Dirty Little Secret
My Band (part one)
"Afraid to walk alone?" I joked after I stepped out of the dressing room.
"Meh, thought you might need a bodyguard since you're so tiny." I joked, feeling his elbow connect with my side gently. "Aye... Watch it, mister! I may just throw you into the sea of fangirls outside if you dont cut that out..."
"You wouldnt..."
"I wouldnt? Really? Even after that stunt you pulled before the encore? Hmmm..." I dropped my stuff and picked him up over my shoulders.
"NO! AHH! I'm sorry! I'm sorry, Zack! Put me down!" he was playfully punching my back, kicking, and trying to break free. I set him back onto his feet and we just laughed. I picked up my belongings and we moseyed our way out the back where the barrier is to greet the fans.
"Zacky, how was it kissing Frank?" a fan shouted as we approached them. Really? the first question that I have to hear?
"I dont kiss and tell!" I laughed, slinging my arm around Frank's shoulders in a friendly way. "Our girlfriends wouldn't like it very much if we spilled the dirty deets." I pulled my arm off and approached the sea of fans, taking sharpies and items to sign.
"Would you kiss him again?" I laughed and shook my head.
"As much as I'd love to, I think it's some form of cheating and we're both very much faithful men." Frank was off answering questions of his own and signing autographs. I kept a close eye on him though, there was a fan who looked a little... no... a LOT crazy.... like she wanted to grab Frank and rape the shit outta him. As he moved closer to where she was standing, I did too. When he was right in reaching distance, I went to his right side, deflecting the girl's arm from grabbing him. Instead she grabbed my leather jacket. I looked over and smiled at her softly.
"Well hello there." she looked pissed.
"Where's the singer?" she asked.
"Of which band?" Frank and I asked together.
"Both." I raised my eyebrows and smirked. This situation reminded me of a song that I'd heard while I was driving here today.
'These chicks don't even know the name of my band. But they're all on me like they wanna hold hands. Cause once I blow they know that I'll be the man. All because I'm the lead singer of my band...'
"MShadz is cooling off, Gerard is getting ready for a little party." I said, earning an eyeroll.
"Can you sign my tit?" she asked Frank as she pulled down her shirt. My eyebrows raised as I chuckled, looking around.
"Sorry, I'm not a boob kind of guy..." Frank said. "I'll sign your ticket though!" she rolled her eyes again and handed over her stub. I shook my head and wrapped my arm around Frank's shoulders again, pulling him away from the estrogen sea.
"Oh my god..." he whispered as we walked away. Some of the respectable fans shouted goodbyes, in which Frank and I threw up the peace sign as we walked away.
"I dont know about you... but I'm ready to get retarded..."
"Lets get retarded, Ha! Lets get retarded in here" Frank sang as we walked, so I decided to join in, singing loudly as we walked through the streets, our arms on each other's shoulders.
~~~~~
We walked into the hotel room to see Gerard and Mikey doing their hair and make up.
"OH MA GAWD! LOOK AT ME, I'M A PRETTY FUCKIN' PRINCESS!" I shrieked, as I broke free from Frank and skipped around. Frank dropped to the bed and almost pissed himself from laughing so hard as I mocked his best friends. I skipped over to them and watched them in the mirror
"Ha ha. Real funny." Mikey said flatly as he straightened his hair. Gerard was doing his make up, waiting for the straightener. I looked at them and then looked at Frank with a smirk before I ruffled Mikey's hair and used my hip to bump Gerard's elbow. Next thing I knew, Gerard had a black line on his face, and Mikey's hair was a mess. They both glared at me and stood up.
"Bye!" I ran to the bathroom and locked the door, hearing Frank still laughing. I started the shower and stripped, an evil plan to piss Gerard off more came to mind and I wrapped my waist in a towel. Very VERY low. I opened the door with a smirk.
"I need a bath toy." I said with a sigh.
"Bath toy? For a shower?" Mikey asked.
"Yup..." I went to the side of the bed, looking down at Frank who stopped laughing the second I stepped out of the bathroom. "You'll be perfect." I said with the same smirk. "Frankie, would you like to be my bath toy?" His cheeks flared up and I threw my glance at Gerard, who was more pissed off now than i'd seen all day. Gerard turned his gaze to the mirror and Mikey was ignoring me. Frank's jaw dropped and I decided to take the towel into my hand and have a little more fun. I took both edges of the towel into my hands and I turned on my heels, I walked to the bathroom and stepped in, not even bothering to close the door. I dropped the towel and I glanced at Frank, who was hardcore raping my body with his eyes. If Miky and Gerard weren't in here, I'm positive he'd be all over me in a minute.
"Fucking close the door, faggot!" Gerard hiss, venom in his voice. I pretended like I didn't hear him and continued doing everything that I had to before the shower. I bent down to my bag and looked back at Frank who wasn't looking... oh wait, yes he was! Just then I saw Gerard in the doorway, a cold, hard glare on his face.
"No one wants to see your tiny dick!"
"So your precious Frankie is no one, now? Because I'm pretty sure he was staring the whole time..." I whispered with a smirk.
"Fuck you. You're leading him on. And you're going to break his heart. Back the fuck off, Baker before I do something that you're NOT going to like..." he whispered before he slammed the door in my face and I continued to go about my business, getting into the shower and washing up.
Was I leading Frank on? No, because he knows I was joking around... right?
Was I going to break his heart? No. I could never!
Was he staring at me with lust and passion in his eyes? Yes. Blush crept to my face.
Was I seriously blushing at the thought of another man eye-raping me? Yes.
No, I have Gena and he has his woman. This is not right. Gerard is right, it needs to stop.
Gerard. Frank's.... whatever they are... Frank must not love his girl as much as he says he does if he's getting with Gerard. Gerard pissed me off and I wanted nothing more than to sabotage whatever they had going.
Did that make me bad? I mean just seeing Frank around Gerard... he was so lifeless.... a mindless zombie.
I was going to have to put the life back into Frankie. I'd do whatever it took... even if that meant I had to break the two up and bend Frank over...
My eyes fell closed as I washed my body, my hands lingering as images clouded my mind of Frank naked, bent over the cheap hotel mattress, ready to take my full 8inchs. There was a slight throbbing in my lower region and when I opened my eyes, my member stood at attention.
Thoughts of another man made me hard...
Wasn't I in love with Gena? Obviously not if I'm thinking, and getting turned on by fucking another person... especially a male.
Was there hidden feelings for Frank? Quite possibly....
Was I gay? No. There was no way. I think I just wanted Frank's perfect ass because it was forbidden territory.
Oh yeah? Then why are you so wrapped up in making him happy? You love him. Fucking faggot. It's not lust. You have feelings for him and those feelings were sparked by that kiss on stage. A knock caused me to jump, breaking me free from my thoughts.
"Yeah?" I asked. No answer. I closed my eyes and grabbed onto my hard-on, stroaking quickly. The thoughts of Frank came back into my mind, his body twisting and truning in positions that i'd never thought he could do. I held back moans as I pushed my back againt the wall, using everything I had to get myself odd.
Soon, I exploded all over the tub, panting heavily from holding back moans. I rinsed the tub, washed my hair and face, and stepped out, wrapping the towel around my waist. I opened the door to see Frank, making my groin twitch again.
"You okay?" I looked around to see it was just us. This was dangerous. He gave a slight nod but he stared at me, his eyes following droplets of water down my chest. He stepped closer making my heart speed up and my skin jump, wanting to feel his skin on mine. He pushed up onto his tip toes, his breath on my lips his eyes darting from my lips to my eyes. As much as I wanted to close the gap, I couldn't... I was frozen. He sighed and lowered himself back onto the floor, looking down.
"Sorry." He mumbled before he walked past me, shutting the door behind him. What the fuck just happened...? I went to my bag, started getting dressed, and then I did my make up. I was hoping that Frank would be done by the time I finished, but he wasn't, so I grabbed my things and glanced at the mirror.
If I just left, it would crush him... but if I wrote him a note, he'd still smile. I grabbed a stick of eyeliner that was left by the mirror, the one Gerard had in his hand and I uncapped it.
'See you at the club! <3' I wrote in big letters, detailing the heart to mae it look pretty. I tossed the eyeliner back to the vanity and smiled as I grabbed my stuff and ran out to the vans, which Matt, Jimmy, Mikey, and Gerard were standing by, all freshly showered. The guys must've gotten another room to speed up the process. I tossed my bag in and smiled as Gerard glared at me.
"So who we waiting for?" Mikey asked, looking around
"Frank... Johnny... Matt P... and Ray." I said. "Oh and Brian."
"No, Brian is back here!" Brian waved his free hand, his right hand held a phone to his ear and I got the idea to call Gena
"Ray and Johnny are done!" Mikey said. I gave a thumbs up as I slipped away, dialing my house number.
"Hello?" She asked on the first ring.
"Hi baby! Show was amazing! It's Gerard's birthday, so we're going out to the club for a bit."
"Alright baby, I won't hold you up! I hope you have fun! Don't get too drunk!" She said cheerfully.
"I won't beautiful! I miss you and love you so much!" I said and kicked stones around.
"I miss you and love you too, Zacky. So much. I'm so lonely!"
"I'll make it all better when I come back home!"
"You better!"
"I promise. Look, I gotta go, Gigi! I love you!"
"I love you too, have fun, be safe! I'll talk to you in the morning."
"Alright baby bye!" I said and hung up. I looked up, my eyes landing on the guys.
"Hey, I'm gonna get to the club and get us a place to sit." Matt nodded and smild at me
"Alright man, sounds good." I walked to the club and found us a booth, taking in the surroundings.
"Meh, thought you might need a bodyguard since you're so tiny." I joked, feeling his elbow connect with my side gently. "Aye... Watch it, mister! I may just throw you into the sea of fangirls outside if you dont cut that out..."
"You wouldnt..."
"I wouldnt? Really? Even after that stunt you pulled before the encore? Hmmm..." I dropped my stuff and picked him up over my shoulders.
"NO! AHH! I'm sorry! I'm sorry, Zack! Put me down!" he was playfully punching my back, kicking, and trying to break free. I set him back onto his feet and we just laughed. I picked up my belongings and we moseyed our way out the back where the barrier is to greet the fans.
"Zacky, how was it kissing Frank?" a fan shouted as we approached them. Really? the first question that I have to hear?
"I dont kiss and tell!" I laughed, slinging my arm around Frank's shoulders in a friendly way. "Our girlfriends wouldn't like it very much if we spilled the dirty deets." I pulled my arm off and approached the sea of fans, taking sharpies and items to sign.
"Would you kiss him again?" I laughed and shook my head.
"As much as I'd love to, I think it's some form of cheating and we're both very much faithful men." Frank was off answering questions of his own and signing autographs. I kept a close eye on him though, there was a fan who looked a little... no... a LOT crazy.... like she wanted to grab Frank and rape the shit outta him. As he moved closer to where she was standing, I did too. When he was right in reaching distance, I went to his right side, deflecting the girl's arm from grabbing him. Instead she grabbed my leather jacket. I looked over and smiled at her softly.
"Well hello there." she looked pissed.
"Where's the singer?" she asked.
"Of which band?" Frank and I asked together.
"Both." I raised my eyebrows and smirked. This situation reminded me of a song that I'd heard while I was driving here today.
'These chicks don't even know the name of my band. But they're all on me like they wanna hold hands. Cause once I blow they know that I'll be the man. All because I'm the lead singer of my band...'
"MShadz is cooling off, Gerard is getting ready for a little party." I said, earning an eyeroll.
"Can you sign my tit?" she asked Frank as she pulled down her shirt. My eyebrows raised as I chuckled, looking around.
"Sorry, I'm not a boob kind of guy..." Frank said. "I'll sign your ticket though!" she rolled her eyes again and handed over her stub. I shook my head and wrapped my arm around Frank's shoulders again, pulling him away from the estrogen sea.
"Oh my god..." he whispered as we walked away. Some of the respectable fans shouted goodbyes, in which Frank and I threw up the peace sign as we walked away.
"I dont know about you... but I'm ready to get retarded..."
"Lets get retarded, Ha! Lets get retarded in here" Frank sang as we walked, so I decided to join in, singing loudly as we walked through the streets, our arms on each other's shoulders.
~~~~~
We walked into the hotel room to see Gerard and Mikey doing their hair and make up.
"OH MA GAWD! LOOK AT ME, I'M A PRETTY FUCKIN' PRINCESS!" I shrieked, as I broke free from Frank and skipped around. Frank dropped to the bed and almost pissed himself from laughing so hard as I mocked his best friends. I skipped over to them and watched them in the mirror
"Ha ha. Real funny." Mikey said flatly as he straightened his hair. Gerard was doing his make up, waiting for the straightener. I looked at them and then looked at Frank with a smirk before I ruffled Mikey's hair and used my hip to bump Gerard's elbow. Next thing I knew, Gerard had a black line on his face, and Mikey's hair was a mess. They both glared at me and stood up.
"Bye!" I ran to the bathroom and locked the door, hearing Frank still laughing. I started the shower and stripped, an evil plan to piss Gerard off more came to mind and I wrapped my waist in a towel. Very VERY low. I opened the door with a smirk.
"I need a bath toy." I said with a sigh.
"Bath toy? For a shower?" Mikey asked.
"Yup..." I went to the side of the bed, looking down at Frank who stopped laughing the second I stepped out of the bathroom. "You'll be perfect." I said with the same smirk. "Frankie, would you like to be my bath toy?" His cheeks flared up and I threw my glance at Gerard, who was more pissed off now than i'd seen all day. Gerard turned his gaze to the mirror and Mikey was ignoring me. Frank's jaw dropped and I decided to take the towel into my hand and have a little more fun. I took both edges of the towel into my hands and I turned on my heels, I walked to the bathroom and stepped in, not even bothering to close the door. I dropped the towel and I glanced at Frank, who was hardcore raping my body with his eyes. If Miky and Gerard weren't in here, I'm positive he'd be all over me in a minute.
"Fucking close the door, faggot!" Gerard hiss, venom in his voice. I pretended like I didn't hear him and continued doing everything that I had to before the shower. I bent down to my bag and looked back at Frank who wasn't looking... oh wait, yes he was! Just then I saw Gerard in the doorway, a cold, hard glare on his face.
"No one wants to see your tiny dick!"
"So your precious Frankie is no one, now? Because I'm pretty sure he was staring the whole time..." I whispered with a smirk.
"Fuck you. You're leading him on. And you're going to break his heart. Back the fuck off, Baker before I do something that you're NOT going to like..." he whispered before he slammed the door in my face and I continued to go about my business, getting into the shower and washing up.
Was I leading Frank on? No, because he knows I was joking around... right?
Was I going to break his heart? No. I could never!
Was he staring at me with lust and passion in his eyes? Yes. Blush crept to my face.
Was I seriously blushing at the thought of another man eye-raping me? Yes.
No, I have Gena and he has his woman. This is not right. Gerard is right, it needs to stop.
Gerard. Frank's.... whatever they are... Frank must not love his girl as much as he says he does if he's getting with Gerard. Gerard pissed me off and I wanted nothing more than to sabotage whatever they had going.
Did that make me bad? I mean just seeing Frank around Gerard... he was so lifeless.... a mindless zombie.
I was going to have to put the life back into Frankie. I'd do whatever it took... even if that meant I had to break the two up and bend Frank over...
My eyes fell closed as I washed my body, my hands lingering as images clouded my mind of Frank naked, bent over the cheap hotel mattress, ready to take my full 8inchs. There was a slight throbbing in my lower region and when I opened my eyes, my member stood at attention.
Thoughts of another man made me hard...
Wasn't I in love with Gena? Obviously not if I'm thinking, and getting turned on by fucking another person... especially a male.
Was there hidden feelings for Frank? Quite possibly....
Was I gay? No. There was no way. I think I just wanted Frank's perfect ass because it was forbidden territory.
Oh yeah? Then why are you so wrapped up in making him happy? You love him. Fucking faggot. It's not lust. You have feelings for him and those feelings were sparked by that kiss on stage. A knock caused me to jump, breaking me free from my thoughts.
"Yeah?" I asked. No answer. I closed my eyes and grabbed onto my hard-on, stroaking quickly. The thoughts of Frank came back into my mind, his body twisting and truning in positions that i'd never thought he could do. I held back moans as I pushed my back againt the wall, using everything I had to get myself odd.
Soon, I exploded all over the tub, panting heavily from holding back moans. I rinsed the tub, washed my hair and face, and stepped out, wrapping the towel around my waist. I opened the door to see Frank, making my groin twitch again.
"You okay?" I looked around to see it was just us. This was dangerous. He gave a slight nod but he stared at me, his eyes following droplets of water down my chest. He stepped closer making my heart speed up and my skin jump, wanting to feel his skin on mine. He pushed up onto his tip toes, his breath on my lips his eyes darting from my lips to my eyes. As much as I wanted to close the gap, I couldn't... I was frozen. He sighed and lowered himself back onto the floor, looking down.
"Sorry." He mumbled before he walked past me, shutting the door behind him. What the fuck just happened...? I went to my bag, started getting dressed, and then I did my make up. I was hoping that Frank would be done by the time I finished, but he wasn't, so I grabbed my things and glanced at the mirror.
If I just left, it would crush him... but if I wrote him a note, he'd still smile. I grabbed a stick of eyeliner that was left by the mirror, the one Gerard had in his hand and I uncapped it.
'See you at the club! <3' I wrote in big letters, detailing the heart to mae it look pretty. I tossed the eyeliner back to the vanity and smiled as I grabbed my stuff and ran out to the vans, which Matt, Jimmy, Mikey, and Gerard were standing by, all freshly showered. The guys must've gotten another room to speed up the process. I tossed my bag in and smiled as Gerard glared at me.
"So who we waiting for?" Mikey asked, looking around
"Frank... Johnny... Matt P... and Ray." I said. "Oh and Brian."
"No, Brian is back here!" Brian waved his free hand, his right hand held a phone to his ear and I got the idea to call Gena
"Ray and Johnny are done!" Mikey said. I gave a thumbs up as I slipped away, dialing my house number.
"Hello?" She asked on the first ring.
"Hi baby! Show was amazing! It's Gerard's birthday, so we're going out to the club for a bit."
"Alright baby, I won't hold you up! I hope you have fun! Don't get too drunk!" She said cheerfully.
"I won't beautiful! I miss you and love you so much!" I said and kicked stones around.
"I miss you and love you too, Zacky. So much. I'm so lonely!"
"I'll make it all better when I come back home!"
"You better!"
"I promise. Look, I gotta go, Gigi! I love you!"
"I love you too, have fun, be safe! I'll talk to you in the morning."
"Alright baby bye!" I said and hung up. I looked up, my eyes landing on the guys.
"Hey, I'm gonna get to the club and get us a place to sit." Matt nodded and smild at me
"Alright man, sounds good." I walked to the club and found us a booth, taking in the surroundings.
Notes
Alright this chapter kinda sucks ass big time! I'm sorry! Haha. But I'm chopping this chapter into two seperate chapters... Zack's POV and Frank's POV. This was supposed to be Frank's POV but I forgot and wrote the whole thing in Zack's.... I realized after I had it all typed up. Whoops! Haha. I would do the next scene in Frank's POV but I want the club scene to be Zack's POV, so I'm gonna get inside Frank's head on this chapter :) :) :)Title Credit/Lyic quotes:
D12-My Band
The Black Eyed Peas-Lets Get Retarded
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