Dirty Visual

Jared Age Ten

“Uncle Matt, when will it be time to go out there?” Jared nearly whined while his uncle tied his bowtie.

“Soon bud, don’t worry.” Matt finished with the little boys and tied his own as neatly as possible.

“Why did dad have to pick the hottest day possible to be in long sleeves and pants.” Jared plopped down on the bench seat in the dressing room.

“I don’t know. Why not ask him after the wedding?” Matt smiled and turned towards the boy holding his arms out at his sides. “How do I look?”

“Good. Me?” Jared stood and mirrored his uncle’s movements.

“Great! Ready?” Jared just nodded and took his uncles outstretched hand. Jared was to walk down the isle beside his three year old brother, making sure he didn’t fall or drop the pillow with the rings on it.

When it was time for the little boy to walk down the isle he stood at the end with his brother and watched his dads exchange their vows. He saw each man take their rings and smile at him one by one; they slipped the rings on one another’s finger and kissed at the end. With big smiles his dads each walked down the isle together but unlike most ceremonies Brian picked up Bentley and each man held Jared’s hand as they walked.

At the reception he sat with his dads and uncles. As they ate he observed their conversation. While they danced he saw Matt and Mattie kissing one another. Jared snuck in and danced with his dads for a song each. Afterwards he got to see the brightest blush he had ever seen come from his uncle Mattie when he heard his dad ask ‘Its not just fucking anymore is it?’ He wasn’t supposed to hear it but he did. His dads never made it a habit to cuss around him.

‘No its not.’ Jared glanced at his uncles hands together while his dads exchanged playful conversation with them.

Jared watched as his dads departed on their honeymoon, leaving him and Bentley with Matt and Mattie for two weeks.

-

Jared at age fifteen.

Brian’s memory came back piece by piece thought the years. Being with Zack and his family seemed to help the depression of not knowing for a while but when everything finally came back Brian felt relief.

Being a sophomore in high school Jared saw how his dad’s relationship was taken by his peers and to the ones who made a fuss he didn’t waste his time on. Two best friends a girlfriend, two dads and an annoying little brother seamed to take up all of his time. One by one each person got closer and closer to him. Including his cousin Kage.

Jared nearly got the shock of his life his freshmen year when he overheard his dad telling Zack about his mom. “Did I ever tell you that Michelle is not his biological mother?”

“No, what do you mean?” He watched Zack’s face from the doorway as his dad cooked dinner.

“Michelle couldn’t have kids. I didn’t know it at the time but she was going to the doctor and he gave her another woman’s eggs because something was wrong with hers. So technically even though she gave birth to him no one knows who the egg donor was.” Brian clarified for his husband. Zack looked up just in time to see Jared flee the room.

A year later Jared had finally accepted that his mom was not his mom and his dads are all he needs. And his annoying little brother of course.

“Give it back Kage!” Bentley screeched through the house. Jared cringed hearing his little brother’s high pitched scream.

“Boys!” Mattie yelled through the house as a warning.

“Make me cry baby.” Kage stuck his tongue out at Bentley making the little boy frown. Bentley went and sat next to Jared who was lounging on the couch watching TV, his feet up on the coffee table.

“He’s being mean.” Bentley whispered in Jared’s ear and cuddled in real close to his side.

“Come on little man, don’t you want it?” Kage made the mistake of dangling the toy in front of Bentley, a little too close to Jared. The teen grabbed the toy and swatted Kage upside the head. “Ouch! You hit me! Dad!”

“Leave my little brother alone. And go brush your teethe dude you’ve got dog breath!” Jared handed the toy to Bentley and settled him under his arm.

“He’s not even your real brother he’s mine.” Kage punched Jared’s arm as he walked by. Once again he was a little to close because Jared leaned up and grabbed a hold of Kage’s arm and spun him so he had to look him in the eye, all the while still sitting down.

“Now you listen to me. He may be blood related to you but don’t you ever say he’s not my little brother. It doesn’t matter who his biological parents are he’s still my brother so don’t you dare tell him or I otherwise.” Jared let go of the boys arm, he hadn’t been hurting him or anything, just keeping him still while making a point; entirely missing the four adults in the room smiling at him for defending his brother. They had all been afraid that Jared would push Bentley away the older he got but he never tormented the little boy or made him feel left out because they adopted him.

“Okay.” Kage sat on the other side of Bentley and wrapped his arms around him in a hug when he saw the boy had tears in his eyes. Regardless of who his guardians were he was still his little brother too and he didn’t mean to make him cry. “Sorry.”

“It’s okay.” Bentley pulled away and before anyone knew it punched the little boy in the arm playfully, darting off into the other room. Kage sat there stunned for a second before growling and chasing his younger sibling. Jared just shook his head and went back to watching his show.

“Darn kids.”

-

Jared age eighteen.

“Come on dad it’s just college, I’ll be fine.” Jared pushed Zack away gently when he wanted to cling to him.

“It’s going to be lonely without you here Jared.” Zack commented. “Your dad doing his doctor work and Bentley going into school again, the house is going to be quiet.”

“Why don’t you take up house selling again? You know you liked it. Or start a hobby or something dad. But seriously I’ve got to go or I will miss the train.” Zack’s eyes welled with tears, Brian wrapped an arm around his shoulder and smiled.

“He’s a man now we have to let him go.” Brian kissed Zack’s cheek.

“Thank god one of you is speaking rationally.” Jared was cut off by his dad pulling him into a tighter hug than Zack had. “Oh come on pop don’t do this now. You guys are making me feel bad.”

“Bad enough to stay?” Bentley chimed in; with the glare Jared sent him he shut up and lifted his hands. “Just joking. Get out of here already. I’m tired of looking at your mug.”

“Shut up and come here.” Jared pulled him into a hug before climbing into his cab. Damn, he knew it was going to be hard leaving but never knew it would feel this bad.

“Call us when you get there!” He heard his dads yell once the cab started driving away.

-

Jared Age Twenty five.
“I can’t believe you went to college just to say fuck it after you get your degree! You could be up in space right now working on a space station or something but you chose modeling of all things.” Bentley razed his brother one night in their living room. Jared, Bentley and Kage all had decided to share a house once they realized how expensive living could be. Kage had been in college for a year now and Bentley was in his first year. Jared had finished school already but welcomed the two teens.

“I told you. I am only modeling for a little while, trying it out before sinking my teeth into my career.” Jared smirked throwing the football that had been launched at him by Kage, back at the younger male.

“I am not looking forward to Christmas.” Kage stated from his lounge chair.

“That was random.” Bentley chuckled looking over at Jared, finding the older man looking intently at Kage, who was in turn looking back. What the fuck?

“Seriously my dads are driving me nuts. They keep calling day and night, are you in bed yet? Is that music I hear in the background? Mr. you are too young to be drinking.” Kage mocked with Mattie's voice.

“Maybe they will settle down a bit now that Aiden is a teen in the house?” Jared wondered. His uncles had tied the knot when he turned seventeen and adopted the boy just before he turned six.

“I really fucking hope.”

Christmas was indeed really fucking stressful. The older men were hounding down on the younger wanting every detail of college. Jared sat back and laughed thinking about how that use to be him. His dads had given that up a month into his first job. They knew his plan for the future and were happy for their son.

Jared had to share his room with Kage and Bentley had to bunk with Aiden. When he had moved out the two couples decided to move in together, which meant that Aiden got Bentleys old room. Jared’s of course had been turned into a guest room once he had started living in his own house.

“Scoot over you little shit.” Jared growled pushing Kage over to his own side of the bed.

“It’s cold in here.” Kage slowly back his way towards the heat, which happened to be Jared once more.

“So what I’m not your heater and get your cold feet off my leg.” Jared gently pushed his feet away again. Just when he was about to fall asleep Kage’s feet slowly crept back onto his shins again. “That’s it.”

Jared pulled the blanket off of himself and Kage who was in nothing but his boxers. “Cold!”

“Yeah and I will make you sleep outside of the blankets if your stinky ass cold feet touch me again.” It had been a hard day for everyone, very emotionally so anyway. Wesley had passed away the day after Christmas. Jared pulled the blankets back up and settled again. Chuckling Kage teased Jared by backing up so his back was damn near pressed to Jared’s back. “Kage!”

“What it’s not my feet at least. Come on Jare I am seriously fucking cold.” And honestly, Kage’s body was freezing compared to Jared’s.

“I’m not cuddling with you.” Jared pushed him away again, his palm in the middle of the mans back. Kage quickly turned around and faced Jared.

“What’s wrong with me? Why can’t you stand me?” Kage asked Jared groaned in frustration, he wasn’t going to get sleep any time soon.

“That’s not true and you know it.” Kage wouldn’t meet his eyes and Jared was kind of glad about that. He could hide if he wasn’t faced with his problems. “I wouldn’t have let you move in otherwise.”

“But you always take Bentley’s side of everything even though half the time its lies, you ignore me most of the time, you never spend time with me and when you do you’re always staring at me like I’m a mutant.” Jared could feel Kage’s breath on his bare chest.

Kage looked up and met Jared’s eyes. The older male’s breath hitched, Kage had unshed tears in his eyes. “Bentley is my little brother of course I take his side. And I do not stare at you like you are a mutant.”

“Yes you do.” Kage stated.

“No I don’t.” Jared replied.

“Yes you do.” Kage growled. Oh god that sound, that sound set something off in Jared’s head. He pounced. Pushing Kage onto his back, holding him down; both males were shocked to say the least. Especially Kage when he felt Jared’s erection poking his belly.

Jared instantly pulled himself off of Kage and sat on the edge of the bed. Wiping at his eyes with his hands and folding them in front of his face, elbows resting on his thighs. “Why does it bug you so much that I don’t spend time with you?”

Jared couldn’t look at Kage, not after that. Hell he didn’t even want to speak but he forced himself to do so. “You ignore me because of what just happened don’t you?”

“Kage listen to me.” Jared turned towards the other male looking him in the eye. “If I could control this I would. Not being around you so much kept you from finding out.”

“Give me your hand.” Jared looked at him like he had two heads. He shook his own head no, about to explain when Kage cut him off. “Trust me give me your hand for a second.”

Jared reluctantly gave Kage his hand. “You wonder why it upsets me that you go out of your way to ignore me?” Jared nodded. “You want the honest answer?” Once again Jared nodded. “The hand that was holding Jared’s pressed their palms into the blankets. Jared’s eyes went wide when he felt the hard length under his hand. A gentle moan left Kage’s lips when Jared added pressure. Their eyes locked together while the hand on the hard shaft gently explored the hot flesh.

Kage gripped Jared behind the neck, bringing their lips together. Slowly the older male eased his way on top of the other. Their kiss becoming heated and tongue filled. Jared wrapped his fist around the heat and pumped whole heartedly. Kage returned the favor, sneaking his hand’s in Jared’s sleep pants. Moans and groans left each mans lips as they shared tongue filled kisses in the middle of night.

Kage finished first, Jared soon after with a curse word on the tip of his tongue. Both panting and worn out collapsed on the bed. Eyes closing Jared didn’t even care when Kage scooted back against his chest and put his feet on his shin. In fact he wrapped his arm around the man and pulled him closer as they drifted off to sleep.

The next day both boys were in a heap of nerves around one another. Jared watched as the nineteen year old interacted with his little brothers. Jared couldn’t help the guilt eating at his stomach. No they were not blood related but fuck it felt so wrong to be doing what they did last night with someone they grew up calling ‘cousin.’ But on the other hand it felt so fucking right.

Sighing Jared plopped down on the front porch. It was chilly outside and nearly noon. The rain splattered down on the ground around the deck. Jared’s chin was on his knees, a hand holding each of his shins. The front door opened and closed, a presence was right next to him.

“What’s wrong kid?” Zack asked bumping their shoulders.

“I did something last night and I’m afraid of how you and pop will react if I tell you.” Jared sighed looking over at his dad.

“Does it have to do with the moans coming from your room last night?” Zack watched as Jared’s eyes grew wide and fearful. “Calm down. I only heard because I got up to get a drink at three in the morning.”

“Your not mad?” Jared asked when his dad smiled and bumped his shoulder again.

“We all had our suspicions.” Zack smirked at his son.

“Pop won’t be mad? Jared turned his head, resting the side of it on his knees.

“Of course not, it’s not like you two are really related. Though I don’t think it would matter if you were. We will always accept you boys and support you.” Brian’s voice was heard from the doorway. He smirked at his boy and sat on the other side of him. “But you get to break it to Matt and Mattie.”

“No I will leave that to Kage.” Jared hid his smile at the mention of the other males name, with his hair, while looking down at his knees. “You guys aren’t mad at all? Grossed out or sickened even in the slightest?”

“No,” Both dads replied. They all sat there watching the rain fall, staring at the cars as they passed by.

-

At thirty Jared and Kage hosted their first Christmas at their house. Jared had finally begun his career as a spaceship engineer. Kage had graduated college and was slowly working his way to becoming one of the top editors of one of the world’s finest magazines. Bentley surprisingly followed his older brother’s foot steps and became a photographer for that same magazine while finishing school. He moved out when Jared and Kage became an official couple three years back.

“I can’t get the door.” Jared stated pulling a pan out of the oven. “Fuck.”

“I got it.” Kage pressed a kiss to Jared’s shoulder on his way past. Opening the door he welcomed his Dads and little brother who wasn’t all that little anymore. Brian, Zack and Bentley right behind them. Each adult carrying a food item.

Jared sat back later that night, his fiancé under his arm as their whole family chatted. Everyone was interested in one another’s lives. He watched as his dads jokingly mocked each other. Pressing a gentle kiss to Kage’s hair he smiled to himself. For once in his entire life he felt complete.

-The end-

Notes

Thank you for taking the time to read this whole story. Please let me know what you think of the story. I might possibly make a sequel to this if people actually really like this story.