A Rockers Guide To Becoming A Father

Lesson eleven; Lies, cheating, Hailey= Drama & apoligies. “Hey babe” No. No fucking way. Nononononono. No. Oh yessss, the boy slurred. Having a bit too familiar girl sitting down upon his lap, Brian knew he had a problem. Not slight, a huge problem. “Go away” Brian growled, pushing the girl off his lap onto the spot next to him. “Seriously, just go. I never want to see you ever again” The girl pouted a bit, pushing her chest forward in the process. “That’s not going to work” Brian growled back again, standing up to walk away. “But baby..” The girl tried, making Brian turn around, anger spread across his face. “I never thought you’d be so cruel to a girl you’ve shared something with” “We haven’t shared a thing. Listen. Not. A. Thing.” His hands turning into fists, Brian prayed to god Michelle would stay away a bit longer, so he could get the girl away, and he could tell her himself. The girl looked at him, thinking for a second. “Hold a minute mister. We shared a fucking bed, we shared a fucking night. Don’t tell me not to talk about that, that’d be bullshit” “I’m sorry? Why are you annoying him?” Brian prayed once again to god, this time hoping the earth beneath him would swallow him, and never throw him out again. The girl let out an evil laugh. “I bet you are his girlfriend, right? You cocksucker, you dirty liar” She told Brian. Michelle started to loose her patients. Her surprise was here now, she just wanted to be with Brian because that was the reason she came here, and she was fed up with girls claiming Brian as theirs. “What’s going on here?” She asked quietly, looking from the girl to Brian. And from Brian to his friends, noticing their both angry and frustrated looks. “One more time Haner, what the hell is going on in here?!!” Matt took a step forwards, but Brian lifted up his hand. “Let me do this damnit” Knowing that when Michelle used his last name she was serious, Brian knew the next half an hour would be hell. But he had fucked it up, so he had to pay for it. “I thought, or was actually sure you erhm.. were doing things behind my back so I went out to drink and then got drunk and then she came along and.. I cried for you Michelle, babe, all I could think about was you but it’s so clear you’re seeing..” Brian swallowed the word ‘Johnny’ back in again “someone and I couldn’t handle that” He looked up into the pretty face of Michelle, the face he had loved, had worshipped ever since the first time he had seen it. And right now he saw it in the state he hated the most, he saw it stained with tears. “Tell me, what made you think I’d ever cheat on you?” Michelle whispered, not knowing where her calm voice came from. “Johnny he, you.. I was the true father of your kid Michelle, not Johnny but you goddamn left me for him! Then you flirted with him all the time, you told him to be ready at eight and guess who was leaving at eight also?! Who came back with the same porn movies I know Johnny also has, who came back with her hair all fuzzy? You fucking made me jerk myself off and then sent Johnny too me, then you guys called and you were talking about my fucking cock THAT ISN’T LITTLE GODDAMNIT!” Brian screamed the last bit, falling down onto his knees, wanting to just yell and kick his legs like a little boy that doesn’t want to go to bed yet. Michelle looked shocked, not knowing where to start. “Brian, for god’s sake I don’t have a kid! It’s Hailey whom has your baby, not me. And the reason I went to Johnny and called him so much was just..” “That’s all my fault” A voice spoke up, a person walking closer to the group of men and the two women. Brian looked up, looking into the eyes of Hailey herself. “No, no fucking way” Getting upon his feet again, Brian stumbled backwards, wanting to turn around and walk away from everything, knowing that he had screwed up his life, and the life of Michelle. As he did turn around, he looked into a black clothed chest. “No, you stay here and listen and talk” Matt’s voice spoke softly, placing both his hands upon Brian’s shoulders, turning him back. “No” Brian muttered stubbornly, ashamed looking towards the ground. “I’m sorry Johnny; I guess I was wrong after all. And I’m sorry Michelle, I love you, I really do and I’m so sorry” “So am I” Michelle whispered back, as Brian finally dared to look up into her eyes.

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