Seventeen and Pregnant (Avenged Sevenfold)
I was having a lot of fun with my best friend, we were laughing and having a good time. She was opening up a little bit but still really shy. I made sure she was going to be alright though. She didn’t really talk to Jimmy and Jimmy just seemed to be in his own mind a lot.
We were at the restaurant and Jimmy wasn’t talking to me at all. I didn’t like it so when Katie went to the restroom, I came to him and sat down beside him and put my arm around his shoulders.
“Hey buddy, you alright?” I asked him. He looked at me and shrugged. The look in his eyes looked very heart breaking. I wanted to kiss the pain away from him, to hold him close and tell him how much I loved him.
“Y-yeah,” He nodded, looking down away from me, to his barely touched burger. Jimmy never, never ate. His plate would have been crystal clear as if they had just given him a clean plate. I sighed and put my head on his shoulder. I wanted to tell him so bad but I was so scared. I looked down to him hand, seeing it on his lap. I wanted to hold his hand but I hesitated.
“Back,” Katie said, I jerked away from Jimmy and smiled at my friend who looked down to his lap again looking like he was about to cry.
“Excuse me,” Jimmy whispered and I moved from the bench and he came out and left out of the restaurant. I looked at him and looked back at Katie who smiled at me.
“Go after him sis,” She smiled, “Go tell him,” She smiled at me. My heart was hammering again in my chest. I need to tell Jimmy how much I loved him. It was driving me crazy and seeing him so hurt was hurting as well. I looked at Katie, her urging me to go to be with him and I couldn’t hold back anymore. I got out of my seat and came outside seeing Jimmy standing there smoking a cigarette.
“Hey,” I smiled lightly at him. He looked over to me, his crazy hair blowing in the wind a little making me smile. He was so beautiful to me and I wanted to tell him so bad. He looked away, taking the last draw of his cigarette and threw the butt away.
“What do you want?” He whispered to me, shoving his hands into his pockets. I came in front of him and cupped his cheek letting him look up at me, his blue eyes looking into mine, my heart nearly jumping to him. I came closer, looking down at his lips, the ones that I have been wanting to kiss for a long time, I looked up at him again. All I needed was fifteen seconds of courage to tell him, that’s all I needed. My heart was saying go but my mind was telling me that we were going to lose it. I would lose him because he didn’t want me to close to him. I can’t lose him, he is the person that I had fallen in love with. If I had lost him, I would lose my heart with him.
I felt his hand on top of mine, my breathing hitched in my chest, I was getting so nervous. Our breath was mixing together, I wanted so bad to kiss him but what was holding me back?
“Hey guys!” It was Matt pulling along side of the street. I sighed, putting my forehead against Jimmy’s chin and Matt came inside the restaurant. Jimmy must of called him to come and get us. I sighed, this was nearly impossible. I was going to go inside but Jimmy grabbed my hand, jerking me back and before I knew it, his lips were on mine causing fireworks to explode inside of me.
His hand was cupping my cheek, my arms coming and wrapping around his neck, my fingers running through his hair. He pulled away and said those three words I have been wanting to hear for a long time now.
“I love you,” He whispered. There was hope in his eyes, like he was pleading that I would say it too. I smiled and pecked his lips.
“I love you too, Jimmy,” I smiled and kissed him again, feeling happy that I finally had said them three words to my Jimmy.