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Life As We Know It

The Dream

Vanessa's POV*

Zacky came back from the tour they were on but when he did, he had some little blonde chick wrapped inside his arms. I walked up to him abd slapped him across the face. Jaymee started cryig though though so I went to pick her up. Zacky didn't even act like it bothered him. His daughter was crying and all he could worry about was the stupid bimbo in front of him. I was apalled. Not only that but I was hurt. How could he do this to me again? Didn't we work too hard for him to just turn around and hurt me.. We have a baby together too.

"Are we not important to you?" I yelled at him.

"Sorry, you should have known this would happen. You're so needy Vanessa." He laughed.

"Awh poor Vanessa. He doesn't want you. You are old news. And that baby? Geez, try the oldest trick in the book. We know it isn't his." The blonde bimbo laughed.

I broke down to the ground and started crying my eyes out. Why would he think she isn't his daughter? She's just like him. She's even starting to get the color of his eyes. Jaymee was crying just as much as I was right now. I just didn't want to believe it.

"Oh by the way, I'm kicking you out. I can't be seen with you." He laughed as he shoved me and Jaymee out of the door. And then out of nowhere I started shaking uncontrollably.

"Wake up Nessa." I heard as a whisper. "Wake up."

I opened my eyes and I was laying down on my couch. Zacky was the one shaking me and telling me to wake up. Was it just a dream? Damnit! This is what happens when I'm left alone with my thoughts. It was only a dream, I told myself. Thank goodness it was though. I was about to break down the house. Zacky picked me up and began to carry me to bed.

"How was the studio?" I asked hoping he didn't catch on to my worried look.

"Oh it was fine. They say in about a week we shall be finished with everything. But as far as the next two days go, I'm all yours." He smiled and then gave me a kiss.

"Well you are always mine." I laughed. "But my dad will be here tomorrow so we have to deal with whatever news he has to say." I said with a slight frown.

Zacky laid me down on the bed and I almost instantly fell asleep. I needed to sleep though. That dream did not leave me well rested.

The Next Day

I woke up around 9 to the sound of Jaymee crying. I was lucky she slept through the night but she never failed to wake me up in the morning. I got up and went to change her diaper. I don't think I will ever get used to the smell this little girl can make. No doubt in my mind she is Zacky's. I shook my head at the thought. Once I finished changing her diaper I threw on some clean clothes on her and went to feed her a bottle. I'll never understand baby formula but as long as it is good for her I'm not complaining. She seems to love it anyways. I walked around the livingroom feeding her and then I set her into her baby swing that Val had bought her. We put it in the livingroom that way I can put on the T.V to keep her entertained. Once I knew she was okay to leave in the swing, I went and jumped on Zacky.

"Wakey wakey baby baby!" I said jumping up and down on our bed.

"I'm up!" He said as he sat up a little startled by my awakening act.

I laughed, "I need you to go to the store today. I'm making lots and lots of spaghetti but I need you to go buy me all the things I need for it."

"Alright baby. Just let me get dressed and I'll go. Where's the baby?" He said.

"In the livingroom watching T.V." I said. Then I heard the doorbell ring. My dad can't be here yet, I haven't even gave him the address yet. I got up and went to the front door to answer it. When I opened it all of the guys were here along with their girlfriends. I laughed though because Johnny and Jimmy both had puppy dog faces as if they knew I would be hesitant to let them in. So because of that, I let them in. They all piled in and around Jaymee.

"Jaymee! It's your Uncle Jimmy and the gang." Jimmy said as he went to pick up Jaymee.

"Look guys, you can hang out here but my dad will be here in a few hours so when I say you guys got to go.... then you guys have got to go okay?" I said in a sweet voice. "As a matter of fact, why don't you guys keep an eye on Jaymee that way Zacky and I can run to the store." I smiled.

"Yes!" They all said in unision.

I ran quickly to the bedroom to let Zacky know that his band was here and that I'm going with him to the store. He went out to join them and their marveling of the baby while I got ready. The dream kept replaying itself in my head as I was throwing on a Vengenace University tee. I couldn't get over how real it all felt to me. I tried shaking the thought off and put on a happy face for everyone to see. I quickly threw on some jeans and joined the rest of the gang in the livingroom.

"Better keep an eye out for that one Zacky, you might lose her." I heard Brian say. What was he talking about? Then I realized he meant Jaymee because Michelle was holding her right now. I sighed in relief. I pulled out my phone and sent a text to my dad giving him the address and then Zacky and I were out the door.

It made me nervous to leave Jaymee. I trust everyone but still she's new to me just as much as she is to them. Zacky and I breezed through the market grabbing what I needed to make. We talked about little things while we were out. Zacky kept going on and on about the album he's working on. I tried to hide my worry and thoughts about the dream I had, which is all that kept coming up in my mind. I just wanted the thoughts to go away. When we finished shopping Zacky drove us home quickly so I can get started on tonights dinner. When we pulled up a very familiar car was parked on the curb side. It was my father's. I walked in and there she was. The blonde bimbo from my dreams.

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Comments

xAtomic_Venomx xAtomic_Venomx
12/4/14

I just started reading the first story yesterday, and I just finished this one today. I absolutely love it! This story is amazing. I can't wait for the third one!

koehnkechick koehnkechick
12/4/14

Love it, so beautiful

MoMo_92 MoMo_92
12/3/14

I LOVE this series!!! Have since then I will grant you a chance. Always look forward to more pdates and look very forward to another story!

YAY!!!!!! Can't wait for #3!!!! Love Love Love Love Love this series!!! <3 <3 <3 Keep up that awesomeness!!!

missyb808 missyb808
12/1/14