Lana's POV

I woke up with a throbbing pain inside of my head. I opened slowly my eyes because of the light that was making it worst. I looked around me and saw James sitting on a chair next to the bed I was laying on. He was sleeping and snoring. Everything flashed out in my head, the party, the argument and finally, the shower. I realized that I was in a hospital room. I heard the door open and saw Val. She flashed a quick smile on her face and step forwards to give me a hug. As she was hugging me tight, in the arms, she said.

"Oh Lana! You scared the shit out of us! Do you remember what happened?"

She went out of my arms and sat on a chair next to the bed, not the one the James was sitting on but the one on the other side of the bed. I glanced at James, he was still sleeping, really hard with his mouth open, almost drooling. Usually I would have laugh to see him like this but just to think about how he acted at Matt's. I just wanted him to get out of here. I had suddendly the feeling to cry. I looked at Val swallowing my tears back.

"What is he doing here ?! I don't want him to be here!"

I became furious, he was the last person I wanted to have close to me right now. I stood up but before I could walk away, Val put a hand on my shoulder and forced me to sit back on the bed. I started to cry, Val took me in her arms, she was such a nice person, always there for everyone. I took a deep breath and glanced again over my shoulder, he was still there but now he was awake. he was looking at the floor and then looked straight into my eyes. His eyes were red, probably from tiredness or even maybe because he cried too much.. Probably that, I could see in his eyes all the sadness that he had inside of him. I had never seen him like that before. It was killing me. After all maybe Val was right.. he liked me for real. I shook my head to put away all the thoughts that I had inside of it.

James stood up and ran a hand in his hair, I could see he had tears in the eyes and he was holding himself not to let it all out in front of me. He looked at me one more time and said.

"I .. I guess, I should leave."

He was waiting for a reaction from my part but I just looked to the ground, I didn't nodded or something, I didn't know how to react. So after a few seconds I heard a deep sigh coming from him and the door open and close again.

"I talked to him.. he regrets.. a lot more than you think." Val said.

I turned myself to face her. I could see in her eyes that she was very sincere and that she wasn't lying. I didn't want to make it more difficult for me so I tried to change the subject.

"Can I just know why I am here please.. ?" I sighed.

I was feeling extremely tired and my stomach was still hurting but less than the night before. She nodded and said.

"I'm going to tell the doctor that you're awake.

I waited few minutes alone, then I heard the door opened and Val came in with a doctor next to her. She sat next to me on the same chair that she was sitting on not long time ago. The doctor put his glasses on the tip of his nose and started to read a piece of paper that he had in his hands. He looked at me and said.

"Good Morning ladies. How is it going today with you Mrs Smith? How do you feel?"

"Hmm.. I'm okay, headache and stomach pain.. but out of that I guess i'm fine.."

He didn't say anything else and just looked down again at his paper. He nodded and started to talk again.

"So this pretty lady here told me that you wanted to know what is going on and why you are here, is that right?"

He was pointing Val as he said pretty lady. I looked at him and nodded.

"Well.. This isn't good news.. You miscarried.. How long did you know that you were pregnant?"

I was in total schock. This couldn't be real. There was no way that I could be pregnant.. I looked at Val, her facial expression was priceless, she was looking at me with her mouth open, she couldn't believe it herself too. I looked at the doctor again, shook my head and said.

"Sorry doctor, this can't! I had no sex since.."

And then everything flashed in my head again. How I met James.. It was something like a month and a half ago... I never had a little idea that I could be pregnant. Sometimes I had some fucked up mood but it was the only thing.. How the hell am I going to say it to James... I felt some tears coming, This wasn't only my baby.. This was also the one from the guy that almost forced me to have sex with him and all of that on the moment that I was misscarying.. This was insane. I put my hands on my face and started to sob. The only thing I felt was a hand rubbing my back. It was Val, again, I knew at least that she was there for me..

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