Dirty Visual

“Brian, where are we going?” Zack asked looking out the window, it was well past dark and they were surely not headed towards town.

“Be patient babe, we’ll be there in a few minutes.” Zack sighed looking out his window, they were in the middle of nowhere nothing but fields surrounded them. Where the hell could Brian be taking him all the way out here?

Nearly ten minutes later Brian parked and got out of the car. What the fuck is he doing? Zack wondered. Brian went around and opened his door. Before leaving Brian had told him they were going out to dinner not the middle of fucking nowhere. Hungry and grumpy Zack climbed from the car. His stomach made a noise at him, that’s what he gets for not eating all day.

Brian grabbed Zack’s hand using the other to hold a flashlight. They made their way into one of the fields; the green grass was short as they crunched on it. Trees were to their right as they walked. As they walked over a hill Zack saw it. There was light coming from under the weeping branches of a willow. He could barely see through it because the tree branches were so thick all the way to the ground. Brian smiled knowing Zack was curious now.

Leading them forward Brian wrapped his arm around Zack’s shoulder; the shorter man returned the gesture, his arm going around Brian’s waist. The closer they got to the light Zack could faintly hear music.

Brian looked to the right; leading right between the trees was a strand of lights they would have to follow later on. Brian spread the tree leaves apart when they got to the willow. Zack walked in first followed by Zack.

“Brian,” Zack whispered looking at the setting in front of him, a deep blood red blanket was laid out on the flat ground. At least twenty different red candles lined the blanket, lily petals were spread across the blanket. A small radio was hidden on the other side of the willow, Zack didn’t notice it though. A basket lay right next to the left side of the blanket a wine bottle placed in an ice holder next to it.

Brian watched his boyfriend’s expression go from confusion to awe. “Take your shoes off babe.” Brian toed his own shoes off before making his way to the blanket next to the basket.

“You did all of this?” Zack wondered taking his own shoes off before joining his boyfriend.

“I had a little help.” Brian smiled a genuine smile at Zack. “I know you are hungry, I’m sorry we got here so late.”

“It’s okay Brian.” Zack’s eyes met brown. “Honestly, this is amazing and way more than makes up for it.”
“I’m glad you like it, it took hours just to plan between us three.” Brian smiled as he reached into the basket, pulling out two pre-wrapped plates. “I’ve never known men to bicker so much in my life.”

“That sounds like you.” Zack smiled taking a plate offered to him; Brian grabbed the open wine bottle and two Champaign glasses from the basket.

The two shared small talk while eating. They finished their wine quickly so Brian refilled them. Zack was completely relaxed but as time went on Brian got more and more nervous. With a smile Brian grabbed a hold of Zack’s hand, bringing it up and kissing it before releasing it.

“Okay so tell me,” Zack started after Brian had taken their plates away once they were done eating. “What is all of this for? I mean is there a reason behind this that made you want to plan this date?”

“Yeah,” Brian scooted closer taking Zack’s wineglass, setting it beside the basket with his own. Slowly he lifted his hand to trace Zack’s face looking into his eyes the whole time. Their legs were pressed together they were so close. “I love you.”

Zack sat stunned for a few seconds. “I love you too Brian. Did you remember something hun?” That was the only thing that Zack could think of that would make Brian say those three words.

“Yes. But that’s not why I just said those words to you.” Zack was confused. “Since we started spending time together some of the feelings have come back but a lot of the ones I have been experiencing are new. Zack I’ve fallen in love with you again.”

Zack let out a shaky breath never breaking their gaze. His eyes glazed over with unshed tears. The one that slipped out was quickly wiped away by Brian’s finger. Zack closed his eyes for a second, when he opened them he could see Brian had tears of his own ready fall. “I love you so god damned much.” Zack brought their lips together in a salty tear filled kiss. The emotion emitting from each man showed as their tongues mingled. The kiss stayed gentle but the meaning behind it was felt by both men.

Brian pulled back with a smile, wiping his tears away before leaning back and grabbing something out of the basket. He had to do this now or he would never have the nerve. Brian placed the bag between himself and Zack. His boyfriend looked at it for a second before turning his gaze back to Brian. “Before you open it I need to tell you something.” Zack looked nervous.

“What is it?” Zack couldn’t help the odd feeling bubbling in his gut, this wasn’t going to be good.

“I saw what is in this bag at a store today. It confused me because I was trying to remember something but it wouldn’t come back.” Brian could see the worry on Zack’s face but he had to go on with this speech or he wouldn’t have the balls to ask. “I drove all the way home, something led me there. At home I was on autopilot for a while. In the closet I found the same item under the floorboard. I had put it there but had bought it weeks before the accident. When I saw what was in this bag memories came back. Zack I remember everything that has happened between you and I from the time we met to the accident. I remember the boys in that time too. I fell in love with you again these past few months but at home I remembered everything. The passion, the love, the faith and trust between us. That’s why we are here tonight.”

Zack once again had tears streaking down his face. Brian gently wiped them away with his thumb. “I had planned on giving this to you once before but the accident happened making that impossible; that’s why we are here tonight. Because I am so in love with you that I physically and mentally have to do this.”

Brian pushed the bag closer to the very confused Zack. The younger man looked at it curiously before grabbing the bag. Both he and Brian were lying on their sides, resting on their elbow facing one another. He slowly pulled out the tissue paper, grabbing something inside. Pulling the paper free of the little box Zack’s eyes went wide. He didn’t want to get his hopes up but god was he hoping his hopes were right. His eyes flickered to Brian’s.

Brian smiled when Zack opened the little velvet box he took a good look at the ring inside before turning his gaze to Brian’s eyes. “Zachary James Baker, will you do me the honor of becoming my husband?”

Zack stared at Brian for a few seconds. Shocked is what he was. He had never expected Brian to propose before a minute ago but now that he had, oh fuck! “Yes.” Brian viably sighed. “Yes!” Zack damn near pounced on Brian; straddling his fiancés hips he brought their lips together. Oh god he couldn’t control himself right now, he didn’t want to.

The kiss grew needier as seconds passed by. Their hands roaming all over one another; moans filled the air as their erections rubbed together through their jeans. Just as Zack popped Brian’s jeans open Brian groaned and pressed him backwards. Zack broke the kiss. “What, what’s wrong?”

“Nothing. I just promised Matt and Mattie that we wouldn’t get into it yet.” Zack literally growled but pulled away.

“Why?” Why the hell would Brian promise not to make love to his fiancé after proposing?

“They have a surprise for us I guess, we have to follow the lights in the trees they said. They made me promise we wouldn’t have sex before we got to that point in the night.” Brian slowly stood, blowing out the candles. He left one lit and grabbed it, holding his hand out to his huffy fiancé. He handed Zack the candle and grabbed his left hand. Slowly he slipped the ring up his lover’s ring finger.

Hand in hand they made their way to the next part of their date. At the end of the path their eyes widened. There was a gazebo out in the middle of the forest. It looked like it had been there for man years with Ivory and moss growing up the polls and side. Candles lined the railing, red and white. Brian looked down to see rose petals sprinkled up the walkway, he couldn’t see onto the gazebo yet so he had no idea what was up there. Ice sickle lights lined the roof of the gazebo. Brian could faintly hear a generator in the distance.

Walking closer Zack and Brian stepped up the stairs and saw what Matt and Mattie had planned. Black sheets were laying on something, two red pillows were at the top, a blanket was neatly set at the foot of what looked like a bed. Rose petals were surrounding it on both sides and even a few on the bed. Black, white and red candles were surrounding the area but were a safe distance away from the bedding. There was an open basket next to the bed. Brian walked forward and looked into it while Zack found a note on the air mattress.

‘Congratulations on the engagement. Jimmy, Johnny, Mattie and I all thought you two might want you’re first as an engaged couple to be special. Everything in the basket is new by the way. Even if you don’t use the area for that you guys can spend the night there if you want. Don’t worry; the kids are safe with us for a night.’

Zack read the note out loud as Brian pulled different things out of the basket. One of them was a plate with chocolate covered strawberries. How original, Brian chuckled to himself. Zack saw a variety of different toys and lubes on the bed.

While looking into Zack’s eyes Brian slowly started to strip his shirt. Zack followed suit watching his fiancé. They both worked their pants off before meeting in the middle. Brian brought them together in a light kiss. Just as it had earlier the kiss became deeper by the second.

Zack’s fingers tangled into Brian’s hair. Zack slowly laid Brian down on the bed. Straddling his fiancés hips Zack pressed their lower halves together. Slowly as they kissed their hips rubbed together, the friction causing them to grow hard. Brian’s palm gently rubbed up Zack’s right side, causing the other man to shiver. Using both of his hands he gently ran his nails down Zack’s sides this time, earning a groan in response.

Zack pulled back just a bit, holding himself up on his arms, putting more force into their thrust. Brian’s palms flattened against Zack’s collarbone for a few seconds before flipping them over. Zack landed on the bed with a surprised gasp. Brian hand his arms around his boyfriend, a gentle smile on his face. Zack beamed up at his fiancé, pulling him down into a kiss Zack tightened his legs so his knees gently squeezed Brian’s hips.

After a few minutes of rubbing together Brian started kissing down Zack’s middle. He gently teased each nipple with his tongue and teeth as he pulled Zack’s boxers off. Slowly he used his tongue, licking a line down Zack’s front until he got to his belly button. Brian nipped it gently before dipping his tongue into the crevice. Slowly he circled his tongue lower and lower until he got to the head of Zack’s weeping member. Brian nipped each of his lover’s hips before finally giving his attention to the engorged flesh. Slowly he ran his tongue from root to tip. Zack’s head fell back, a pant leaving his lips.

Brian grabbed a bottle of lube next to them and slicked a couple of his fingers while taking the tip of Zack into his mouth. Brian took more and more of the length as the seconds passed. Slowly he slipped one of his fingers into his fiancés tight heat. Zack groaned quietly, watching Brian work further and further down his length. One finger turned into two and by the time the third was added Zack was close. Brian pulled off just in time causing Zack to groan in frustration.

Brian got up on his knees; he grabbed the bottle of lube and coated himself. Slowly he leaned over and placed himself at Zack’s entrance. Pushing in Brian felt resistance but tried to relax Zack by distracting him with a kiss. He paused to let Zack adjust once he was in all the way. “Baby you feel so good.”

“I love feeling you in me Brian.” Zack moaned. Once Zack had adjusted he slowly rotated his hips causing a moan to slip from Brian. “Move B.”

Brian did just that keeping a slow pace at first but both he and Zack needed some sort of release. It had been to long. The pace quickened but then slowed each time Brian brought his lips to Zack’s while their tongues battled. Pants and moans could be heard from both men as they got close.

Just when Brian was ready to let go it was Zack’s turn to torture him. Slowly he pushed Brian back, he was confused but complied. He understood when he was pushed to his back and Zack straddled him. Slowly Zack sunk down. Oh god too slow for Brian. He wanted fast, hard, to come right then and there but Zack didn’t allow that. He started a slow and steady pace, his head thrown back, and his hands behind him bracing him on Brian’s calves. Zack bounced slowly, pegging his prostate with each drop of his hips.

Brian couldn’t take it after so long. He pushed Zack off and onto his knees, Brian followed suit with his knees on the bed between Zack’s spread pair. Brian slid home, his arms wrapping around Zack’s chest, the other mans head fell to his shoulder as his hips started moving quicker. Zack pulled him into a kiss, grabbing one of Brian’s hands and putting it on his dripping dick. Gripping it easily Brian started at a slow pace but soon caught up to what his hips were doing. Moaning and groaning, both of them were close.

“Fuck! Harder Brian.” Zack fell down bracing himself on his palms, Brian’s hands went to his fiancés hips. His own creating a ruthless rhythm that had them both moaning louder than they ever had before. “Harder!”

He didn’t think it was possible but Brian did just that. Harder and faster, his head was thrown back in ecstasy. His orgasm rising, reaching its peak after about ten thrusts, biting down on his lip Brian nearly screamed out. His body tensed to its max as he came into the warm heat surrounding his shaft. Falling forward Brian pressed a kiss to the back of Zack’s neck. “Did you come baby?”

“Yeah, oh god it’s been too long Brian.” Gently Brian pulled out of his lover.

“I agree.” Brian took his time cleaning up his boyfriend before collapsing beside him in bed. “I love you.”

“I love you too.”

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