck.

"Liv, baby, what happened."

I shook my head and pulled away from him. "I-I need to do something."

I got up and threw on some pajama shorts then walked out of the room, ignoring Johnny calling my name. I ran down the stairs, grabbed my phone, a picture and a pocket knife, then bolted out the door and down the street. After about 5 minutes of running, I reached my destination. The cemetery. I walked through the gates and headed towards to back. I kept walking until I stopped in front of Shay's tombstone.

It read 'Here lies Shay Giuliani; 1988-2010 Rest In Peace angel'

I knelt down and ran my fingers over the letters engraved onto the tombstone. "I miss you." I whispered, choking back the tears. "Kylie does too. So does Davey and the guys. We all miss you. A lot has happened since you left." I could hear somebody walking towards me and I looked back to see Johnny walking over to me.

I smiled softly and turned back to Shay's grave. "You missed so much. Me and Kylie live with Avenged Sevenfold now and we both found our better halves. We also met an amazing girl named Erin. She's such a sweet person and she reminds me of you so much. So does Jimmy. You and Jimmy would've been best friends. I also have Johnny. He's such a wonderful person and I love him with all my heart. We had James and Kailyn together. There's no doubt in my mind that they would love you if you were still here. Speaking of which, AA is still running amuck and reeking havoc. Chase joined them too. But that's not stopping us. The last time I saw Ben, I was 5 months pregnant and I curb-stomped the motherfucker. I'm pretty sure they're planning something big but that's nothing the guys can't handle. They're all taking our bullshit like pros. Johnny probably has the worst of it considering he has to deal with me and my 'problem'. That kinda got better but not really. I have those times where all I wanna do is lock myself away and just destroy my wrists and thighs. I guess I just have to deal with my problems a different way. Plus, I think having twins will definitely keep my mind off of things. But I came down here for a reason. Not only to talk to you but to give you something."

I pulled off the golden locket I've been wearing and held it in my hand. Then I pulled out the picture I had grabbed earlier. it was of me, Shay and Kylie a couple of days before Shay was killed. I wrapped the heart-shaped locket around the top of the picture frame and opened it. Inside was the very first picture taken of the three of us. We were all around 4 or 5 and we were playing on the swing set. I set it down in front of her tombstone and put my hand down on the grass.

"I love you Shay." I choked out as the tears rolled down my cheeks. I felt Johnny wrap his arms around my shoulders and pull me close to him. I grabbed his shirt and held onto him like my life depended on it.

"What was she like?" Johnny asked me. He sat down and pulled me into his lap.

"Amazing. You guys would've loved her. Shay was so laid back and she was just a down to earth kinda person. She was such a nice person." I said with a soft tone.

"Shay was that amazing huh?"

"She died doing what she loved, helping others."

Johnny hugged me tightly. "I'm sorry. I just...I'm sorry."

"It's okay Johnny. She's in a better place now."

I stood up slowly and grabbed Johnny's hand. He pulled himself up and we walked towards the gates, hand in hand.

Notes

Shay looks like this, by the way.
A little of the AA topic but I wanted to shed some light on the whole Shay topic.
I was thinking, if I write a chapter in Ben or Chase's POV would you guys read it? Let me know and me and E will work it out.
Stay tuned and enjoy!

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