Seventeen and Pregnant (Avenged Sevenfold)
Being with her helped my aching heart, to a point. I wanted so bad to hold her hand, kiss her temple, tell her how much I had fallen for her but there was no words that would come out of my mouth, no action that I could go by. How can I? She liked Brian, or at least that what she had told me. I didn’t know for sure but my heart was telling me something totally different then from what she was saying. She didn’t like Brian, she didn’t really like Brian to begin with.
We walked to the airport, we actually didn’t drive. She loved her board and I loved being with her so, I didn’t drive my car that my father had given me, besides we get exercise and it’s longer I get to be with her.
“So…um…” She began. I looked down to her, her drumming her fingers against her warn out board. I didn’t know what to say to her, yes she hurt me but I couldn’t stay mad at her forever. It was my fault for falling in love with her to begin with. It wasn’t her fault at her. It was my heart, my mind, my fault.
“Yeah?” I asked lightly. She looked up to me, her brown eyes captivating mine. I wanted so bad to feel her lips against mine, it was making my heart race. Why did she have to like Brian?
“I’m sorry Jimmy,” She whispered looking down to the concrete. I stopped, her stopping as well looking up at me. I pinched her chin, putting our foreheads together, my heart nearly jumping out of my chest. Our breaths were mingling and I wanted so bad to just close the gap but it felt like I was being held back. This was to soon, I can’t do this.
“Your alright Deanna,” I held my tongue from saying anything else, coming and kissing her forehead. My heart was aching for her, my head was screaming at me. I felt like a mess. We started to walk again, going to the airport and seeing her friend sitting on the waiting part on the curb waiting for someone flipping her phone in her hand. I saw Deanna’s face light up and I felt my stomach flip and my heart wrench. That smile was so beautiful.
“Sissy!” Deanna exclaimed running to the red head girl. She stood, smiling and hugged Deanna tightly. They were talking, saying how happy they were to meet each other.
“I can’t believe you’re here!” Deanna exclaimed.
“Yeah, me either,” Her friend said. Deanna turned to me, holding her hand out to me and I came and took it, shockwaves coursing through my arm. She was holding my hand, granted this wasn’t the first time but still, I loved it.
“Katie, this is my best friend Jimmy,” She smiled at me and to her friend. I gave a small wave feeling kind of weird around Katie. I didn’t like meeting new people because they always judged me. I was a tall freak to them that needed to take pills to be normal. Deanna was always there to help me though, the shoulder to cry on when I needed her the most.
“Hi Jimmy,” The girl smiled, her eyes the same blue as mine. I gave a small smile and shook her hand, “Names Katie,” She said. I nodded and stood beside Deanna, not knowing what to do. Deanna dropped my hand and smiled.
“You guys wanna get a bite to eat?” She asked and Katie quickly agreed.
“I’m starved,” She said and rubbed her tummy. Deanna looked at me, already knowing my answer. I was always hungry.
“Let’s go!” She said making me chuckle. So, we got a taxi and left to a restaurant where I was just the third wheel, being ignored by my best friend, the girl I was madly in love with who was breaking my heart even more.