Crashed
You Will Feel My Pain
I opened my eyes to light shinging into the room and I looked around seeing I was back in my bedroom but I don't remember walking up here last night. I guess I must have feel asleep while watching the movie with the guys. I sat up in bed stretching my arms over my head and breathing in the smell of food which made my stomach growl loudly. I laughed slightly before putting my hand on my stomach and getting out of bed. I walked into the bathroom and did my business before leaving my room all together. I went downstairs where I could hear plates being moved around in the kitchen. I entered the kitchen to see the guys sitting down and already eating. I filled me up a plate and said a round of good mornings to everyone which they replied right back.
"Jay, I need to see you after breakfast." Shadows said and I nodded and continued to eat. The food was exceptionally good this morning so I ate about 3 more plates than I usually do before I was finally full. I left my plate at the table and left the kitchen before Shadows even finished and I went into the living room and flopped down on the couch.
"Jay please come with me." I nodded to Shadows and got up from my seat on the couch and I followed him up to his office where he let me in first and I sat down in front of his desk. He shut the door as he came in and then sat behind his huge Oak desk.
"Jay, what are you planning on doing with Jacoby? I can't stand him being here any longer."
"I'll get to that tonight Shads but for now I would like to see him." I said and he nodded pulling open a drawer on his desk and grabbing a set of keys from it before motioning me to follow him. I did and he led me down a series of stairs before we got to a steel door where he punched in some numbers before unlocking the door manually.
I looked and seen Jacoby hanging on the wall with his toes barely able to touch the floor. He looked up at me with a swollen right eye and several cuts on his face. Damn the guys really did go to town on his ass. We went into the room and Shads flicked on a overhead light which made Jacoby close his eyes for only a minute.
"You going to say something or are you going to just stand there and fucking stare at me you bitch."
"As I can recall, I made you my bitch at your own home. So shut the fuck up!" I said before slapping him hard across the face making sure my long nails could cut his cheek deeply. He turned his head and then looked back at me with hate.
"You can look at me like that all you want but it isn't going to change the fact that you won't leave here alive." I said smirking.
"Why don't you just do it and get your satisfaction?"
"You'll die but you'll have to feel all the pain I felt when you killed my mom and dad plus the pain you caused me while you had me in your claws." I said smiling evilily.
"I won't break."
"Oh you will. I'll break every fucking bone in your body until you're not wanting to hold on and live." I said grabbing him under the chin and forcing him to look up at me. He spit in my face and I let him go roughly before punching him as hard as I could in the face. I watched as his head slumped down and I grabbed it back and put my lips close to his ear.
"I will enjoy giving you everything you deserve. You'll wish for death to come fast and quick so you won't have to suffer." I whispered before letting his head hang limply.
"He doesn't get one ounce of food or water until I say he does." I said left the room not even waiting for Shadows to answer. I left his office once I got to it and went back into my room leaving the door open.
I went into my closet grabbing the box from the floor and bring it out and sitting down on the bed with the box in my lap. I slung off the top and pulled out my belt and going through everything untl I found my 2 knives. I set the box aside and held them in my hands. I heard a knock on my door and I looked up to see Vengeance.
"Hey come on in. I'm just trying to figure out how I should go about killing Jacoby." I said putting the knives aside and getting up and going back into the closet.
"I'm sure you'll figure out something."
"I guess so...Did you need something?" I asked looking through my clothes for something to wear.
"Well since Jacoby is locked up down in the basement and all of his men are dead, I was wondering if you would like to go with me and Jimmy to the Mall for the day."
"Sure. Just let me hop in the shower and get changed and I'll see you guys downstairs." I said nodding as I left the closet.
"Alright cool. I'll let Jimmy know it will be a few minutes." I nodded and he left the room. I grabbed some underclothing from the dresser and went into the bathroom. I locked the door and turned on the water to let it warm up before I could get in and start bathing.
I pulled my shirt over my head and looked at the healed burn marks that were still visable on my flesh. I touched some of the burn scars on my side and they felt so rough. I sighed to myself before taking the rest of my clothes off and getting into the shower. Halfway through my shower I started feeling something wrong with me but I shook it away and continued. I got out of the shower and dried off before putting on my clothes and exiting the bathroom with the dirty clothes. I placed them into the hamper and went over to the dresser and brushed my hair just deciding on letting it air dry. I opened the middle drawer and pulled out my gun concealer and put it on and snapping it across my stomach. I put both my loaded Beretta and 44 in the holsters and then put a button up black and green flannel shirt on leaving it unbuttoned.
I sat down on the bed grabbing my shoes and slipping them on before leaving my room and going downstairs. I peeked into the living room where Jimmy and Vengeance were sitting on the couch watching some TV. I guess to pass the time by until I was ready to head out with them.
"You guys seem ready." I said chuckling. Jimmy jumped over the couch and over to me picking me up bridial style.
"We are ready my Lady!"
"Onward tall man!" I said with just as much excitement as he had. He ran out of the house and ran cirlces around the car before planting me on my feet. I took a few steps and I started to get that feeling again and I stumbled a little bit.
"Are you okay?"
"I'm fine Jimmy. I'm just a little dizzy. I guess from being spun around too much." I said and we got into the car and headed away from the property. I swear if Jimmy's driving doesn't kill anyone by the time we get to the mall, I'll do it myself. Jimmy screeched to a hault in a parking space and I looked over at him and shook my head before getting out.
"Next time I'm driving." I said sighing as we walked into the building.
"Hey I got us here alive didn't I?"
"Don't Jinx it Jimbo." I said shaking my head and he grabbed my hand and led me to a Hot Topic store where he handed me things that he said he thought I would like. Of course I looked through everything and I did like most of it but some I put back.
Jimmy paid for everything both of us got and I was really enjoying the day but I needed to keep focused on the task to come. I needed to figure out a way where no one would interfer in my destroying Jacoby. We went through some more shops before sitting down to have a bite to eat. Jimmy and Vengeance were talking about somethig but I really wasn't paying any attention but the feeling came back to me. I tried to shake it off but it wasn't going away this time. My eyes felt heavy but I forced them to stay open. After we ate Vengeance took my trash and threw it away.
"More stores?" Jimmy asked and I nodded. I got to my feet but my knees went weak and I fell to the cold floor out like a light.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~SHADOWS' POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I had instructed the guards not to let anyone come down to the basement to give Jacoby anything before leaving my office and going downstairs to get something to eat when the front door busted open and Jimmy flew past me with Jay in his arms. I caught Vengeance as he came through the door.
"What's going on?" I asked grabbing his arm.
"Jay just passed out in the middle of the mall. Jimmy said her breath smelled sweet so we rushed her back here." I let him go and ran down the hall and right into the room where Jimmy had her lying on a table with an IV already in her arm.
"Jimmy, what's wrong with Jay?" I asked him hoping to get some kind of answer.
"Evidently through all the chaos of the past few days, she forgot to take her insulin. I've got her started on an Insulin drip so she should be fine in a few hours."
"Fuck! How could we forget something like this?" I asked angry with myself.
"Shads these things happen so just calm down. The past few days has been hectic and things slip our minds sometimes."
"I'll be up in my office so please come and get me when she wakes up." I said running a hand through my hair.
"Don't worry I will." I nodded and left the room. I was no longer hungry so I went up to my office and grabbed a beer from the fridge across the room before sitting behind my desk. I popped the top open and chugged half the contents before placing it on my desk.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~JAY'S POV~~~~~~~~~~~~
I squinted my eyes in the brightly lit room and lifted one of my hands up to cut off the light before sitting up on the table. I blinked a few times before looking about the medical ward. What the hell am I doing here? I looked down at my arm and seen the tube in there and then trailed my eyes up to the bag that hung from the IV stand. I pushed the bag over a little and seen it was an Insulin drip. Shit! I hadn't taken any for days! No wonder I passed out in the mall...The door opened and Jimmy appeared and a smile formed on his face.
"Good to see you awake. I guess we forgot to remind you to take your insulin."
"It's okay but it wasn't anyone's fault. I guess with all the shit that has happened over the last few days, it slipped all of our minds." I said smiling.
"That's exactly what I told Shadows when he was in here. Now I need to see what your blood sugar is and if it's okay then I can take that out and you can go see him." I nodded and I held out my finger and he used a sugar tester to take some blood and put it on a little thin strip.
"120...that's better than what it was."
"What was it when I was brought back home?" I asked as he walked over to the trash and throwing away the strip.
"It was 45."
"Wow." I said in shock as he took out the IV from my arm. He placed a small cotton ball on the bend of my elbow and I raised my arm letting it sit there for a while.
"Anything happen while I was out of it, so to speak?" I asked hopping off the table.
"Nothing exciting. Shadows order the guards not to let anyone go to Jacoby with anything. What was that all about?"
"I asked Shadows to make sure no one brings him food or water until I say so." I said taking the cotton and putting it into the trash.
"Alright. I think Shads would be pleased to see you."
"My thoughts exactly. Can you go into the kitchen and have one of the girls fix a sandwich and bring some water up to Shads office?" I asked going to the door with him.
"Sure."
"Thanks." I said leaving the room and we split up. I climbed the stairs and went to his office door where I knocked.
"I don't want to be disturbed at the moment." I heard Shads say so I knocked again.
"Please go away and I won't ask nicely again." I knocked again and contained my laughter.
"Stop knocking on my goddamn door and go the fuck away!" I smiled to myself and knocked on the door again. I heard footsteps coming to the door and then it swung open.
"Jay?"
"Yeah...I was wondering if I could see Jacoby." I said and he nodded stepping aside. I came through the door and he shut it behind me.
"First I would like to talk to you." I said turning around to face him.
"Sure."
"I have some food and water coming for Jacoby and then after he's finished with it, I'll be waiting down stairs in the cage." I said smiling.
"Why in the cage?"
"You'll see." I said smirking and then there was another knock on the door. Shadows opened it and one of the girls stood there with a plate and a bottle of water. I went over to her and took it from her and ushered her away. We went down the series of staircases before coming to the large door again. The guards let us go in and Jacoby hung there still. I went over to him and set the plate down on a small table.
"You can eat now and I suggest you do because after it's gone, me and you will be in a death match. I'm sure you can figure out what goes on." I said picking up the sandwich and holding it for him to eat it. He opened his mouth and took a bite of it.
"Carl!" I yelled and he came into the room.
"Yes Ma'am?"
"Make sure he's fed the food given and then bring him to the cage where I'll be waiting." I said and he nodded taking the sandwich from me and feeding Jacoby. I left the room with Shads and we went back to his office. I gave him a quick goodbye before heading to my room. I took off my gun concealer and went over to my bed grabbing the 2 knives and putting one in the back of my jeans. I left my room and went down stairs and straight to the cage where the fighting would be starting in only minutes. I can't wait to get my hands on him and kill him.
"Jay, I need to see you after breakfast." Shadows said and I nodded and continued to eat. The food was exceptionally good this morning so I ate about 3 more plates than I usually do before I was finally full. I left my plate at the table and left the kitchen before Shadows even finished and I went into the living room and flopped down on the couch.
"Jay please come with me." I nodded to Shadows and got up from my seat on the couch and I followed him up to his office where he let me in first and I sat down in front of his desk. He shut the door as he came in and then sat behind his huge Oak desk.
"Jay, what are you planning on doing with Jacoby? I can't stand him being here any longer."
"I'll get to that tonight Shads but for now I would like to see him." I said and he nodded pulling open a drawer on his desk and grabbing a set of keys from it before motioning me to follow him. I did and he led me down a series of stairs before we got to a steel door where he punched in some numbers before unlocking the door manually.
I looked and seen Jacoby hanging on the wall with his toes barely able to touch the floor. He looked up at me with a swollen right eye and several cuts on his face. Damn the guys really did go to town on his ass. We went into the room and Shads flicked on a overhead light which made Jacoby close his eyes for only a minute.
"You going to say something or are you going to just stand there and fucking stare at me you bitch."
"As I can recall, I made you my bitch at your own home. So shut the fuck up!" I said before slapping him hard across the face making sure my long nails could cut his cheek deeply. He turned his head and then looked back at me with hate.
"You can look at me like that all you want but it isn't going to change the fact that you won't leave here alive." I said smirking.
"Why don't you just do it and get your satisfaction?"
"You'll die but you'll have to feel all the pain I felt when you killed my mom and dad plus the pain you caused me while you had me in your claws." I said smiling evilily.
"I won't break."
"Oh you will. I'll break every fucking bone in your body until you're not wanting to hold on and live." I said grabbing him under the chin and forcing him to look up at me. He spit in my face and I let him go roughly before punching him as hard as I could in the face. I watched as his head slumped down and I grabbed it back and put my lips close to his ear.
"I will enjoy giving you everything you deserve. You'll wish for death to come fast and quick so you won't have to suffer." I whispered before letting his head hang limply.
"He doesn't get one ounce of food or water until I say he does." I said left the room not even waiting for Shadows to answer. I left his office once I got to it and went back into my room leaving the door open.
I went into my closet grabbing the box from the floor and bring it out and sitting down on the bed with the box in my lap. I slung off the top and pulled out my belt and going through everything untl I found my 2 knives. I set the box aside and held them in my hands. I heard a knock on my door and I looked up to see Vengeance.
"Hey come on in. I'm just trying to figure out how I should go about killing Jacoby." I said putting the knives aside and getting up and going back into the closet.
"I'm sure you'll figure out something."
"I guess so...Did you need something?" I asked looking through my clothes for something to wear.
"Well since Jacoby is locked up down in the basement and all of his men are dead, I was wondering if you would like to go with me and Jimmy to the Mall for the day."
"Sure. Just let me hop in the shower and get changed and I'll see you guys downstairs." I said nodding as I left the closet.
"Alright cool. I'll let Jimmy know it will be a few minutes." I nodded and he left the room. I grabbed some underclothing from the dresser and went into the bathroom. I locked the door and turned on the water to let it warm up before I could get in and start bathing.
I pulled my shirt over my head and looked at the healed burn marks that were still visable on my flesh. I touched some of the burn scars on my side and they felt so rough. I sighed to myself before taking the rest of my clothes off and getting into the shower. Halfway through my shower I started feeling something wrong with me but I shook it away and continued. I got out of the shower and dried off before putting on my clothes and exiting the bathroom with the dirty clothes. I placed them into the hamper and went over to the dresser and brushed my hair just deciding on letting it air dry. I opened the middle drawer and pulled out my gun concealer and put it on and snapping it across my stomach. I put both my loaded Beretta and 44 in the holsters and then put a button up black and green flannel shirt on leaving it unbuttoned.
I sat down on the bed grabbing my shoes and slipping them on before leaving my room and going downstairs. I peeked into the living room where Jimmy and Vengeance were sitting on the couch watching some TV. I guess to pass the time by until I was ready to head out with them.
"You guys seem ready." I said chuckling. Jimmy jumped over the couch and over to me picking me up bridial style.
"We are ready my Lady!"
"Onward tall man!" I said with just as much excitement as he had. He ran out of the house and ran cirlces around the car before planting me on my feet. I took a few steps and I started to get that feeling again and I stumbled a little bit.
"Are you okay?"
"I'm fine Jimmy. I'm just a little dizzy. I guess from being spun around too much." I said and we got into the car and headed away from the property. I swear if Jimmy's driving doesn't kill anyone by the time we get to the mall, I'll do it myself. Jimmy screeched to a hault in a parking space and I looked over at him and shook my head before getting out.
"Next time I'm driving." I said sighing as we walked into the building.
"Hey I got us here alive didn't I?"
"Don't Jinx it Jimbo." I said shaking my head and he grabbed my hand and led me to a Hot Topic store where he handed me things that he said he thought I would like. Of course I looked through everything and I did like most of it but some I put back.
Jimmy paid for everything both of us got and I was really enjoying the day but I needed to keep focused on the task to come. I needed to figure out a way where no one would interfer in my destroying Jacoby. We went through some more shops before sitting down to have a bite to eat. Jimmy and Vengeance were talking about somethig but I really wasn't paying any attention but the feeling came back to me. I tried to shake it off but it wasn't going away this time. My eyes felt heavy but I forced them to stay open. After we ate Vengeance took my trash and threw it away.
"More stores?" Jimmy asked and I nodded. I got to my feet but my knees went weak and I fell to the cold floor out like a light.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~SHADOWS' POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I had instructed the guards not to let anyone come down to the basement to give Jacoby anything before leaving my office and going downstairs to get something to eat when the front door busted open and Jimmy flew past me with Jay in his arms. I caught Vengeance as he came through the door.
"What's going on?" I asked grabbing his arm.
"Jay just passed out in the middle of the mall. Jimmy said her breath smelled sweet so we rushed her back here." I let him go and ran down the hall and right into the room where Jimmy had her lying on a table with an IV already in her arm.
"Jimmy, what's wrong with Jay?" I asked him hoping to get some kind of answer.
"Evidently through all the chaos of the past few days, she forgot to take her insulin. I've got her started on an Insulin drip so she should be fine in a few hours."
"Fuck! How could we forget something like this?" I asked angry with myself.
"Shads these things happen so just calm down. The past few days has been hectic and things slip our minds sometimes."
"I'll be up in my office so please come and get me when she wakes up." I said running a hand through my hair.
"Don't worry I will." I nodded and left the room. I was no longer hungry so I went up to my office and grabbed a beer from the fridge across the room before sitting behind my desk. I popped the top open and chugged half the contents before placing it on my desk.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~JAY'S POV~~~~~~~~~~~~
I squinted my eyes in the brightly lit room and lifted one of my hands up to cut off the light before sitting up on the table. I blinked a few times before looking about the medical ward. What the hell am I doing here? I looked down at my arm and seen the tube in there and then trailed my eyes up to the bag that hung from the IV stand. I pushed the bag over a little and seen it was an Insulin drip. Shit! I hadn't taken any for days! No wonder I passed out in the mall...The door opened and Jimmy appeared and a smile formed on his face.
"Good to see you awake. I guess we forgot to remind you to take your insulin."
"It's okay but it wasn't anyone's fault. I guess with all the shit that has happened over the last few days, it slipped all of our minds." I said smiling.
"That's exactly what I told Shadows when he was in here. Now I need to see what your blood sugar is and if it's okay then I can take that out and you can go see him." I nodded and I held out my finger and he used a sugar tester to take some blood and put it on a little thin strip.
"120...that's better than what it was."
"What was it when I was brought back home?" I asked as he walked over to the trash and throwing away the strip.
"It was 45."
"Wow." I said in shock as he took out the IV from my arm. He placed a small cotton ball on the bend of my elbow and I raised my arm letting it sit there for a while.
"Anything happen while I was out of it, so to speak?" I asked hopping off the table.
"Nothing exciting. Shadows order the guards not to let anyone go to Jacoby with anything. What was that all about?"
"I asked Shadows to make sure no one brings him food or water until I say so." I said taking the cotton and putting it into the trash.
"Alright. I think Shads would be pleased to see you."
"My thoughts exactly. Can you go into the kitchen and have one of the girls fix a sandwich and bring some water up to Shads office?" I asked going to the door with him.
"Sure."
"Thanks." I said leaving the room and we split up. I climbed the stairs and went to his office door where I knocked.
"I don't want to be disturbed at the moment." I heard Shads say so I knocked again.
"Please go away and I won't ask nicely again." I knocked again and contained my laughter.
"Stop knocking on my goddamn door and go the fuck away!" I smiled to myself and knocked on the door again. I heard footsteps coming to the door and then it swung open.
"Jay?"
"Yeah...I was wondering if I could see Jacoby." I said and he nodded stepping aside. I came through the door and he shut it behind me.
"First I would like to talk to you." I said turning around to face him.
"Sure."
"I have some food and water coming for Jacoby and then after he's finished with it, I'll be waiting down stairs in the cage." I said smiling.
"Why in the cage?"
"You'll see." I said smirking and then there was another knock on the door. Shadows opened it and one of the girls stood there with a plate and a bottle of water. I went over to her and took it from her and ushered her away. We went down the series of staircases before coming to the large door again. The guards let us go in and Jacoby hung there still. I went over to him and set the plate down on a small table.
"You can eat now and I suggest you do because after it's gone, me and you will be in a death match. I'm sure you can figure out what goes on." I said picking up the sandwich and holding it for him to eat it. He opened his mouth and took a bite of it.
"Carl!" I yelled and he came into the room.
"Yes Ma'am?"
"Make sure he's fed the food given and then bring him to the cage where I'll be waiting." I said and he nodded taking the sandwich from me and feeding Jacoby. I left the room with Shads and we went back to his office. I gave him a quick goodbye before heading to my room. I took off my gun concealer and went over to my bed grabbing the 2 knives and putting one in the back of my jeans. I left my room and went down stairs and straight to the cage where the fighting would be starting in only minutes. I can't wait to get my hands on him and kill him.
I read the first chapter and i thought the same, this sounds exactly like 23. I'm not reading the rest. Anyone that wants to read the original should look up 23 and the sequel 24. Can't tell me they don't sound similar.
7/25/13