Sacrifice the Innocence
4 Months And A Recovery
4 months have passed and my recovery was way beyond done. I could actually move around now and not be waited on hand and foot by the guys but I kind of like being waited on by Shadows. He and I have grown closer these past 4 months and I think it's about time I show him what's in my little black box. I was embarrassed at first when Shadows had to bathe me. I felt so helpless and I wanted to do it myself but that would be going against Dr.s orders. I didn't want the guys bitching me out for doing something I wasn't supposed to do.
I was home alone today because the boys went out for some fun and I'm sicker than a dog. I hate my damn allergies! I wish I never got sick now that would be so fucking great. I was sitting on the sofa having myself a beer when the door opened and the boys walked in. They were so damn drunk.
"Hey there's our favorite girl!" A drunken Syn said walking over to me and flopping his big ass down next to me.
"Syn go to bed. Your drunk."
"Awe don't be a party pooper....pooter parpy." he said laying his head on my shoulder and laughing to beat all hell. The smell of Jack and Jim was something I didn't want to smell right now.
"I'm not as think as I drunk I am." I rolled my eyes and sighed loudly.
"Fienix I am so drunk" Shadows said yawning as he came into the room.
"Then go sleep it off." I stood up and walked into the kitchen and I knew he was following me. I stood and the sink looking out the window. I felt his arms wrap around my waist.
"Shadows please go to bed and sleep it off." I said clinching the counter top. He grabs my hand from the counter and turns me around.
"What's wrong?"
"I don't like seeing you like this. Don't get me wrong I love to drink but not enough where I'm shitfaced drunk like you are." I said putting my hands on his shoulders.
"I'm sorry sweetheart." He pulled me in close to him and held me tightly.
"I know Shadows. Just please go to bed. I'll be up there in a few minutes anyways." I said letting go of him.
"Alright Fienix." He walked out of the kitchen but turned back.
"What time is by the way?"
"It's almost midnight." I said checking my phone.
"Oh wow..."
"Yeah you guys have been gone all day." I said turning back to look out the window.
"Come up soon sweetheart."
"I'll be up in a few. I'll make sure the other guys are put to bed first." I said looking over my shoulder and smiling. He smiled back and started up to his room. I walked on into the living room and everyone else was passed out. I went to the closet and got out some blankets and covered the boys up before walking upstairs. I open the door and Shadows was already passed out on the bed. I went over and took his shoes and socks off and pushed him to his side of the bed covering him up. I laid down not facing him and put my head down on the pillow. I closed my eyes and drifted off into a relaxing and deep sleep.
I was home alone today because the boys went out for some fun and I'm sicker than a dog. I hate my damn allergies! I wish I never got sick now that would be so fucking great. I was sitting on the sofa having myself a beer when the door opened and the boys walked in. They were so damn drunk.
"Hey there's our favorite girl!" A drunken Syn said walking over to me and flopping his big ass down next to me.
"Syn go to bed. Your drunk."
"Awe don't be a party pooper....pooter parpy." he said laying his head on my shoulder and laughing to beat all hell. The smell of Jack and Jim was something I didn't want to smell right now.
"I'm not as think as I drunk I am." I rolled my eyes and sighed loudly.
"Fienix I am so drunk" Shadows said yawning as he came into the room.
"Then go sleep it off." I stood up and walked into the kitchen and I knew he was following me. I stood and the sink looking out the window. I felt his arms wrap around my waist.
"Shadows please go to bed and sleep it off." I said clinching the counter top. He grabs my hand from the counter and turns me around.
"What's wrong?"
"I don't like seeing you like this. Don't get me wrong I love to drink but not enough where I'm shitfaced drunk like you are." I said putting my hands on his shoulders.
"I'm sorry sweetheart." He pulled me in close to him and held me tightly.
"I know Shadows. Just please go to bed. I'll be up there in a few minutes anyways." I said letting go of him.
"Alright Fienix." He walked out of the kitchen but turned back.
"What time is by the way?"
"It's almost midnight." I said checking my phone.
"Oh wow..."
"Yeah you guys have been gone all day." I said turning back to look out the window.
"Come up soon sweetheart."
"I'll be up in a few. I'll make sure the other guys are put to bed first." I said looking over my shoulder and smiling. He smiled back and started up to his room. I walked on into the living room and everyone else was passed out. I went to the closet and got out some blankets and covered the boys up before walking upstairs. I open the door and Shadows was already passed out on the bed. I went over and took his shoes and socks off and pushed him to his side of the bed covering him up. I laid down not facing him and put my head down on the pillow. I closed my eyes and drifted off into a relaxing and deep sleep.
Notes
comments? Yeah I know it's not that long but there's only 2 chapters leftSo if you want to the next 2 chapters posted I would like to see 2 comments
I don't really know why I wrote this with her only using their stage names...when this was posted on Mibba I really didn't know anything about writing a good solid story..
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