After Zack left the dressing room for his warm up, I sat on the seat and ran my fingers through my hair, sighing loudly. What I was feeling was not okay. The kiss we'd shared on stage was so beyond amazing... it was fucking magical. The way his lips moved with mine, the slight chill of his snakebites dancing with my lone lip ring. Wow... how embarrassing would it have been if our lip rings got stuck together. I think we both might have died... Though it wouldn't have been that big of a deal. I would sacrifice cutting my lip ring off any day if I could just keep kissing his perfect lips. Fuck, Iero, stop. He doesn't feel the same. Besides, you have Jamia. Just get through this tour, come'on you can stop these feelings. What if Zacky realized his feelings for me, opened the door, and scooped me into the steamiest , most loving kiss? The door opened and my head snapped up. Matt. I sighed and looked down.
"Dude, you okay?" Matt asked. I nodded and looked up at the shaggy haired man standing a few feet away from me.
"Yeah, I'll be fine. Gerard just got me on edge with making Zack and I kiss..." I said softly.
"Yo, that shit was crazy. I didn't know he was like that..."
"Like what?" I asked.
"Bisexual."
"What are you talking about?"
"Jimmy, Brian, and Matt were talking to Mikey, Ray, and I about the kiss. Apparently He's hooked up with Brian on stage a few times, and Jimmy once or twice..." my jaw dropped. There was hope!
"I didn't think he was like that. I mean you all know I'm bi... I make out with Gerard on stage all the fucking time... but Gerard is a princess..." i laughed and rolled my eyes. "Zacky... Zacky doesn't look like the guy-kissing type. He looks too... macho."
"Well apparently he isn't." Matt laughed, sitting on the chair across from me. "So how weird did it feel kissing a guy who wasn't Gerard?"
"Well... Gerard's lips are slimy and gross from singing and sweat...plus his lips are like... paper thin. Zacky's... well he has plump lips... and they were moist, but not too wet... kinda like he had chapstick on or something... It was really weird but meh..." I laughed and shrugged.
"You should have seen the look on Gerard's face. THAT was priceless." he laughed and kicked back.
"What did it look like?" I laughed with him.
"He was shocked. I guess he didn't think Zack would go through with it..." Matt knew I had a crush on Zacky. Everyone did.... but no one suspected that, on the nights when we'd get hotels, I'd sneak into Gerard's room and we'd suck each other off. "...Kinda like he was trying to set you up for heartbreak."
"Huh?" I asked, realizing that I'd missed half of what he'd just said.
"He was shocked that Zacky kissed you. And it looked like he was mad, too. I think he was playing a sick joke on you... I think he wanted Zack to deny you a kiss so that way you'd be upset..." Matt said. That made a lot of sense, actually. He didn't really want to see us kiss, he just wanted Zack to walk away and let my heart silently shatter... even though the dude had no idea that I was madly in love with him. Wow, I'm a creep. In love with a guy I barely know... Frank, you weirdo... "Earth to Frankie..." Matt was snapping.
"Huh?" once again I was lost in thought.
"What are you thinking about?"
"Just wondering why Gerard would do that to me, when I've done nothing wrong to deserve that kinda of joke..." I lied. "I mean, yeah I like Zack in a physical way...but Zack and I are both in relationships, for one...and two, Zacky and I enjoy kissing guys for fun... we'd never be in a relationship with any guy. ever... but why the hell would Gerard think that my heart would break if Zack didn't kiss me? He irks me sometimes..."
"Dunno...It's Gerard... He was drunk, remember? He does stupid shit when he's drunk."
"Oh yeah. His drunken states aren't a shock anymore. I kinda forget what the sober Gerard is like... Well since he tried to pull a sick joke on me, I'm gonna pull one on him." I smirked.
"Uhh ohh... what are you planning?"
"Not telling. You'll know exactly whats going on when you see it." I stood up and licked my lips. Oh yeah, I was going to get Gerard back good. Zacky wasn't even going to be aware of what I was doing, but he was going to help me. I grabbed a phone book and looked up local hotels. I called the number of the one closest to the venue and got a room to freshen up in.
"Alright, Mr. Iero. Your room is number 69" I raised my eyebrows and laughed.
"Okay. Thanks. I will be there in a bit." I said and closed my phone. "Matt, I'll be back... I am gonna go grab the key to the room..." I turned and left, going to grab the key.
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When I returned, I flashed my badge and they let me in quickly. I went to the dressing room and smiled at the guys. "Okay, so before we go out, we need to freshen up..." I tossed a key onto the table and smiled widely. "Mikey, Gerard... You two go shower now. You two take the longest..." They nodded and I licked my lips lightly. "Matt and Ray you could either stay back or go, too. I'm gonna hang back and tell the others..." Matt and Ray nodded.
"I think we're gonna chill back here too... " Matt said, motioning to himself and Ray
"Yeah, the Way brothers take forever getting ready and the room is probably small... so we'll just head over after you leave, Frank." I nodded with a smile. I decided to head over to the side of the stage and watch what was left of Avenged Sevenfold's set. I didn't want Zack to see me watching, not wanting to be the creep that he probably thought I was, so I sat on an amp off to the side.
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"Frank, I need you to come help me please?" I heard one of the techs say. I jumped down off of the amp just as the guys came off of the stage. Zacky stopped and bent down, pouring water over his head. I licked my lips and stared before I realized that I needed to help the tech, so I walked past Zack, smirking. I slapped his ass and continued my way to the tech, looking back to make eye contact with a blushing man. BLUSHING. What a confidence boost! First I find out the dude is bisexual and now he's blushing. Maybe this tour would be fun and not awkward...I helped the tech pack up my guitars and my pedals before I went back to the side of the stage. Of course half way through their encore I had to take a leak so I rushed off to the bathroom.
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I heard a commotion in the hallway as I was about to walk out of the bathroom, so I peeked my head out "What a thrill, huh, man?" Jimmy shouted, throwing his arm around Brian as they walked in front of Zack. Jimmy was so far gone "Zee Vee..." He let go of Brian and Brian booked it past me to the dressing room, Jimmy grabbed onto Zack and smirked. "I saw Iero hardcore eyeing you up... Especially when you were cooling off before the encore..." I blushed as I listened to Jimmy practically scream the words. I couldnt make out what Zack said and I wasnt sure if I wanted to know, either. "I'm serious, he touched your ass, too..."
"Jim, the Jack is making you see things... I would know if someone touched my ass..." I finally heard Zack say, since he was closer. I decided to step out to see Johnny walk past, and Jimmy cling to Johnny.
Zack chuckled and tripped Johnny, causing both the hobbit and the very drunken Jimmy to fall to the ground. Zack laughed his ass off as he stepped over them before he turned to look at the sight of Jimmy and Johnny struggling to get up.
"Too fucking priceless." Zack laughed, wiping tears from his eyes as he turned and took a step, colliding right into me. "Fuck, shit. I'm so sorry." he said before he pulled his fists from his eyes, blinking. His eyes widened and I smiled.
"It's cool, man... We're got a hotel room to freshen up... I just wanted to let you guys know, so you can come freshen up, too.... Gerard and Mikey are done already... Just waiting for the rest of us..." I said with a sweet smile., trying to to show my embarrassment from what Jimmy had said a few minutes ago.
"Alright, cool. Let me grab my stuff and we'll go."
"Alright cool it's the Ramada Inn, room 69. So tell your friends, that way you don't have to wait."
"Okay." he said before he left for his dressing room. I watched him walk away, Jimmy stopping and grabbing onto me.
"Great kisser ain't he? Gena is one lucky girl..." he mumbled drunkenly.
"Yeah." I blushed.
"You touched his ass... I saw it." he giggled with a hiccup.
"You're seeing shit, Jim" I laughed, his jaw dropped.
"Zack said the same thing... Maybe I am... Maybe I need to get my eyes checked. I could have sworn I saw you smack his ass....." he shrugged and stumbled off, using the wall to hold himself up. I went to my dressing room and grabbed my bag. Soon there was a knock on the door.
"Afraid to walk alone?" I joked after I stepped out of the dressing room.
"Meh, thought you might need a bodyguard since you're so tiny." Zack laughed. I stepped out of the room and glared at him, elbowing him in his ribs. "Aye... Watch it, mister! I may just throw you into the sea of fangirls outside if you dont cut that out..." if I didnt know any better, I would think he was flirting...
"You wouldnt."
"I wouldnt? Really? Even after that stunt you pulled before the encore? Hmmm..." next thing I knew, he had me over his shoulders and I was kicking and giggling as I slapped his back, trying to get down.
"NO! AHH! I'm sorry! I'm sorry, Zack! Put me down!" he set me back down and picked up his stuff before we went outside.
"Zacky, how was it kissing Frank?" a fan shouted as we approached them. Really? the first question that I have to hear?
I didnt want to be a part of that conversation, so I just went about my business
"I dont kiss and tell!" Zack threw his arm around my shoulder and grinned. "Our girlfriends wouldn't like it very much if we spilled the dirty deets." we broke free and I went to the opposite side, signing autographs.
"Frank!" I heard numerous girls shouting. I couldn't make out any questions they were asking me because I was trying to listen to Zack talk, but I failed and just kept signing. "Hey Frank, whats it like living out your dream?" one fan asked and I thanked god that he gave me a sane fan to talk to.
"It's fucking awesome! I advise you that if you have a dream... FOLLOW it. Don't sit around and be fucking lazy. Go out there and do all that you can and NEVER let anyone tell you 'You cant' because you fucking CAN." I said with a smile. Zack came up next to me and I continued to sign and talk to the fans while Zack talked to this one girl who looked like someone pissed in her Cheerios.
"Frank, can you sign my tit?" the chick who's Cheerios were pissed in, pulled her shirt down and my eyes widened. I shook my head as i told her that I was anti-boob and that I would sign a ticket stub for her. She huffed and puffed like the big bad wolf until Zack threw his arm around my shoulders again and pulled me away. I put my arm around his shoulders and threw up a peace sign as the cool fans said goodbye.
"I dont know about you... but I'm ready to get retarded." he said, throwing me a smirk. It reminded me of the original version of 'Lets Get It Started' by the Black Eyed Peas.
"Lets get retarded, Ha! Lets get retarded in here..." I sang. To my surprise, Zack started singing along with me as we walked down the street.
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The moment we walked into the hotel room, Gerard saw our arms around each other's shoulders and he glared. I wasnt sure if Zacky noticed, but he broke away from me and skipped around the room screaming. I walked over, putting my stuff on the bed, watching the scene, hoping that the tension would ease up soon.
"OH MA GAWD! LOOK AT ME, I'M A PRETTY FUCKIN' PRINCESS!" when Zack said that, I dropped to the bed laughing my ass off. Zacky stopped skipping when he was behind them, staring at them as they did their hair and makeup.
"Ha ha. Real funny..." Mikey said. I sat up, wiping tears from my eyes as I laughed, trying to calm down. Zack looked at me, then back to them, then back to me with a devious smirk on his face. He then ruffled Mikey's hair and bumped Gerard's arm with his hip. Gerard hissed as he sucked in. Anger flooded the two men as they rose from their seats and went to murder the one who had fucked them up.
"BYE!" he ran to the bathroom and I heard the lock click as the Way brothers turned around. Gerard had a line from his eye, to the bridge of his nose. I couldn't breathe. I clutched my sides and rolled around.
"It's not fucking funny!" Gerard seethed, making me laugh harder. "I'm gonna kill that fucker before this tour is over! I swear to fucking god."
"Lighten' up Gee... He's just messing around, trying to lighten the mood. You're too miserable." Mikey said, making me laugh even harder. "Dude, Iero. What the fuck?! What are you on??"
"Nothing. Nothing." I said between gasps. Just then the bathroom door opened, revealing Zacky in a towel that was tied dangerously low. My laughing fit came to a complete halt as I stared at the god who was only covered by a thin hotel towel. "I need a bath toy." he said with a sigh making me gulp. My face flushed and my body started to overheat.
"Bath toy? For a shower?" Mikey asked. Oh Mikey, you fucking innocent motherfucker.
"Yup..." Zacky purred as his eyes locked onto me, his feet bringing him closer until he stopped at the side of the bed. "You'll be perfect." he said with his signature sexy fucking smirk. My pants tightened and my breath hitched in my throat. "Frankie, would you like to be my bath toy?" Boy fucking WOULD I. I looked away, biting my lip as my cheeks turned lobster red. Gerard watched us from the mirror anger seething from him while his brother sat there completely oblivious... or acting oblivious. My jaw dropped as Zacky took the towel into his hands and walked back, still smirking. When he got inside, he dropped the towel, putting on a show for me. Gerard turned to glare but was faced with his lover staring at another man's package. Not just a package... One that was much larger than his own. I licked my lips and tore my eyes away.
"Fucking close the door, faggot!" Gerard hissed. Zack bent down, looking back, but I wasn't looking. Not directly at him. I was using my peripheral vision to watch him in all of his glory. My god, the things I would do to that fucking man... If Gerard and Mikey weren't in here I would be in that shower with Zack, letting him completely rape my asshole. Gerard stood up, stomping over to the door.
Words were exchanged and then Gerard slammed the door, turning to glare at me, but I refused to make eye contact.
"Fucking mother fucking...." he seethed.
"Relax. Dude's just having fun. He likes to be naked, he likes to joke around about his sexuality. Big fucking deal..." Mikey Mikey Mikey. I swear to god I need to buy you something nice because if it wasnt for you, I'd be a fucking dead man right now. Gerard huffed and sat back down. Please Mikey, dont leave before Gerard.
Thankfully Gerard left the room and then Mikey did. I stood up and went to the bathroom door, knocking gently, my dick still throbbing as I kept thinking of Zacky's little show.
"Yeah?" Zacky's voice sounded annoyed so I decided not to say anything, just walked back to the bed and sighed as I plopped down. Fuck. Why? Why couldn't I just get one night with this god-like man? I stood up and started pacing. I need to get my feelings off my chest for this man. Even if he winds up not feeling the same... or hating me. It's better to stop the games now, before anything else happened. Yeah. I'm gonna tell him as soon as he comes out.
The door opened a few minutes later, revealing Zack soaking wet, the towel wrapped around his waist again. "You okay?" i nodded as he looked around but I couldnt stop staring at the water dripping down his perfect, tattooed chest. I wanted to lick the droplets off of him. I wanted to crawl up his body and kiss his lips. Without thinking, I stepped closer, my breath once again catching in my throat. I stood on my tip toes and breathed out softly, looking into his piercing green eyes. I licked my lips and felt his bare chest on my clothes one, those water droplets dampening the cloth. I wanted him to lean into the kiss, so I waited. Our eyes flicked back and forth across each other's faces and when I realized that I'd waited long enough and that he wasnt going to kiss back, I stepped back and sighed softly as I looked down.
"Sorry.." I said before I walked past him into the bathroom. My body was trembling, my heart was pounding, and I felt like crying. I started the shower, stripping down before I stepped in and let the tears flow. I should've known this was going to happen. I had made a fool out of myself and THATS what upset me. I should have never tried to kiss him... I should have just told him my feelings... instead of embarrassing myself like that.
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After my shower, I had stepped out and went into the room to see that Zack wasnt in there. I got dressed in some nice clothes and when I was about to leave I saw a note written on the mirror.
'See you at the club! ♥' A smile formed on my face as I went to the mirror and grabbed a tissue, licking it before I wiped it away. I grabbed my bag and room keys, and went out, seeing that I was alone. I put my bag into the van before I walked to the club.
I walked in and walked to the bar, ordering a double shot of Jack Daniels and a Miller Lite. I stood there and soon I felt a body press up against my back.
"Make that two..." a voice purred from behind me. My heart nearly exploded and my cock twitched at his sultry voice.

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Title Credit/Lyic quotes:
D12-My Band
The Black Eyed Peas-Lets Get Retarded