Forbidden love, Hidden lust

I couldn’t distract my thoughts away from Zacky. I was excited that we were going to finish what we started earlier. God, why couldn’t every one just fucking leave?

“Hey Zay, so when are you and Brian going on a date?” Johnny asked. I felt Zacky stiffen up.

“Oh, I don’t know. I really don’t have my time to go on a date.” I shrugged, feeling Zacky calm back down.

“Yeah, that’s true. Besides, I think him and Michelle are talking again.” Jimmy spoke, I looked at Zacky for answers.

“Michelle, is Val’s twin. No one likes her. Brian and her are on and off all the time.” Zacky explained. I nodded, smiling that I didn’t have to go on a date since they were back talking.

“So, did you guys miss us or something? I mean yal were gone what, like 5 minutes?” I laughed, talking about Jimmy and Johnny. They both smiled, giving me a hug.

“Nah, we wanted some pizza, so I knew Zack would, and he’d pay.” Jimmy nodded. I rolled my eyes.

“Moochers.” I giggled, as did the guys.

The doorbell rang, as Johnny and Jimmy, both got up and ran to the door, but not before taking the money from Zacky’s grasp. I looked at Zacky, and he grinned. I rolled my eyes, laying my head in his lap. He grunted. I looked up at him.

“Don’t.” He spoke. I giggled, picking my head up slightly, then dropping it in his lap again. He started to breathe heavily.

“Does that turn you on?” I questioned, biting my lip. He glared down at me.

“More than you’ll ever know, babe.” He said, I giggled, getting up, and back to my normal place. I looked in his lap and saw a bulge.

“Problem, Zack?” I asked, looking down, again.

“So not fair.” He sighed, putting his hands over them.

“I like it.” I said, shrugging, getting up, and lighting a cigarette.

I thought about our conversation that we had in the house. I told him about me almost getting raped, I just hoped that he didn’t feel sorry for me. I don’t need any kind of sympathy for what happened in the past. Although, that was only part of it.

“What you thinking about?” I heard Zacky ask. I looked over at him.

“Oh, nothing.” I smiled, hoping he didn’t see that I was lying.

“Is it about earlier? You know, what you told me?” He questioned. God, he got it right.

“Yeah. It’s just that I don’t want you to feel sorry for me. What happened in the past, all the things that happened, is in the past. I don’t want any kind of sympathy for it.” I told him, fully honest.

His face softened, “What all happened?” He questioned. I shook my head, as a tear fell from my eye.

“Nothing, lets not talk about it, now.” I smiled sadly. He nodded, wrapping his arms around me, letting me cry in his chest.

“I won’t ever let anything happen to you, I promise you.” He whispered in my ear. I nodded against his chest, then looking up at him.

“Please don’t.” I whispered back. He nodded, kissing my head.

The door opened, and the faces of Johnny and Jimmy showed through it. They both had three pizza boxes. One was for a picky Zacky, who only wanted italian sausage. The second one was nothing but pepperoni, and the third was meat lovers.

I went for the meat lovers, while Johnny and Jimmy fought over the pepperoni. I laughed, eating my pizza. I propped my feet in Zacky’s lap, and ate. It was fucking hot outside. Johnny was still redder than hell, and Jimmy, being the big kid he was, would hit him while he ate his pizza.

“Ouch, you motherfucker, that hurts!” Johnny exclaimed with a mouth full of food, with little chunks flying on Jimmy. I laughed, as did Zacky.

Jimmy stopped, and looked at his chest fully covered with pepperoni chunks. He looked at me, with a disgusted face, I did the same with him. Jimmy pulled Johnny from the patio chair, and threw him over his shoulder. He ran to the ocean, leaving Zacky and I in hysterics.

“Its safe to say that, that was fucking gross.” I giggled, swallowing my food, downing it with coke. Zacky nodded.

“Pretty much sums it up, babe.” He laughed, looking over at me. I nodded, eating another piece of my pizza.

Johnny emerged from the water, running after Jimmy, pushing him in. I laughed at the site, as I heard the door open again. It was mom and dad. They both smiled, walking out to us.

“Hey, we just wanted to tell you that we were fixing to leave for the party. I guess we don’t need to leave any money for food.” She laughed, dad leaned down, and kissed my forehead, so did she.

“Bye you two. Behave, and we love you.” Dad smiled.

“We will, I’m sure Zay ain’t a problem to look after.” Zacky smiled sweetly up to them.

“Ugh! I don’t need any looking after asshole!” I scoffed, laughing, as did mom, dad, and Zack.

“We love you, too. Yal be careful, and have fun.” I threw in, smiling, hugging both.

They walked away, going back through the house. I glared at Zacky, who just laughed. I plopped my ass in his lap. He groaned, as I giggled.

“You’re a bitch!” He exclaimed, breathing heavy.

“I am not! That’s not anyway to talk to your favorite person in the whole wide world, now is it?” I questioned, looking at him, keeping my ‘serious’ face on.

“Oh yeah, your right. I am so sorry! Please forgive me!” He cried out in sarcasm, which earned him another punch in the arm.

“Stop!” He yelled, getting up with me in his arms. I laughed.

“Well, stop being mean!” I retorted, sticking my tongue out at him.

“Keep on, I’m gonna take that tongue.” He warned, wiggling his eyebrows.

“Oh, babe, you can take it anytime, then.” I winked at him, turning, watching Jimmy and Johnny come back to the deck.

“You suck my dick!” Jimmy exclaimed to Johnny. Johnny looked at him, and faked a gag.

“No, you suck your own dick!” Johnny poured with laughter.

“Well, I tried, but I keep falling off the couch.” Jimmy shrugged, grabbing another piece of pizza.

I laughed, taking my seat back, watching the life that surrounded me. I was more than thrilled to be here with normal people. Even though, Zacky and I had feelings toward each other, being adopted was not going to get in the way of him and I being happy.

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