Having one of your best friends call you and having to tell you that your boyfriend was cheating on you was like someone stabbing you in the back. I was speechless then I laughed it off, they were joking with me. Jimmy wouldn’t do it, we just had a fight that was all.
“Yeah right Zacky he wouldn’t do that,” I laughed.
“Why would I lie to you? I came into his room since I was sharing it with him and saw him and Leana messing around! He was but naked on top! The vision was….” He shivered, “Very disturbing. I mean, he didn’t-”
“Zacky!” I cried. Just imaging him doing that was making my stomach twist into knots. He can’t do this to me, “Just I need to go alright?” I said and before he could say anything I just hung up on him and sighed. Jimmy didn’t do this, Zacky was either lying or he just thought it was Jimmy and it was someone else. That’s all, that’s what happened. I would just ask Jimmy after work, that’s all I have to do.
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Jimmy’s P.O.V.
“I hate you,” I growled at him. The idiot told my girl that I cheated on her, I know he did because Leana came and told me, being the good friend that she was. And since she was Zacky’s girlfriend. We just acted like nothing had happened but having the guys smelling sex on us didn’t help. Then of course Zacky caught me alone in the tour bus and he was cussing me out, saying how he was disappointed in me and how Ruby just left the situation that we were in because she was scared. So, I told him I hated him for telling her. Now I knew that our relationship was over. I lost her and now, her brother was going to kill me. If Johnny found out, I wouldn’t be a part of this band anymore and it was scaring me.
“It was your own fault to begin with,” Zacky growled, “You-”
“I did it because I was drunk!” I cried, I was drunk but I could remember everything. The way Leana moved, how she tasted. I sighed and shook my head, no, I needed to think about Deanna, she is my girl. Not Leana but I have to admit, she was a lot better in bed.
I sighed, what in the world was I going to do about this? Johnny was going to kill me, Deanna may never speak to me. I shook my head and sank down into my bunk and texted Deanna. She answered me but she was being short about it.
‘Zacky told me’ she said
‘I know baby…I was drunk’
‘whatever’
‘why don’t you believe me?’
‘because you slapped me, shows how much you care James’ she told me and I sighed.
‘I don’t want you away from me baby, I love you,” I told her.
‘well I am and don’t bother to talk to me’ then after that was sent, she stopped talking to me. I sighed and threw my phone onto the bed and laid down and took a deep breath. I messed this up and she was going to hate me forever. What didn’t help was that before I knew it, Johnny was screaming and I was being thrown like a rag doll and he was sitting on top of me pounding his fists on my face. I quickly threw him off and went after him but Matt grabbed my arms and pinned me back.
“I hate you!” Johnny screamed, “You used her! You used my sister!” He yelled, “Don’t see her! Don’t ever see her!”
“I can do what I want! I didn’t mean to hurt her!” I yelled at him. He glared at me and spat in my face. I ruined it with me and Deanna and there was no changing it now.