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Seventeen and Pregnant (Avenged Sevenfold)

Chapter 4

Deanna’s P.O.V.
I stayed in bed nearly all day crying, thinking, then crying again. I can’t believe I did that to Jimmy. After all we had been through and I go and hurt him like this. Not only did I hurt him but I hurt myself. I didn’t like Brian, God no! Brian was a jerk when it came to dating anyone, to me at least. I never liked Brian and I never could. Jimmy was the one that I had fallen in love with when I was four, before I even knew what love is. I would see my parents kissing, talking sweetly to one another and I asked my mom what love was. From then on, I knew that’s how I felt towards Jimmy. I was just to blind and stupid to see that he loved me like that too.
“I’m so stupid,” I cried and threw my pillow knocking my lamp down which of course caused my worrying brother to check up on me.
“Sissy?” My brother knocked on the door gently, “You aright honey?” He asked. What in the world was I going to say to that? That I was fine, lie again and then only to have it turn it around on me? I knew that the lie wasn’t going to hold up with Jimmy, he was to smart for it. And so is my brother.
“No,” I said, actually feeling good that it was the truth, for once. I sat on my bed, pulling my knees up to my chest and my brother came inside with the look of worry on his face.
“Sissy what’s wrong?” He asked, coming and sitting down beside me, pulling me close to him. I cuddled to my brother and cried in his embrace. I hurt my best friend that I was madly in love with, I broke his heart into two. He hated me, I know he hated me. I lost him, I can’t lose him though! My heart would shatter and I would never be the same again if I lost him. My fear would over take me and I would die. I think.
So I told my brother what I did and he kissed my temple and held me close, rocking me in his arms.
“Oh sissy,” He whispered, “Why did you do it baby girl?” He whispered, running his fingers through my hair. I looked at my brother and I sighed.
“I didn’t want to lose him forever,” I said sadly.
“You could never lose him baby girl, ever,” He said. I looked to my brother and he came and brushed a strand of hair from my face, “He loves you so much baby,” He whispered, “So much. You need to go to him right now Deanna.” He told me.
“How could I know?” I whispered looking at my brother, him smiling at me and softly touching my cheek.
“You’ll know right here,” He said putting his finger over my heart, “Listen to your heart baby girl,” He said and kissed the top of his head, “Now,” He moved off my bed and stood, “I am going to go and see Lucy, alright?” He kissed my forehead, “Ill be back in time for dinner,” He smiled and left my room leaving me to sit there taking a deep breath.
This was going to be hard.
I got up from bed and grabbed my board and headed out down the street to Jimmy’s house wondering what in the world I was going to say to him. ‘I’m sorry I broke your heart, I lied, I really like you too?’ that sounded way to stupid and he would never fall for it. He would just say that I was lying to him, slam the door in my face and we would be heart broken for weeks. Jimmy and I always went to one another, we were close, really close. Heck, Jimmy knew more things then my brother did.
I need to get my head into the game. I got to his house, flipping the board and grabbing it and tucked it under my arm and knocked on his door with my phone ringing. I grabbed it and saw that it was my best friend Katie. Then I looked up to see a very bad looking Jimmy opening the door. His hair was a mess, more then it usually was, his blue eyes, them beautiful blue eyes I got lost in were in a pool of pink. My precious Jimmy had been crying and it broke my heart seeing this.
“Hey Katie,” I said softly, Jimmy’s eyes never leaving mine, “Yeah, yeah I’m coming,” I said and hung up. I wasn’t happy that my other friend just flew 9 hours to see me, I was more of wanting to help my baby. He needs me, he needs to know how much I ache for him, how much I love him.
“Jimmy-”
“Save it,” He said. He wasn’t like this to me, ever. Seeing him mad and upset was a first, “What do you want Dee?” He asked me. Well, at least he wasn’t THAT mad at me.
“I came to see you,” I whispered, coming and touching his cheek gently. I wanted so bad to kiss him, to hold him. To tell him how much I loved him but that fear kept me back.
“Why?” He whispered, his head leaning into my touch. Just say it, just tell him those three simple words; I love you.
“B-because,” I said, my hand dropping to my side, “Would you come with me to pick Katie up?” I asked, well this is a step. He looked at me and nodded, my heart flipping with hope. I just hope this goes alright.

Notes

Comments

@RubySullivan0
That's okay! <3 Thank you! :)

Sarahlou5583 Sarahlou5583
1/3/14

@Sarahlou5583

haha im sorry, its not up yet, I should of told you guys that XD it will be up soon! Ill post an authors note and tell you lovely people <3

RubySullivan0 RubySullivan0
1/3/14

I can't find the other story. I tried searching for it and can't find it...

Sarahlou5583 Sarahlou5583
1/3/14

@AudibleGiraffe
Idk that's what I've seen

RubySullivan0 RubySullivan0
12/31/13

@AudibleGiraffe
Idk that's what I've seen

RubySullivan0 RubySullivan0
12/31/13