Crashed
What Do You Mean He Is Gone?
I woke up with the sun in my face again and I really needed to shut the curtains before I go to bed. I laid there looking up at the ceiling feeling a strange feeling coming over me that I couldn’t explain. It’s like feeling dread when you find out something bad. I couldn’t really tell what was going on so I shook it out of my mind and got of bed and went over to my closet to get some clothes for a shower. I stepped into the bathroom locking the door behind me and turning on the water. The feeling came back to me and this time I just couldn’t shake it. What the hell am I feeling? After I got out of the shower cleaned and refreshed, the feelings still hadn’t gone from my body. I didn’t like the feeling I was getting and I think maybe Jimmy could explain what’s going on. I left my room and went downstairs on the hunt for Jimmy. I walked into the kitchen and he was sitting at the bar.
“Jimmy?” I said going over and leaning on the counter in front of him.
“How’s it going Jay? I heard you were fucking awesome at fighting and amazing at shooting.”
“Thanks Jimmy but I need to talk to you about something.” I said looking down for a second before looking back up at him.
“What’s going on?”
“I have this weird feeling. I can’t really describe it but I don’t like it at all.” I said honestly.
“A feeling? You mean like something bad is going to happen?”
“It feels like it but I just can’t put my finger on why I’m feeling something like this.” I said really confused.
“I’ve never personally experienced anything like that so I have no idea what it is.”
“It’s just so aggravating.” I said and I looked over at the doorway and seen Shadows standing there. Jimmy turned around and Shads had the look of despair on his face.
“Jay…I need to talk to you privately for a few minutes.” I nodded and he motioned me over to him and I followed him back to the familiar office. He sat down on the corner of his desk while I sat back in the chair. The feeling got stronger the longer the silence presented itself to the room.
“What did you need to talk to me about?” I asked breaking the silence.
“Jay…I just got a phone call…your father has been killed.”
“What?” I said raising a brow.
“He’s gone.”
“What the hell do you mean he’s gone?” I questioned.
“Jay, the security that was protecting your father was ambushed and your father was killed. There was nothing no one could do for him.”
“He…he can’t be gone!” I said shaking my head and standing up and walking away from him. I felt a hand on my shoulder but I didn’t look up at him.
“I’m sorry Jay.” I ran my hands down my face feeling the anger boiling the blood in my veins.
“Was it Jacoby’s men?” I asked breathing heavily.
“Yes it was.” I growled lowly and stormed out of his office and I could hear him right behind me. Jimmy and Syn came from out of the kitchen and I pushed right through them ignoring the shouts from Shadows. I flung open the door and went out into the yard and looked around.
“I’ll get you Jacoby! I’ll fucking hunt you down like the fucking dog you are and fucking rip your goddamn heart out you son of a bitch!!” I yelled at the top of my lungs. I felt myself being picked up and carried into the house and I struggled against the person. I was placed back on my feet and I looked into the eyes of Shadows.
“You can’t go out there Jay! One of his men could have blown your head off.”
“I don’t give a fuck! He’s killed the only family I have left!” I said yelling and pointing to the window. A single tear fell from my eyes and Shadows pulled me to him. I tried to push him away but he wasn’t letting me go. I couldn’t hold in the tears anymore and they came out like a waterfall. Shadows sat down bring me with him and letting me cry. I felt his rough thumb brush away the tears and I looked straight ahead with no emotion settling into my face. I can’t believe he’s…he’s gone.
~~~~~~~~~~~~SHADOW’S POV~~~~~~~~~~~~
When I brushed the tears off of her face she had no more emotion in her eyes or face and she looked like she was in a trance. I waved my hand in front of her face and she never flinched or blinked. She looked spaced out but I wouldn’t blame her for being this way. She’s lost her mother and now her father to Jacoby and his band of killers. I let go of her and she never moved a muscle. The only thing that actually moved on her was her chest where she was breathing. I snapped my fingers in her face and she never blinked. I shook my head as Jimmy and Syn came into the living room.
“Shads? What’s going on?” I got up from my seat on the couch and took them into the kitchen.
“I just found out her father was killed by Jacoby’s men.” I said as Vengeance and Christ came into the room.
“What’s up with Jay? I said hello to her and she didn’t reply. She’s just staring straight ahead.”
“Shads had to tell Jay that her father is dead.” Jimmy said looking through the doorway. I knew he was looking at Jay. He shook his head as he looked around at us.
“When did this happen?”
“Just about 10 minutes ago.” I said to Vengeance.
“What are we going to do?”
“Now that Jack is dead, Jacoby will be trying to get Jay. I want the guards on 24 hour security watch and all alarms to be set.” I instructed and they all left leaving me alone in the kitchen. I sighed and grabbed a bottle of Jack Daniels from the freezer and a shot glass from the cabinet.
I sat down at the bar and took a few shots before putting the JD back into the freezer. I left the kitchen and looked at Jay as she still sat in the same place. She hadn’t moved an inch. I went on passed the living room and upstairs to my office. I closed the door behind me and sat down at my desk. I made several phone calls and set up a funeral service for Jack just like I had for Grace. I had also called my alias and told them about what happened to Jack and how Jacoby would be coming after Jay if they had an opening. I told them to be ready at the moment I called in case they take her which they won’t be able to. Not as long as I am breathing air.
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Our cook had come and gotten me for dinner and I left my office and went down the stairs. Jay was still sitting there. I sighed and went into the living room and pulled her up. She was still spaced out and I knew she would need a shot and something to eat. I led her into the kitchen where the guys sat around eating but they quit when they saw me leading Jay into the room. I pulled out her chair as she stood there and I pushed her gently down into the chair. Rylyn placed a plate of food down in front of her and she never glanced at it.
“Is she still out of it?”
“Yeah.” I said nodding before sitting down and eating. When we all finished, she hadn’t eaten any food. “Syn go into my office and grab her bottle of insulin and needle.” I asked and he got up and ran up the stairs. He came back minutes later and I filled up the needle and stuck it into her arm. She never looked over at me or moved.
“Should I wrap her food?” I shook my head no and lifted her out of the seat and took her into the living room where again she never made a move. I glanced over at her several times as we watched TV and she never once moved. She’s taking this very rough. I got up from my seat on the couch and walked into the kitchen where Rylyn was washing the dishes.
“Ry, I have a favor to ask of you.” I said leaning my back against the counter.
“Anything I can do, just name it.”
“Tomorrow we have a funeral service to go to at 5 in the afternoon. Can you have Jay bathed and dressed?” I asked looking over at her.
“Of course sir.” She nodded and I left the kitchen and went back into the living room. I checked the windows in the living room and made sure every security camera was on. I picked her up and carried her upstairs. I opened her bedroom door and laid her down in bed covering her up and she never moved. I placed my hand on her head and nothing happened. I left her room shutting the door behind me and sighing. I was on my way to my bedroom when Jamison, one of our security guards, came into view.
“Jamison, where are you stationed?” I asked putting my hands into my jeans pocket.
“I’m supposed to be walking the grounds with Carl and Eric.”
“I want you and Eric to be outside her bedroom door.” I commanded and he nodded. He took a radio off his belt and called for Eric as I opened my bedroom door and slipped into the room. I checked my room and made sure the windows and everything were locked down tightly before stripping down to my boxers and climbing into my bed. I reached over on the nightstand and pulled out a handgun and made sure it was loaded and put on safety before putting it under my pillow and covering myself. I laid my head down on the pillow and drifted off to sleep minutes later.
“Jimmy?” I said going over and leaning on the counter in front of him.
“How’s it going Jay? I heard you were fucking awesome at fighting and amazing at shooting.”
“Thanks Jimmy but I need to talk to you about something.” I said looking down for a second before looking back up at him.
“What’s going on?”
“I have this weird feeling. I can’t really describe it but I don’t like it at all.” I said honestly.
“A feeling? You mean like something bad is going to happen?”
“It feels like it but I just can’t put my finger on why I’m feeling something like this.” I said really confused.
“I’ve never personally experienced anything like that so I have no idea what it is.”
“It’s just so aggravating.” I said and I looked over at the doorway and seen Shadows standing there. Jimmy turned around and Shads had the look of despair on his face.
“Jay…I need to talk to you privately for a few minutes.” I nodded and he motioned me over to him and I followed him back to the familiar office. He sat down on the corner of his desk while I sat back in the chair. The feeling got stronger the longer the silence presented itself to the room.
“What did you need to talk to me about?” I asked breaking the silence.
“Jay…I just got a phone call…your father has been killed.”
“What?” I said raising a brow.
“He’s gone.”
“What the hell do you mean he’s gone?” I questioned.
“Jay, the security that was protecting your father was ambushed and your father was killed. There was nothing no one could do for him.”
“He…he can’t be gone!” I said shaking my head and standing up and walking away from him. I felt a hand on my shoulder but I didn’t look up at him.
“I’m sorry Jay.” I ran my hands down my face feeling the anger boiling the blood in my veins.
“Was it Jacoby’s men?” I asked breathing heavily.
“Yes it was.” I growled lowly and stormed out of his office and I could hear him right behind me. Jimmy and Syn came from out of the kitchen and I pushed right through them ignoring the shouts from Shadows. I flung open the door and went out into the yard and looked around.
“I’ll get you Jacoby! I’ll fucking hunt you down like the fucking dog you are and fucking rip your goddamn heart out you son of a bitch!!” I yelled at the top of my lungs. I felt myself being picked up and carried into the house and I struggled against the person. I was placed back on my feet and I looked into the eyes of Shadows.
“You can’t go out there Jay! One of his men could have blown your head off.”
“I don’t give a fuck! He’s killed the only family I have left!” I said yelling and pointing to the window. A single tear fell from my eyes and Shadows pulled me to him. I tried to push him away but he wasn’t letting me go. I couldn’t hold in the tears anymore and they came out like a waterfall. Shadows sat down bring me with him and letting me cry. I felt his rough thumb brush away the tears and I looked straight ahead with no emotion settling into my face. I can’t believe he’s…he’s gone.
~~~~~~~~~~~~SHADOW’S POV~~~~~~~~~~~~
When I brushed the tears off of her face she had no more emotion in her eyes or face and she looked like she was in a trance. I waved my hand in front of her face and she never flinched or blinked. She looked spaced out but I wouldn’t blame her for being this way. She’s lost her mother and now her father to Jacoby and his band of killers. I let go of her and she never moved a muscle. The only thing that actually moved on her was her chest where she was breathing. I snapped my fingers in her face and she never blinked. I shook my head as Jimmy and Syn came into the living room.
“Shads? What’s going on?” I got up from my seat on the couch and took them into the kitchen.
“I just found out her father was killed by Jacoby’s men.” I said as Vengeance and Christ came into the room.
“What’s up with Jay? I said hello to her and she didn’t reply. She’s just staring straight ahead.”
“Shads had to tell Jay that her father is dead.” Jimmy said looking through the doorway. I knew he was looking at Jay. He shook his head as he looked around at us.
“When did this happen?”
“Just about 10 minutes ago.” I said to Vengeance.
“What are we going to do?”
“Now that Jack is dead, Jacoby will be trying to get Jay. I want the guards on 24 hour security watch and all alarms to be set.” I instructed and they all left leaving me alone in the kitchen. I sighed and grabbed a bottle of Jack Daniels from the freezer and a shot glass from the cabinet.
I sat down at the bar and took a few shots before putting the JD back into the freezer. I left the kitchen and looked at Jay as she still sat in the same place. She hadn’t moved an inch. I went on passed the living room and upstairs to my office. I closed the door behind me and sat down at my desk. I made several phone calls and set up a funeral service for Jack just like I had for Grace. I had also called my alias and told them about what happened to Jack and how Jacoby would be coming after Jay if they had an opening. I told them to be ready at the moment I called in case they take her which they won’t be able to. Not as long as I am breathing air.
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Our cook had come and gotten me for dinner and I left my office and went down the stairs. Jay was still sitting there. I sighed and went into the living room and pulled her up. She was still spaced out and I knew she would need a shot and something to eat. I led her into the kitchen where the guys sat around eating but they quit when they saw me leading Jay into the room. I pulled out her chair as she stood there and I pushed her gently down into the chair. Rylyn placed a plate of food down in front of her and she never glanced at it.
“Is she still out of it?”
“Yeah.” I said nodding before sitting down and eating. When we all finished, she hadn’t eaten any food. “Syn go into my office and grab her bottle of insulin and needle.” I asked and he got up and ran up the stairs. He came back minutes later and I filled up the needle and stuck it into her arm. She never looked over at me or moved.
“Should I wrap her food?” I shook my head no and lifted her out of the seat and took her into the living room where again she never made a move. I glanced over at her several times as we watched TV and she never once moved. She’s taking this very rough. I got up from my seat on the couch and walked into the kitchen where Rylyn was washing the dishes.
“Ry, I have a favor to ask of you.” I said leaning my back against the counter.
“Anything I can do, just name it.”
“Tomorrow we have a funeral service to go to at 5 in the afternoon. Can you have Jay bathed and dressed?” I asked looking over at her.
“Of course sir.” She nodded and I left the kitchen and went back into the living room. I checked the windows in the living room and made sure every security camera was on. I picked her up and carried her upstairs. I opened her bedroom door and laid her down in bed covering her up and she never moved. I placed my hand on her head and nothing happened. I left her room shutting the door behind me and sighing. I was on my way to my bedroom when Jamison, one of our security guards, came into view.
“Jamison, where are you stationed?” I asked putting my hands into my jeans pocket.
“I’m supposed to be walking the grounds with Carl and Eric.”
“I want you and Eric to be outside her bedroom door.” I commanded and he nodded. He took a radio off his belt and called for Eric as I opened my bedroom door and slipped into the room. I checked my room and made sure the windows and everything were locked down tightly before stripping down to my boxers and climbing into my bed. I reached over on the nightstand and pulled out a handgun and made sure it was loaded and put on safety before putting it under my pillow and covering myself. I laid my head down on the pillow and drifted off to sleep minutes later.
Notes
comments= updatesso in my area of TN...the weatherman said we're going to have another round of bad weather on Friday the 25...I'm going to try and get as much updates in as I can tonight and some maybe tomorrow
I read the first chapter and i thought the same, this sounds exactly like 23. I'm not reading the rest. Anyone that wants to read the original should look up 23 and the sequel 24. Can't tell me they don't sound similar.
7/25/13