A Rockers Guide To Becoming A Father

Lesson Ten: Think with the correct head! She ripped his shirt off, squealing at the sight of his hard muscles. Not caring about anything at all, he let her push the both of them backwards, she on top as soon as he fell onto the bed. “You like that eh?’ She moaned, letting a hand roam over his naked torso. How did it come this far? How could he cheat on Michelle, his love, his woman, the girl he had claimed as only his? Because she had done the same Meanwhile the girl had taken off all of her clothes and was now tugging Brian’s boxers at his feet. He wanted to throw up when he felt the girls’ mouth slide over his manhood. “Mornin’ babe” Brian groaned, feeling a soft wind flow over his body. “Ahw, he looks so cute right now. He was the total opposite last night” Brian groaned again, last night flying back into his head. The way he had pounded into the girl like there was no tomorrow, how her nails had scratched his back and made him angry. Knowing he’d crush the girl beneath him, Brian just dove into her, images of Michelle filling his head as he came, as he tried the hardest not to cry, not to want to feel Michelle’s body underneath him. He had been hurting the girl, he knew he did, but she didn’t seem to care, and that was it all worth. “Don’t tell me what Jimmy said is really..” Matt came storming into the room, looking from Brian to the girl, and back to Brian. “True.” He finished, anger floating through his eyes, as it was obvious both Brian and the girl were naked underneath the covers. “Have you any idea what you just did?” He asked, anger flowing. The girl chuckled, “Well, when a man loves a woman you know. If you want to I could sho..” Matt started to loose his patients with both Brian and the girl. “SHUT UP AND GET DRESSED! Oh and Brian, you better tell Chelle or I’ll do it. You have two days” Storming off again Matt left Brian dumbfounded, and even more hurt then he had ever felt like. “Well, what are you waiting for?” Brian mumbled, looking at the girl, hoping she’d disappear if he would just stare long enough. But she didn’t, much to his dislike. Stepping out of bed himself, Brian felt his head pound. Bringing a hand up to it, he felt every muscle needed for that hurt. Knowing no one would feel sorry for him now, Brian sighed deeply, realizing what a mess he had made out of this. “Stop looking at me, god” Brian sighed two days later, walking into the lobby of the hotel they were still staying at. Matt was the only one that looked into his eyes. “Two days BRIAN” Brian sighed again, over thinking the idea whether he would sit down or not. “Order a beer for me” He mumbled, walking off towards the restroom. Zipping up his pants, he walked towards the mirror, giving himself a good stare. Looking good mate the little boy in his head told him. “Shut up” Brian mumbled back. “Thanks to you I fucked it all up” He was growing old, Brian saw. Slowly wrinkles were showing, the bags underneath his eyes were about to stay forever, and who knew, in a few years he might start turning grey. He shook in fear to think that his perfect hair would change. On his way out, Brian almost bumped into Jimmy, whom gave him a look full of sympathy. Nodding back, Brian couldn’t care about what his friends tho anymore. Ever since Matt had come storming into the room, he knew they had been talking about him. And he also knew especially Johnny was very angry with him. “Baby!!” A woman jumped onto his body, wrapping her legs around his waist. Michelle didn’t care what other people would think of her now, all she wanted was to be in Brian’s arms again. Brian sighed, in relieve, this time though. “Oh god I love you” He mumbled, burying his head into the crook of her neck. “I love you so much” With her still attached to him, Brian walked towards his friends, softly placing Michelle back onto the ground, but he still held onto her. “I love you” He whispered again, hating himself as he felt tears coming up. What is wrong with you? Softie?! “I love you too babe” Michelle smiled, pulling her head back a bit. Reading in his eyes he really had missed her, there was also something else. Something like guilt. Anger. Fear. Brian noticed how his friends had fallen silent, as if waiting for him to say something. “Do you want a drink?” He managed to get out, ignoring the anger stares from Matt. “Sure” Michelle smiled back, turning around to greet the rest of the band and their crew. Hugging Johnny, she felt him wrap his arms tight around her. “I’ve got a surprise for you” She whispered into his ear, knowing Johnny was grinning now. Happily walking back, in both hands a beer, Brian smiled carefully. He knew he had to tell Michelle somewhere soon, but for the moment everything was back to normal, back to perfect in his eyes. “There you go” He said smiling, sitting down upon a couch. Michelle smiled back at him, bending down to kiss his pouty lips. “I love you” She muttered against him, walking away a bit. “I’m going to get a surprise for Johnny” She explained to Brian, turning back around.

Notes

Tell me what you think. Do you think it shoud be wrote in a different Person? Like First?