Corey’s POV:
It’s not the first time she’s call us cowards to our faces. She’s talk down about us to us a few times. I can’t really get pissed it’s not like she knows she is. We don’t wear the masks because we’re cowards. It’s more of a scare tactic. I’m not the biggest guy in the world, and people have more fear if they can’t see a face. Jim and Mick are all the muscle I need.
I couldn’t help but smile to myself when I heard what Jacoby and Gates did. Yes what I did is probably worse, but that doesn’t mean I’m not going to try. Ever since Lzzy ripped my heart out of my chest, I’ve been cold, and cruel, and I’m really starting to hate myself. Maybe I can figure out a way to get her to forgive me, and I can have her. Maybe I can feel something again. I shot the guy I caught her in bed with. I would have shot her too if she wasn’t the daughter of James Hetfield. Her and her brother head up Halestorm. They changed their last names for security reasons.
Tammy’s sobs stopped about ten minutes into the ride. She ended up falling asleep on the way. Jim carried her in, and we received confused looks from some of the guys. I just glanced at them shaking my head slightly. Sid stayed back, and I started to lead Jim to my room. Its on the first floor away from the others. I like my privacy. “Corey?” Jim questioned sternly. He doesn’t think I’m good enough for her. He doesn’t think Gates is either, and he has been vocal about it. The only one in his eyes that was is Jacoby, but I’m sure that’s going to change soon. “Don’t question me.” I told him as we continued down the hall.
Opening the door I walked in and to the bed. I pulled the blankets back, and had him lay her down. He pulled her boots off, and pulled the blanket over her. He pulled her phone and cigarette case out of his pocket, and set them on the nightstand. We left her sleeping, and made our way to the living room. I’m sure the guys want an explanation. “Sid filled us in.” Paul said when we walked in. I nodded and sat next to Mick on the couch. “How long is she going to be here?” Shawn asked. “I don’t know. Till she wants to leave, or they come get her. We need to hide everything that may give away who we are.” I told them. They nodded. “Don’t tell her yet Jim. She doesn’t need to know right now.” I ordered. “Yea. All that stress you don’t want to give her a heart attack.” Joey added. “She’s 26.” Paul said with slight amusement. “And she was forced to take heroine. You know what that shit does to the heart,” Joey started, “She’s at a higher risk for heart problems because of it. I’m sure some of the damage has been repaired over the years, but not all.” he finished. “She’s had two adrenaline shots to the heart too.” Jim said. “She OD?” Joey questioned. Jim nodded. “When her tolerance got higher, he gave her a little too much more.” he added.
I took my hat off and tossed it onto the coffee table. I ran my hand through my hair, and got up to check on her. I received a disapproving look from Jim as I left the room. I really don’t care what he thinks. I can be good enough. I treated Lzzy like a fucking queen. At least with Tammy I know she won’t hurt me. I know I did her, but I will make up for that some how.
I quietly opened the door, and peeked in. She was still asleep. I saw her jolt up when I closed it a little harder than intended. She looked over at me, and the panic on her face was replaced with relief. Her eyes were puffy, and red from crying, and her mascara had run down her cheeks. I walked to my bathroom, and wet down a wash cloth for her. “Here,” I said handing it too her, “you look like hell.” I said with a slight grin. She chuckled a little. “Gee thanks. You really know how to make a girl feel better.” she said with sarcastic amusement. “I have my moments.” I said with a smile as she wiped the make-up off.
I sat next to her on the bed, and she sighed as she fumbled with the rag in her hands. “I didn’t listen to you.” she said softly. “No. You didn’t.” I said wrapping an arm around her shoulders. “But that’s ok. I forgive you.” I said kissing her temple. She chuckled a little, and rested her head on my shoulder. “Always gotta be a joker.” she said. “Just trying to make you feel better.” I said. She looked up at me with the most sadden, innocent look I have ever see. It was almost childlike. “Thank you.” she whispered. I had to do it. I leaned in and kissed her. She didn’t kiss back, and pushed me away a little. “I don’t need a rebound Corey.” That hurt a little. I didn’t want to be a rebound. “I’m not offering you a rebound. I’m giving you another option.” I said. She looked at me unsure. “I won’t hurt you.” Again.
She sighed, and rested her head on my shoulder again. “I’m going to have to go back,” she said, “they still own me.” They do. Hmm maybe I can fix that. I would just be giving them their money back, but not all of it. She has paid some of it down. Maybe if I set her free, right my wrong, then she’ll forgive me. “I could pay your debt.” I said. She looked at me with sight disbelief, and then shook her head. “I couldn’t ask you to do that. It’s not your problem.” she said. “You’re not asking, I’m offering.” I said. “Why?” “I think I’ve made it obvious why.” I told her. She broke our gaze. “I know what it feels like to be betrayed by someone you love and trust,” I said lifting her face to meet my eyes, “I wouldn’t do something like that to you.” And I won’t if I can just get you to trust me, and give me a chance to show you. “Let me set you free.” I said before connecting our lips again.
Much to my surprise she started kissing me back. A soft slow kiss that quickly became more heated. I placed a hand on the side of her face as I ran my tongue across her lips. She moved onto my lap straddling me, holding my head in her hands as she parted her lips, and I savored in the taste of her. Moving one of her hands to the back of my head she gripped my hair in her fingers, and pulled us closer gripping my shirt in the other hand. Was this really going to happen. I placed my hands on her hips, and moved them around and up her back taking the zipper of her dress between my fingers.
I pulled my lips from her’s, and kissed down her neck as I eased the zipper down, the fingers of my other hand gliding down the soft skin of her back as I did. A gasp escaped as I found a sweet spot on her neck. Kissing and nibbling at it softly, I ran my fingers up her arms, and glided down the straps of her dress, pulling it down to her waist. This was going to happen. She was going to be mine. I pulled away from her neck and gazed into her eyes searching for any kind of doubt. All that filled her eyes was lust and want. Everything was going to fall into place. I had to be careful though. Stay in control. If she saw the giant S on my shoulder it would be over right then and there.
She connected our lips, and I flipped us over so she was on her back. Breaking the kiss I made my way down her neck. Placing soft kisses on her her collar I kept moving down gripping her dress in my hands. She moved her hands up to rest on either sides of her head as I kissed the top of her full chest and cleavage. Making my way down her stomach, I pulled the dress the rest of the way down as I sat myself up on my knees. Tossing it to the floor I gazed over the beauty laid out before me. Her body once littered with scars now lay flawless as I stared at her. “You remind me of home.” I whispered gliding my fingers up her milky white thighs. “How?” she asked softly as our eyes met. “All these years out here, and you still have the snow white complexion.” I said as I started kissing up her thigh.
A smile graced her lips as I continued my way back up to meet those lips. She started to unbutton my shirt as I snaked my arms around her to unclasp her strapless bra. As she ran her hands up my chest, I pulled her bra away, and tossed it to meet her dress on the floor. She reached my shoulders, and started easing my shirt down. I quickly moved down to her soft breast taking a nipple into my mouth as I rubbed circles with my thumb over the other. She forgot about taking my shirt off as a moan escaped her, and she gripped my hair again. I teased her pink nub with my tongue as I sucked on it slightly before turning my attention to the other.
I ran a hand down her flat stomach and slowly into her panties. I let a groan slip when I felt the slick wet heat that awaited me. A sweet moan emitted when I started rubbing circles on her swollen clit. I added a little pressure as I quicken my pace. Her breathing got heavier as I made my way back down. Her gasps and moans ceased when I removed my fingers, and pulled her panties off. Her slick folds glistened, wet with anticipation. I wanted a taste first.
I parted her with my tongue, watching as she closed her eyes, and balled the sheets up in her fists. Her sweet taste exploding on my tongue as I ran it up to her clit. She moaned a little louder when I flicked it a few times before wrapping my lips around it. Sucking a little, I continued to move my tongue faster. Arching her back, she started rocking her hips when I eased in a finger into her tight core. I added another as her moans got louder fueling the fire burning in me. I don’t think I could get any harder. Her walls started to clinch tighter around my fingers with every stroke over her soft bundle of nerves deep inside of her. Crying out, and arching her back even higher, her walls clamped tight around my fingers as she came. I lapped up every last bit of her savoring the sweet taste.
I withdrew my fingers, and sat up on my knees as I wiped mouth with my hand. Her eyes were still closed, a hand resting on her chest as she tried to regain her breath. I took the opportunity to remove my clothes, and roll her on her side. Moving behind her, I laid on my shoulder with my tattoo. I pressed up against her back, and ran my hand up her body to her face. Turning her head I kissed her as I hooked my arm under her leg and lifted it. Lining myself up at her core, I eased into her. Her walls felt like silk as they held tightly to me.
I placed my arm under her head, and she leaned back further onto me. I kissed down her neck as I started moving in and out of her. I rested her leg on mine, and reached up grabbing her breast in my hand. Teasing the nipple with my fingers, she moaned, and started rocking her hips meeting each of my thrusts. I ran my tongue up her neck, and nibbled on her earlobe. I felt a shiver run through her, and she started rocking her hips faster causing me to pick up my pace. Her moans echoed through the room like sweet music as I slammed into her over and over again. “Oh God Corey.” she moaned out as her walls started to clinch again.
I wasn’t far behind her. This woman was amazing. Soft, tight, her sweet sounds, all adding to the fire inside. Then I heard it. The scream I tried so hard to get that first night as she came hard all over my dick. The scream that sent me over inside her tightly clinched pussy almost keeping me from moving at all. I moaned out as I filled her. Riding out our highs, I kissed her hard and hungry. Reaching a hand up to my face, she returned it with just as much force.
Pulling away, I rested my head against the back of her neck as I tried to catch my breath. Holding her close to me, I pulled out of her, and wrapped my arm around her. She turned to face me, a small, satisfied smile on her lips. I ran a hand down the side of her face as I gazed into those beautiful eyes. “Stay with me?” I asked against her lips. “Yes.” she whispered before pressing her lips to mine. My head was spinning. I couldn’t believe she was here in my arms, and was going to stay.
She broke the kiss, and pecked my lips before snuggling into my neck. I held her close, and pulled the blanket over us. It was late, and tomorrow I had work to do. I hope this works. I’ll tell her after I pay her debt. Maybe if I already have it done, it will be easier for me to get her to forgive me. For now though I’ll savor the time I have. Tomorrow she’ll know everything.

Notes

Yes Lzzy and Arejay will be James' children in this....