Things I Can Change

So after 10mins of driving we find a hotel and they drag their suitcases in the door and set them down on the floor. They put their purses and jackets on the table with keys making a noise.. April sighs and says “Finally,” she falls backwards on the bed “I’m so damn tired, so you mind if a play some music?” she asks turning her head towards Emma. She looks at April and says “Sure, I could use some beer.”April gives her a smile and goes to the cooler that they had carried with them from Texas, pulls out to Bud Lights and finds her iPod from her purse pulling the iHome and scrolling through her playlists she finds a song she hasn’t heard in a long time.. And presses play both of the girls start to move to the music, now standing movinglike they would in a mosh pit..
There's no money, there's no possessions
Only obsession, I don't need that shit
Take my money, take my obsession

I just want to be heard, loud and clear are my words
Comin' from within, man, tell 'em what you heard
It's about a revolution in your heart and in your mind
You can't find the conclusion,
Life-style and obsession
Diamond rings get you nothing but a life long lesson
And your pocket-book stressin'
You're a slave to the system, working jobs that you hate
For that shit you don't need
It's too bad the world is based on greed
Step back and see, stop thinking about yourself
Start thinking about

“You know that for some reason I just fucking love this song.. It just gets me in a mood to where I just don’t care sometimes, I don’t want to have everything handed to me I want to work hard for it.. You know?” April says to Emma who is now on the floor trying to catch her breath.. “Yeah, I know how that is..” she now is standing up before the next part happens.. They both look at each other in the eyes and yell
There's no money, there's no possession
Only obsession, I don't need that shit
Take my money, take my possession
Take my obsession, I don't need that shit

“How about this, we can a pact to never let anyone give us things, no matter who they are or what it is? Promise?”April says holding out her pinkie finger waiting for Emma to take it with hers.. “Pinkie Promise.” Emma holds out her pinkie finger and links it with Aprils.. Both of the girls now smiling now drunkenly singing or yelling along to Papa Roach “Shhh, this is my fave part..” Emma says a little bit drunk to April then her part comes up..
'Cause everything is nothing and emptiness is in everything
This reality is really just a fucked up dream
With the flesh and the blood that you call your soul
Flip it inside out, it's a big black hole
Take your money, burn it up like an asteroid
Possessions ‒ they are never gonna fill the void
Take it away and learn the best lesson
The heart, the soul, the life, the passion

April standing there in a state of shock, cause hearing Emma who has her eyes closed saying that verse with so much heart & passion bringing tears to April’s eyes.. Finding the relation between the two of them, the song & their pasts the line “This Reality Is Really Just A Fucked Up Dream” relates to them.. Smiling Emma looks at April with a somewhat confused look she says "What?" she say out of breath "Nothing, just you put a lot of heart into and I can just relate to it.." she says as she wipes a tear from her eyes...

"Well I think we both can definitely relate to it.. Remember I'm always gonna be here.. Always..." Emma says with a smile wile wiping a tear.. "Same here..Pinkie Promise on it?" April says.. "Deal." Emma Holding out her pinkie once again.. They finish their beers and eventually pass out on their beds with music playing in background..

Take my money, take my possession
Take my obsession, I don't need that shit

Fuck your money, fuck your possession
Fuck your obsession, I don't need that shit

Money, possession, obsession,
I don't need that shit

Notes

Sorry for the update being so late.. with work and now school haven't had the time.. Enjoy it guys. Leave Comments Guys.. don't be shy..
Song Credit-Papa Roach- Between Angels & Insects..

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