Deanna’s P.O.V.
They were home, my brother was mad, Zacky felt sorry for me and Jimmy never came near Johnny’s home. My parents were upset about all of this and I spent a month pretty much locked up in my room crying. Leana texted me, Jimmy texted me saying how good it felt and all that, mocking me. I knew Jimmy was just mad and he was pushing me away because we couldn’t be together, I heard my brother over talking to his wife when they were over for dinner.
I hated my life right now, first it was Zacky and now it was Jimmy. I always thought that Jimmy was the one that I was going to marry and be with forever and now, I guess I was wrong. I hated him, I despised him.
When my parents said they were leaving and my brother went home, I was alone in my room left to watch endless movies and eat a tub of ice cream. I was trying my best to get Jimmy out of my head but seeing him and Leana doing it made my heart ache and feel disturbed.
I sighed and turned off the TV and came downstairs and put the ice cream away and came back up to my room and saw Zacky at the window making me scream and nearly have a heart attack and he just laughed as he opened my window.
“I am going to kill you!” I laughed and threw my slippers at him as he laughed uncontrollably coming into my room.
“You are such a jerk!” I laughed at him. He came in and shut the window behind him and looked at me, sighing. The laughter and silliness died down and I remembered why I was here in my pajamas and not out with my boyfriend. He cheated on me with my best friend.
“Come here Dee,” Zacky said. I came to him and hugged him tightly and cuddled to his chest, “I am so sorry this happened baby girl,” He whispered to me, brushing his fingers through my hair letting me feel relaxed in his embrace. I missed him so much, I missed his touch and his voice. He was the one that I had fallen in love with in the first place, not Zacky.
“I love you, you know that?” He told me. I nodded, the heart ache slowly leaving me. I missed him, I missed my baby.
“I love you too Zacky, I always have,” I whispered to him. It was…half true. I wasn’t even sure what I was saying. I missed him yes but I don’t know if I was in love with him or not. I didn’t know anything or not.
“Oh Dee…” He whispered to me and I pulled away and looked into his beautiful green eyes. He was so beautiful, just like my Jimmy. He came and kissed me, his lips being soft and gentle as he kissed me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer, letting my mind tell me what I wanted. I wanted Jimmy to know this pain. I wanted him to feel the hurt.
Zacky took me away that night, letting me make a choice this time and this time, I felt his love and he took my pain. I was this little piece of heaven, hoping Jimmy would know the pain that he had put me through.
“You WHAT?!” Jimmy screamed at me. He had caught Zacky and I in the morning. He was going to come through my window to come and talk to me and saw Zacky and I cuddled together in the bed. He was fuming and Zacky hurried out of the house and smirked at Jimmy and left out of the house. I laid in bed covered up looking at my fuming boyfriend and saw the hurt in his eyes. He was hurt and I could careless about it.
“Yeah I slept with him, and you care?” I asked him, “How does it feel Jimmy hm? Being madly in love with someone and hear that he slept with your best friend?” I asked him. He came and sat down at the edge of my bed and sighed.
“Hurts,’ He whispered, “I…I don’t know what to say Dee,” He told me and to be honest, I didn’t know what to say to him either. He was a jerk and I hated him for what he did but it felt like since I did it too, that we were even.
I laid there and turned over to my side and cuddled to my pillow and sighed, I didn’t know what to say either. I was hurting from him and I was hurting that I wasn’t enough for him. I just did this to show him how much it hurt.
“Oh my sweet Dee,” He whispered and crawled over to me, “Baby I am so sorry for what I did,” He told me, his hand caressing my side, “I love you so so much baby. I just…I was hurt baby, I was scared,”
“Scared of what?” I asked turning over, “What could you possibly be scared of?”
“Losing the love of my life, my soul mate,” He whispered to me holding me tightly against him.
“I am?” I asked him. I saw the seriousness in his eyes and the love in them. He loved me, I could feel it and I loved him so, so much. He was the love of my life and I loved him more then anything. He smiled and came and kissed me with so much love, he was so gentle.
“Let’s just…we’ve been through enough right baby?” He asked me, caressing my cheek, “Why don’t we just go…go and get married?” He asked kissing me again. Of course I said yes, I would always say yes to him. He was my soul mate and I loved him more then anything in the world. More then Zacky, more then any other guy I had been with. And that day he showed me it more times that I could count.
We got married, sure my brother didn’t like it but Jimmy and I ran away together and we got hitched. After so many years, my brother finally excepted that we were madly in love with one another. Zacky eventually got married to Leana and after that, we were happy. All of us.
Just one big happy family.