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Dirty Little Secret

Tipsy

I was sitting in a booth, looking around when I saw him enter. I licked my lips and put my 4th bottle of Miller Lite to my lips, tipping my head back to let the bitter liquid flow down my throat until there was nothing left.
"Zack can ya get up? We're gonna scope the place out." Johnny said, bringing my attention back to the group I was sitting with. Matt, Val, Mikey, Ray, and Matt P were standing, waiting for Jimmy, Johnny, and Brian so I stood up and held up my beer bottle.
"I'm gonna go grab a shot and a beer and then I'm gonna go dance." I said with an innocent smile. Everyone nodded and the group went to the dance floor, leaving Gerard at the table alone. I looked around, and dug into my pocket, pulling out a tiny bag of coke. I tossed it to the man who was sulking in the booth and winked as he looked up shocked. He grabbed it before he scurried to the bathroom and I sauntered over to the bar.
"Can I get a double shot of Jack Daniels and a Miller Lite?" I heard Frank ask the bartender. I went up behind him, grabbing his hips as I pressed myself to him.
"Make that two..." I purred, my eyes on Frank's face. He leaned back against me so I smirked and pressed against him harder. The bartender returned with the shots and the beers and Frank handed me one of each. "To an unforgettable night?" I asked with a grin. He looked up, matching my grin.
"Yeah." we tapped our shots together before throwing our head back, embracing the burn of the whiskey before we sipped our beer, setting our shot glasses back onto the bar. I motioned for him to follow me. "Sorry about what happened in the hotel..." he said as we walked to a dark corner of the bar. I dont know if it was the alcohol, but next thing I know I slammed Frank's shoulders against the wall, pressed my body tightly to his, cupped his face between my hands, and planted my lips onto his. His body relaxed, his lips melting into the kiss. My tongue darted out, expecting to lick his lips, but he had parted his lips as well. Our tongues met in a battle for dominance, his hands slipped to my waist, pulling me closer.
When we broke free, we looked into each other's lust filled eyes and smiled softly, before we broke away to sip our beer. Frank had started laughing randomly, causing me to give him a confused look. He turned, pushing back against me with a smirk. "My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard, and they're like it's better than your's. Damn right, it's better than your's. I could teach you but I'd have to charge" he sang along with the music as he began to grind back against me. All the blood in my body rushed straight to my dick when he started grinding against me. I grabbed his hips and leaned closer to his ear.
"Someone is being a naughty boy..." I purred.
"Don't punish me..." he bit his lip.
"Then behave." I said and pulled away.
"Yes, sir." he said with a mischievous smirk. He grabbed my hand and pulled me away. "Lets dance."
We ducked into the crowd, trying to stay out of sight from the guys and soon we found ourselves alone, in a corner of the dance floor that was almost black. Frank pulled me close to him, licking the shell of my ear, making my knees weak. The song changed and all I heard was 'Peace up, A-town down' and I knew it was that annoying Usher song that played every 5 minutes on the radio. Frank grabbed my face and placed a kiss on my lips before he started to grind against me again, only this time he didn't hold back. We were lost in a sea of people who were too drunk to even care that two men were hardcore grinding against each other. After the song was over, Frank pulled me off the dance floor and back to the bar. I had my arm on his shoulder, like I had done earlier this evening. Just in case our friends saw us. We sat at the bar just bullshitting and talking as we slammed back shots like it was water.
~~~~
"Iero, Baker..." we spun around and smiled at Brian.
"What's up, man?" I slurred.
"Nothing, just seeing what you guys are up to. We haven't seen you all night." He said.
"Just getting drunk and bullshitting about music." Frank said with a hiccup. He started to giggle, making me laugh.
"Okay. Cool." He said and looked at the bartender.
"You're the beer bitch for the night, aren't you?" I asked with a grin. Brian pursed his lips and looked at me. He hated being the beer bitch.
"Yeah. I need 8 Miller Lites and 8 shots of Southern Comfort." Brian said.
"Make that 10 Miller Lites and 10 shots of SoCo." Frank said with a smirk. Brian flicked his ear. "Oww... hey. Quit it. I didn't do anything wrong... beer bitch." Frank mused.
"You're in for it Iero. You're the next beer bitch." Brian said as the bartender set a tray infront of us, 10 beers and 10 shots. Frank and I took 1 of each and then Brian grabbed the tray.
"How bad would it suck if I just tripped you?" I asked with a laugh.
"Do it and you're dead meat. Remember who's shoulder you're sleeping on..."
"I could seep on Jimmy's..."
"Jimmy is driving..." my life flashed before my eyes.
"No.... He's fucking plastered."
"Relax. We don't have to leave until the morning...next show is in New York."
"Then why don't we get hotel rooms?" Frank asked, giving him a look that screamed 'you dumb fuck' Brian thought about it before he turned on his heel, like he had something important to tell the guys before he forgot.
"He's not the brightest crayon in the box when he's drunk. He swears that Pink is the new black"
"Dude... it totally is...don't hate on the color pink."
"No. Red is the new black." I said with a smile.
"So... you wanna dance?" Frank licked his lips.
"Thought you'd never ask." I slammed back the SoCo and chased it with a sip of my beer. He did the same and we got up, going back to the dance floor, but our spot had been taken. We found a new spot and the song had changed to a slow song, the sound of a guitar being played, which actually shocked me. Who played Seether in clubs? I loved this song. I don't know why, I just have ever since it came out. It was so beautiful and so powerful. I looked down at the slightly older man and smiled, pulling him close to me so that we were chest to chest before I started to sing along.
"I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh. I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away. I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well. I wanna hold you high and steal your pain. 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome. And I don't feel right when you're gone away. You've gone away, you don't feel me, here anymore" I sang along as I looked into his eyes. I was falling for this man fast and hard, and I knew it wasn't the alcohol. He was just... perfect. I mean Gena was nothing like me....and I loved her dearly, but I don't think I was ever in love with her... I think It was all just physical attraction... But Frank... he was into the same stuff as me, he laughed at the same things I did...and there was just something about him that made me want him.
"What are you thinking about?" he asked over the music, snapping me from my thoughts.
"Huh?"
"You look confused. What's going on in your head?" the song ended and we broke away from each other.
"Frank, can we go somewhere quiet?" I asked. Once he gave a nod, I was out of the crowd, digging in my pockets for my cigarettes and a lighter. He followed me outside and around the side of the building so no one could find us. I pulled out my cigarettes and lighter, lighting a cigarette before handing Frank my lighter so he could light one.
"You okay?" he asked as we sat down against the side of the building.
"I don't think I'm in love with my girlfriend..." I started.
"Oh..?" he asked, sounding confused. "I know I'm not in love with mine anymore..."
"How did you know? What gave you the idea that you didn't love her?" I asked softly.
"When I kissed a guy and liked it." he laughed making me laugh, too. "And I don't think I've ever even been in love with the man I kissed either..."
"What makes you say that?" now I was wishing that I hadn't drank so much because I was getting confused by his words, even as simple as they were.
"Because I know for a fact that I'm in love with a green eyed man who is covered in tattoos." he nudged my side and I grinned.
"Me?"
"Duh!"
"Wow! Okay. So what would you do if I told you that in the last..." I looked at my watch and tried to remember what time we'd gotten to the venue, shrugging "Lets say 15 hours ago, I've fallen in love with you?"
"You're lying...Don't lie to me, Zack." He blushed and looked down with a smile.
"I don't like to lie." I said and poked his side. He giggled and squirmed as I tickled him with my free hand, until he was in my lap. I licked my lips, pushing our lips together. When he pulled away, he sat next to me, laying his head on my shoulder as we both grinned like idiots. "So... what do we do now?" I asked.
"I guess we keep things a secret. And whatever happens, happens. If we both become single at the same time, then we can go public if you want... but for now we're two men in relationships... and whatever happens on tour, stays on tour." I nodded as I threw my cigarette into the darkness, and he followed my actions. I stood up, helping the shorter man up with a smile. "Hey, lets go dance." We went back inside, hiding from the booth as we made our way back to the dance floor.
'But if you think you're gonna get away from me
You better change your mind
You're going home
You're going home with me tonight

Let me hold you
Girl, caress my body
You got me going crazy
You turn me on
Turn me on

Let me jam you
Girl wine all around me
You got me going crazy
You turn me on
Turn me on'

I kissed Frank's lips before he spun around and grabbed my hands, putting them on his waist while he started to grind. He turned and pushed his body against mine, his hand going to my crotch. My eyes widened as I felt that familiar feeling of my pants becoming tighter before he pushed me away, a look of horror on his face. I looked in the direction he was looking.
I spotted Jimmy with a girl to our right, then I saw Johnny and Mikey near him and I knew this was bad. I grabbed his hand and pulled him back. His back landing against my chest. I licked my lips, eyes locked on the 3 men in my vision. I put my lips against his ear and took a deep breath.
"Hey... you still got that room?" He turned his face so I put my ear to his lips.
"Yeah?"
"What do you say we take this party elsewhere?" I purred.
"I'd like that." He said into my ear. He pulled my sleeve and we ducked past everyone.
"Should we tell the guys?" I asked, he stopped at the door and looked around.
"Yeah. But you go first. I'll wait 5 minutes and then I'll leave." He pulled a key card out of his pocket, handing it to me. He walked over to the bar and I went to the booth.
"Hey, the alcohol isn't sitting well, so I'm heading back to the bus and getting a hotel room."
"Alright well you're rooming with Mikey." Val said with a smile, making me nod.
"Good luck with that..." Gerard grunted drunkenly, grinning. My eyebrows knitted together and I shook my head.
"Give him my number so he can call me?" I asked Val.
"Yeah. Hope you feel better." She said, cuddling to Matt. I nodded and grabbed my jacket. I walked, passing by Frank with a nod, as he was walking to the booth. I pushed the door opened and sighed softly, puling my jacket on over my shirt.
The cool air hit my face causing my body to shudder. I dug my hands into my pockets, pulling out my pack of cigarettes. I opened the box, pinching a cigarette between my fingers. I put it to my lips, digging into my jeans for my lighter. Fuck. I'd given it to Frank. Shit.
"Is that Zacky Vengeance?" I looked up to see 2 girls with in 10 feet from me.
"Oh. Hey." I said with a chuckle. "What's up?"
"Nothing. Just walking home from the bar..." the one girl said. She nudged the other girl who hadn't spoke at all.
"Mr. Vengeance? Baker?" the quiet one asked making me chuckle. I didn't realize how drunk I was until now, because I could bare see the girls.
"Call me Zacky." I smiled. She blushed and looked down.
"You're my hero..." she looked down and I smiled even wider.
"I'm glad to help in whatever way I can. Ya'know?" She blushed. "Anything I can sign? Take a picture...?" I asked. I didn't mean to sound like an ass or sound rushed, but I felt kinda uncomfortable standing out front of the club with an erection. Thank god I didn't decide to wear my skin tight jeans. The girls shook their head and I frowned.
"Damn." I looked down at my unlit cigarette and sighed softly. "Hold that thought." I went back into the club, asked for a pen, and grabbed two napkins. I ran back out and leaned against the brick wall, signing my name.
"Sorry it's on a shitty napkin..." I said softly.
"It's perfect! Thank you so much." They said in unison.
"Anytime." The more talkative girl handed me something, a lighter. I looked up with a smile and put the forgotten cigarette back to my lips. I lit it, handing her back the plastic lighter before I waved goodbye and went to the hotel.
~~~~
"Room for two please? Two separate beds..." I asked. I went through the procedure of getting a room and was handed two keys. I went outside, grabbed my bags and went to the hotel room, putting my stuff onto my bed. I laid down and sighed softly, thinking of Frank. My phone buzzed in my pocket and I pulled it out quickly, seeing a random number.
'Hey, don't go to my room Gerard is heading back soon. I'm gonna head back with him and I'll let you know when he's asleep.'
'You could always just come to my room...' I typed back.
'You're supposed to be sick, mister...what if Mikey comes in and you and I are just chilling? He'll get suspicious.'
'Okay well then I'll just wait until he goes to bed...Gerard will most-likely be assed out by then.' I sent back, trying to think of what I should say if we got caught.
'Alright.' he replied. What was going to happen tonight?
~~~~~
I awoke to my phone vibrating and ringing next to my head, and I sat up, answering.
"Hello?"
"Hey, what room number is our room?" a male voice asked. The slight lisp clues me in that it was Mikey. "Uhm.. Room 80. I'll have the door unlocked." I said as I stood up, walking to the door. I quickly stripped down to my boxers as I walked back to my bed.
"Alright. Be up shortly." we hung up and I climbed back into the bed, this time under the covers. I pretended like I'd gone back to sleep, but really, I couldn't wait to get back to Frank. The door opened and Mikey stumbled in, over to his bed. I heard him fumbling with I don't even know what until everything fell silent.
Not even 5 minutes later, I heard him snoring. I pulled out my phone, texting Frank.
'All systems go?'

Notes

FINALLY! THE CLUB SCENE!

Song credits;
Tipsy- J-Kwon
Milkshake- Kelis
Yeah-Usher
Broken- Seether feat. Amy Lee
Turn Me On- Kevin Lyttle

Comments

Jimmy makes me giggle, ^3^ please update sooooon! Agh you should totaally put some Jimmohnny in here cause there adorible together! XD But update soooon!
XxToxicMaidenxX XxToxicMaidenxX
11/5/12
Haha I love this :) Carry on :)
HeartShapedBox HeartShapedBox
11/4/12