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No Pulse Inside of Me

Chapter 19

Brian’s POV:
Well here it comes. Everything I’ve worked so hard for with her is just going to come crashing down around me, and I’m going back to square one. “I’m sorry.” Wait. What? “I should have never went out with him.” she said facing me as I closed the door. “No, you shouldn’t have.” I said kind of bitter. I was still pissed about it. “And you shouldn’t have hit him.” she said anger flashing in her eyes. “And I’ve apologized for that! You didn’t have to go out with him.” “I’m not rude, Brian I wasn’t going to cancel on him.” she said softly. “Whatever.” I said rolling my eyes. “Quit being a fucking girl! I won’t tolerate jealousy like that, especially when we haven’t even established anything yet.” Yet? Wait did she just call me a fucking girl? Was she saying it was going to happen? Oh no I wasn’t letting this go that easy. “What makes you think I even want to anymore?” I asked cold crossing my arms over my chest. I saw the sadness flood into her eyes, and yea I did feel like a complete dick at the moment, but she needed to know that she hurt me. Even if nothing has been established “yet“. “D-do you not want to?” she asked her voice cracking as tears brimmed her eyes. Yes I do damn it. Ugh I am a fucking girl. “Do you?” she nodded. No I wanna hear you say it. “I’m sorry I didn’t hear you.” I stated as I started to close the distance. “Yes.” there it is. “Then its established. No more dates with other guys-” “No more jealousy.” she interrupted me, “No more jealousy. I promise to keep it in check.” I said pulling her into me. “I’m not going anywhere,” she said running her hands up my chest, “and it just made me feel like you didn’t trust me.” It wasn’t her it was him. He has no right to try anything, not after what he did. “It wasn’t you, I just don’t like him.” I said. “I know. I don’t know why, you won’t tell me, but I know.” “You know I can’t.” I lied. I could. Shadz called James and talked to Kirk. He told him he could answer every question she had. It was more of a choice now. “I know. Corey confirmed that.” she said. “You asked him?” I asked cocking a brow. “Well you guys won’t tell me what gang they are, so I thought maybe he would.” she said. “Did he?” “No.” Of course he didn’t, but he’s not allowed to. Its really more to keep information from getting out. The gangs may run the country, but no one is untouchable. “Well I’m sure he would if he could.” I said running my hands up and down her sides. Of course I knew that was bullshit, he wouldn’t say a fucking thing. “I know. I just hate being in the dark, but I know you have your reasons.” she said hooking her arms under mine as she rested her head on my chest. I wrapped my arms around her, and held her close to me. She was mine. Finally. I pulled away slightly, and looked down at her. Her eyes met mine with a soft smile. I gently placed a soft kiss to her lips that she immediately returned. It wasn’t anything heated. I didn’t want to push her too far, not tonight. Breaking the kiss I pulled away from her. Taking both of her hands in mine I lead her to the bed. We climbed in, and she snuggled into my chest as I wrapped my arms around her. I kissed the top of her head when she placed one on my chest. Whispering goodnight I smirked to myself. Maybe tomorrow.
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Tammy’s POV:
I woke to the sun warming my face. The protective tattooed arms I’ve grown to need still wrapped tightly around me. I thought for a moment that I had fucked up big time. I almost walked out of the room after he asked me that, but I knew I hurt him, and he was just trying to hide it. I turned to face him. He was still sleeping peacefully, a small smile on his face. A smile graced my lips. He looked so innocent sleeping there. No signs of the hardened criminal everyone has grown to see.
I kissed the corner of his mouth feeling his smile get wider. I’m really surprised he didn’t try anything last night. I hadn’t planned on stopping him. He’s always been respectful of my boundaries, and last night I was all prepared to give myself completely to him. “Good morning.” he said not opening his eyes. I rested my head on his arm, “Good morning.” I said giving him a smile when he cracked open his eyes. “Did you sleep well?” he asked kissing my forehead. “I always do when you’re next to me.” “Then I’ll just stay right here if that’s ok with you.” he said giving me a smirk. You sexy motherfucker. “Wouldn’t have it any other way.” I said tilting my head up kissing his lips.
It didn’t take him long to deepen the kiss. His tongue sliding in as soon as my lips parted the slightest bit. Claiming my mouth as his own, I felt him start to shift us till I was on my back his leg resting between mine. My fingers laced in his hair, I pulled him closer as the hand he had rested on my hip started to glide under my shirt. I broke the kiss long enough to catch my breath. The love and lust swirled like a hurricane in his chocolate eyes as he searched mine for approval. I was done denying him of what he wanted.
I connected our lips again in a kiss that he took as his answer as he shifted himself the rest of the way on me, both of his legs resting between mine. His hand that had stopped just below my breast was now cupping it as he teased the nipple between his fingers. Running his hand back down, he pulled up at the hem of my shirt breaking the kiss long enough to pull it over my head. Tossing my shirt somewhere, he cupped my face in his hand as he took my breath away with another kiss.
Breaking the kiss, he ran his hand down my neck and body as he sat himself up on his knees. His eyes roamed up and down my body just before he tugged at the top of my shorts pulling them down my legs antagonizing slow. Running his fingers up my thighs a smirk came across his face when he seen my purple panties, the seams trimmed in black lace. He looked up at me with a cocked brow. “What?” I asked propping myself up on my elbows my chest on full display for him, “a little birdy may have told me it was your favorite color.” I said with a slight grin. “You were going to do this last night weren’t you?” he asked as he crawled his way back up to my face amusement in his voice. “Maybe.” I whispered as he ghosted his lips over mine. My heart was racing as he eased me down our lips barely touching as I lay back.
I connected them once I was flat, and rested my hands on his hips. I could feel his rock hard cock pressed against me as our kiss got more intense and hungry. I swallowed at throaty growl from him when I rocked my hips against him. He pulled away resting his forehead against mine, his lust filled eyes piercing mine as he slammed my hips down against the sheet covered mattress. I glided my nails up his back feeling him shiver slightly as he attacked my neck with his lips. A soft moan escaped me when he reached my sweet spot, and I grabbed his ass pushing him against me arching my back so my naked chest pressed against his. “I need you now Brian.” I moaned out as I continued to grind him against me. Its been over 4 years, and he was taking to long. I’ve never been so sexually frustrated and turned on at the same time. We could save the other stuff for later.
He immediately reacted. Setting himself up on his knees, his boxers doing nothing to hide his hard on, he roughly yanked my panties down my legs. A smirk came across his face when his eyes met my neatly trimmed mound “That’s right you’re a blonde.” he said running his fingers up my inner thigh. A groan escaped him as his fingers parted my slick folds feeling just how wet I really was for him. I gently started to rock my hips against his fingers as he started rubbing my swollen clit. I closed my eyes getting lost in the feeling of euphoria as I moaned softly. I felt him push a finger into me as he replaced his fingers with his thumb. My moans only got louder as he started pumping his finger in and out of me, adding another moments later as he increased his pace. I gripped the sheets as I arched my back rocking my hips faster fucking his fingers. The almost forgotten feeling of climax was starting to build in the pit of my stomach. “Fuck.” I heard him whisper as he matched my pace, brushing against my soft bundle of nerves with each stroke of his fingers. He took one of my harden nipples into his mouth, sucking gently as he teased it with his tongue and teeth. I started to see stars behind my closed lids as the hot ball inside of me burst, crying out as I felt wave after wave of pleasure flow through me.
Breathing heavy, I opened my eyes to be met with the intense lust filled gaze of Brian’s as he road out my orgasm with his fingers. He crashed his lips to mine pushing his tongue forcefully into my mouth as he dominated it with hunger. Pulling his fingers out of me, he broke the kiss, and brought them to his mouth cleaning off my juices. “Mmm,” he moaned out as he shift himself to hover over me, “I kind wish I had done that with my tongue now.” he said low and husky sending shivers down my spine. “Maybe next time.” I whispered against his lips gliding my fingers down his chest and stomach stopping at the waist band of his boxers.
I hooked a finger under the elastic, and ran it along the underside of the waist band. I connected our lips as I slid the rest of the way to his throbbing cock. Wrapping my hand around it, I slowly started moving my hand up and down his thick shaft. I hear him constantly give Matt shit about his horse cock all while keeping his own a secret. Pulling his boxers down a little with my other hand, I let it spring free from it confinements. I gripped him just below the head that had precum already leaking out of it, and started rubbing circles with my thumb over the tip of his dick.
Pulling our lips apart, he rested his head on mine again, and looked down at my hand wrapped around his cock. I tightened my grip as I started pumping him slow at first. His breathing picked up as he watched my hand move faster while I started rubbing the palm of my hand over the head of his dick with each stroke down. I heard him moan softly as I increased the pace a little more, my grip tightening again slightly. I pulled his boxers down the rest of the way with my toes as I continued to stroke him.
Of course he wouldn’t let me get him off. Yanking my hand away, he pinned it to my side. “Not yet.” he whispered I think more to himself then me. Locking our gazes, he grabbed his cock, and ran the head up and down my dripping slit a few times before stopping at my entrance. He pushed his lips to mine as he started to enter me, swallowing my moans of pain and pleasure. I knew it would hurt a little, its been awhile, but it wasn’t as intense as I thought it would be. “Jesus Christ you’re fucking tight.” he breathed out as he filled me completely. “Yea well you’re not exactly small either.” I said breathless. He let out a small chuckle, and kissed my lips as he started thrusting soft and gently.
I hooked my arms under his resting my hands on his shoulders while he wrapped his around me holding us as close as possible. I started rocking my hips against his hoping he would catch on that I wanted him to go faster. Which he did pulling away from our tongue war as he propped himself up a little. Harder and faster he thrusted building that hot ball of fire waiting to erupt inside of me. Our panting and moans echoed through the room getting louder with each passing moment.
Wrapping an arm around my waist, he sat us up on his knees thrusting hard deep inside of me. Gripping my hair in his other hand, he pulled back my head as he attacked my neck and collar with his tongue and mouth. I slammed down on him rocking my hip with each motion meeting his thrusts my climax building to the point of explosion. “Brian.” I moaned out when he took one of my harden nipples into his mouth, releasing my hair and cupping the other. My moans turned into screams of pleasure when the fire finally exploded sending the heated waves of ecstasy to crash through me.
He gripped my hips firmly, thrusting a few more times in my tightly clenched pussy, “God damn it.” he moaned out spilling his hot thick cum inside of me. Locking our lips in a hot passionate kiss, we road out our orgasms. “Wow.” he whispered breathless breaking the kiss as we held on to each other trying to catch our breath. I giggled a little resting my head on his shoulder, “Agreed.” I whispered. This man has no idea what he's in for. I smirked. You see when you're forced to do things, you learn things. Why not put those things to good use.

Notes

Well he didn't wait very long into tomorrow :)

Comments

I would be interested in a rewrite if that’s what you feel like you wanna do. I would read the new version too, even though I don’t find anything wrong with the original.

megan20089 megan20089
9/27/19

Love love love this story, wI'll definitely be reading it again. I'm starting the sequel can't wait. You are a great writer and this story is amazing.

LitaA7x LitaA7x
9/6/16

@xSilverPearlx
I did! I started it as soon as I finished this one and I'm already subscribed to your new one as well :) I really enjoy your writing style! Like I said, keep it up!

@Metal Chick From Hell
Wow, thank you!! Im glad people are still enjoying this. I still haven't decided if I want to rewrite it yet or not :/

@AGirlIKnowNamedLarisa
Hey, better late than never. Like my reply to your comment XD. Im so horrible about that. Hope you enjoyed the sequel. If you've gotten to it yet. I have another story going if you want to check that one out too. Im a little slow updating on it, but I would love to see you there :)

xSilverPearlx xSilverPearlx
5/19/16

I'm reading this story again for the 5th time. It's honestly the best story I have ever read!