I Give my Heart to you on this Crimson Day
Chapter 39: Natural Born Killer
Erin's P.O.V
I walked back over to Zack's house still unaware of what the issue with myself was. I walked in and Zack seemed really happy to see me, he almost looked like he hadn't seen me in years. I sat down and was about to be pulled into my own thoughts but then I realized that Arin was here and he was going to be able to hear the situations in my head.
"Arin can we talk for a minute outside?" I asked and we went out to the backyard. He seemed confused until he saw me rubbing the sides of my head.
"There is something on your mind that you are worried about me seeing; isn't there?" He said and I nodded.
"I just want to make it clear that when we are inside you are going to hear stuff going on in my mind but please try not to say anything because I am still unsure of my feelings on the whole situation. I just wanted to warn you and ask you to let me tell Zack and everyone about it when the time is right" I said semi smiling. He pulled me into a hug making me feel a huge wave of emotions... jeeze Erin what the hell is wrong with you. I thought to myself and broke from the hug.
"So you do promise that you wont say anything about what you hear right?" I asked and he smiled and nodded. We went back inside and the girls had the music blasted and they were dancing. Izzy took me over to where they all were and we were dancing. We sat there dancing and I was of course getting into the music like usual.
"Iz I think that we need to go out dancing tonight" I said in her ear while we continued to dance and she smiled and nodded and got really really excited like usual.
"LADIES WE ARE GOING OUT TONIGHT!!" Iz yelled and they all cheered.
"And now I think that we should head to our houses and get changed!!" Val called out. You could tell that she was super excited to get out and just have a great time. I went over and kissed Zack roughly and he pulled me in a little more and we made out right in front of everyone.
"Alright well I think that is enough" Izzy said and she nudged me with her hip. I smiled and broke from the kiss and she pushed Zack out of the house along with Jimmy so that we could pick out the perfect outfits for tonight. We ran up to my bedroom and I paced around my closet trying to find a really cute outfit that would be comfortable to dance in. Izzy had already made herself at home in the other room and she looked for an outfit herself leaving me to my thoughts while looking. And just then I found the perfect outfit; it was a black racer back tank top that was sheer in the back, I had some leather skinny jeans and I wore my maroon converse for comfort while dancing. I accessorized it with some gold necklaces, one was my favorite guitar/music note necklace. I also put on a strappy leather bracelet and I stuffed a navy blue bandana in my pocket. I did my usual pinup liner and curled my hair and made sure that I looked amazing. I met Izzy downstairs and she looked stunning like usual. She did some somkey eye makeup and it made her blue hair and her eyes pop. I knew that Jimmy was going to be all over her tonight!
"Are you ready to go?" She asked looking at my outfit. I looked at hers and I nodded.
"You look amazing!!" I stated and she smiled.
"As do you!!! I am digging the converses with the outfit!!" She said and we went over to Zack's and met up with him and Jimmy. They both looked stunned as we walked inside. I kissed Zack deeply and I went to the kitchen grabbing a bottle of vodka. The guys tried to grab for it but I swatted them away.
"Wait for everyone to get here! I wanna do a shot before we go!" I said and just then all the guys and their wives walked in and Brian of course jumped straight for the bottle I had out. I pulled back nearly falling into Zack.
"Jeeze let me get the shot glasses first! This ain't all for you dummy!" I said laughing in Zack arms. Before I could go grab the shot glasses Jimmy walked out with them in his hands and we poured a bunch of shots. I took a deep breath and waited for someone to say something.
"To having a fucking blast tonight!" Jimmy yelled out and I smiled and we clinked our glasses together and then I took my shot down before anyone else could even blink. I needed the drink badly.
"Ah what the hell let's do one more!" I said laughing feeling the warmth of the vodka running through my body. I poured another set of shots and we all took them down and I grabbed my bag and everyone walked out to the cars. Jimmy and Izzy of course decided to ride with us and we were so happy when we arrived to the club. Izzy and I literally were the first ones out and into the club. We went to the bar and sat down grabbing a couple shots of tequila and took them down happily.
"Where the hell are our drinks ladies?" Jimmy asked and we just gave them sexy smiles.
"Well you two were slow on getting in here and ordering us drinks so we got some shots for ourselves" Izzy said and she kissed Jimmy. I smiled at Zack raising my eyebrows at him and he ordered another round of shots for us. He came over and we wrapped her arms together and we took down the shots. I was feeling really good right now and while the music had an amazing beat I grabbed Zack and we started dancing and moving to the rhythm. After a couple songs Zack got tired along with Jimmy so Iz and I just sat there dancing and just enjoying ourselves. The other ladies joined us on the dance floor and we seemed to be the life of the party. I stopped dancing and went over to the couches that the guys were sitting on and Zack handed me a drink and I took it down because I was thirsty. He smiled and I heard Matt growl a little. I was confused.
"What is up with you>" I asked turning to him. He motioned his head towards the photographers and I was a little taken off guard that there was press around.
"Let's just take a pic and give them something; it has been a while since we have given them photos" Brian said and they all huddled around me taking me by surprise. Zack had his left arm around my waist and I just held my drink and I noticed Zack was flaunting his wedding band. We all smiled and the man took the photo.
"Thank you so much for the photo; I will throw the other press off and tell them that you left" He said and Brian shook his hand and smiled.
"Hey thanks man" Brian said and then man made his way out. I went to the bar and grabbed a Jack and Coke and sat there sipping it when I strange man came up next to me and smiled.
"Hey there hottie" He said and I just stood there.
"I have been watching your throughout the night.... you looked good out there dancing with your friends. Why don't you come dance with me" He said trying to grab at my waist and I backed up with my drink and cringed.
"I am married so thanks but no thanks" I said and he grabbed at me again.
"Listen asshole don't touch me" I said and slapped him. Zack came up behind me giving the man an evil glare.
"Is he bothering you honey?" Zack asked and then he kissed me.
"You're Zacky Vengeance" The man said and Zack nodded. The man smiled and patted his shoulder.
"Dude you and Synyster Gates are fucking amazing; best guitar playing ever. Sorry man had no idea that she was your wife. I think everyone still thought that you were with that other blonde that you were with after you and Gena divorced" He said I nearly spat out my drink hearing the word divorced. I must have missed a huge chapter of his life.... I broke away and walked back over to Matt and Brian and smiled.
"Everyone seems to be having a good time" I said moving to the music.
"What happened to you? You look like you have just seen something terrifying" Brian said.
"Was Zack really already married?" I asked and they just stared at me blankly and I was waiting for them to respond but they just weren't.
"It's the past whatever. I am going to go and dance with Arin or something" I said and set my drink down and ran over to Arin and we playfully danced for a while and then Zack came back over and he dragged me out for another shot. I wanted another set and the waiter came to me.
"I was told to give you this drink. There was a handsome guy who sends his love" He said and without thought I took down the drink and then grabbed another set of shots with Izzy and all the other girls. The guys seemed fine right now but all of us girls were really drunk. I stumbled into Zack and he just laughed and smiled.
"Jimmy I think that it is time to take these women home" He said to Jimmy and he agreed. Izzy and I fell into the backseat and we fell asleep on each other laughing about all the girls we saw that were dancing. I don't know we got on the subject but I knew that we were both just really hilarious when we are drunk. I passed out completely on the way home going right into dream land. I was going to feel all of those drinks tomorrow morning. When I woke up I looked at the clock and noticed that it was noon. I groaned and got up out of the bed in only my underwear and walked downstairs towards the smell of coffee. I saw Zack smile at me as he read his magazine and I grabbed some coffee and sat down on his lap looking at the article on Metallica that he was reading. I kissed his cheek and he rubbed my back.
"Do you want to go to lunch just the two of us? I really want to clear the air about the divorce bomb that you got last night. I just wanted to tell you about Gena" He said and I nodded and kissed him and then went up stairs and got dressed and came back down.
"I am going to run home and get changed and shower and then I will be back and we can go to lunch" I said and then went back to my house. I went up to my room and Izzy and Jimmy were still sleeping because they have always been late sleepers. After I showered and then changed I went back over to Zacks and he seemed to be having another one of those "off" moments.
Zack's P.O.V
I took a shower and changed and was waiting for Erin to get back. I sat back down and read the magazine like before and was so ready to get some alone time with Erin and make sure that she understood the whole Gena thing.
"Do you really think that she is going to understand the whole Gena subject?" There again sat the vampire side of Erin. I sighed heavily already sick of this whole thing. She came over and whispered in my ear sending chills down my spine.
"You know that you want me.... so make it happen Zacky... I really miss feeling you.... and you feeling me" She said and I sat there trying to block it all out.
"I love Erin the way she is" I stated. I felt her kiss my neck... It felt so real.
"Come on you know that I was the best thing about Erin... you could feel me.... you couldn't break me... I was wilder than she is now... It is for the best my love" She whispered and I could feel myself slowly breaking down...
She was right... I missed the vampire side...
I walked back over to Zack's house still unaware of what the issue with myself was. I walked in and Zack seemed really happy to see me, he almost looked like he hadn't seen me in years. I sat down and was about to be pulled into my own thoughts but then I realized that Arin was here and he was going to be able to hear the situations in my head.
"Arin can we talk for a minute outside?" I asked and we went out to the backyard. He seemed confused until he saw me rubbing the sides of my head.
"There is something on your mind that you are worried about me seeing; isn't there?" He said and I nodded.
"I just want to make it clear that when we are inside you are going to hear stuff going on in my mind but please try not to say anything because I am still unsure of my feelings on the whole situation. I just wanted to warn you and ask you to let me tell Zack and everyone about it when the time is right" I said semi smiling. He pulled me into a hug making me feel a huge wave of emotions... jeeze Erin what the hell is wrong with you. I thought to myself and broke from the hug.
"So you do promise that you wont say anything about what you hear right?" I asked and he smiled and nodded. We went back inside and the girls had the music blasted and they were dancing. Izzy took me over to where they all were and we were dancing. We sat there dancing and I was of course getting into the music like usual.
"Iz I think that we need to go out dancing tonight" I said in her ear while we continued to dance and she smiled and nodded and got really really excited like usual.
"LADIES WE ARE GOING OUT TONIGHT!!" Iz yelled and they all cheered.
"And now I think that we should head to our houses and get changed!!" Val called out. You could tell that she was super excited to get out and just have a great time. I went over and kissed Zack roughly and he pulled me in a little more and we made out right in front of everyone.
"Alright well I think that is enough" Izzy said and she nudged me with her hip. I smiled and broke from the kiss and she pushed Zack out of the house along with Jimmy so that we could pick out the perfect outfits for tonight. We ran up to my bedroom and I paced around my closet trying to find a really cute outfit that would be comfortable to dance in. Izzy had already made herself at home in the other room and she looked for an outfit herself leaving me to my thoughts while looking. And just then I found the perfect outfit; it was a black racer back tank top that was sheer in the back, I had some leather skinny jeans and I wore my maroon converse for comfort while dancing. I accessorized it with some gold necklaces, one was my favorite guitar/music note necklace. I also put on a strappy leather bracelet and I stuffed a navy blue bandana in my pocket. I did my usual pinup liner and curled my hair and made sure that I looked amazing. I met Izzy downstairs and she looked stunning like usual. She did some somkey eye makeup and it made her blue hair and her eyes pop. I knew that Jimmy was going to be all over her tonight!
"Are you ready to go?" She asked looking at my outfit. I looked at hers and I nodded.
"You look amazing!!" I stated and she smiled.
"As do you!!! I am digging the converses with the outfit!!" She said and we went over to Zack's and met up with him and Jimmy. They both looked stunned as we walked inside. I kissed Zack deeply and I went to the kitchen grabbing a bottle of vodka. The guys tried to grab for it but I swatted them away.
"Wait for everyone to get here! I wanna do a shot before we go!" I said and just then all the guys and their wives walked in and Brian of course jumped straight for the bottle I had out. I pulled back nearly falling into Zack.
"Jeeze let me get the shot glasses first! This ain't all for you dummy!" I said laughing in Zack arms. Before I could go grab the shot glasses Jimmy walked out with them in his hands and we poured a bunch of shots. I took a deep breath and waited for someone to say something.
"To having a fucking blast tonight!" Jimmy yelled out and I smiled and we clinked our glasses together and then I took my shot down before anyone else could even blink. I needed the drink badly.
"Ah what the hell let's do one more!" I said laughing feeling the warmth of the vodka running through my body. I poured another set of shots and we all took them down and I grabbed my bag and everyone walked out to the cars. Jimmy and Izzy of course decided to ride with us and we were so happy when we arrived to the club. Izzy and I literally were the first ones out and into the club. We went to the bar and sat down grabbing a couple shots of tequila and took them down happily.
"Where the hell are our drinks ladies?" Jimmy asked and we just gave them sexy smiles.
"Well you two were slow on getting in here and ordering us drinks so we got some shots for ourselves" Izzy said and she kissed Jimmy. I smiled at Zack raising my eyebrows at him and he ordered another round of shots for us. He came over and we wrapped her arms together and we took down the shots. I was feeling really good right now and while the music had an amazing beat I grabbed Zack and we started dancing and moving to the rhythm. After a couple songs Zack got tired along with Jimmy so Iz and I just sat there dancing and just enjoying ourselves. The other ladies joined us on the dance floor and we seemed to be the life of the party. I stopped dancing and went over to the couches that the guys were sitting on and Zack handed me a drink and I took it down because I was thirsty. He smiled and I heard Matt growl a little. I was confused.
"What is up with you>" I asked turning to him. He motioned his head towards the photographers and I was a little taken off guard that there was press around.
"Let's just take a pic and give them something; it has been a while since we have given them photos" Brian said and they all huddled around me taking me by surprise. Zack had his left arm around my waist and I just held my drink and I noticed Zack was flaunting his wedding band. We all smiled and the man took the photo.
"Thank you so much for the photo; I will throw the other press off and tell them that you left" He said and Brian shook his hand and smiled.
"Hey thanks man" Brian said and then man made his way out. I went to the bar and grabbed a Jack and Coke and sat there sipping it when I strange man came up next to me and smiled.
"Hey there hottie" He said and I just stood there.
"I have been watching your throughout the night.... you looked good out there dancing with your friends. Why don't you come dance with me" He said trying to grab at my waist and I backed up with my drink and cringed.
"I am married so thanks but no thanks" I said and he grabbed at me again.
"Listen asshole don't touch me" I said and slapped him. Zack came up behind me giving the man an evil glare.
"Is he bothering you honey?" Zack asked and then he kissed me.
"You're Zacky Vengeance" The man said and Zack nodded. The man smiled and patted his shoulder.
"Dude you and Synyster Gates are fucking amazing; best guitar playing ever. Sorry man had no idea that she was your wife. I think everyone still thought that you were with that other blonde that you were with after you and Gena divorced" He said I nearly spat out my drink hearing the word divorced. I must have missed a huge chapter of his life.... I broke away and walked back over to Matt and Brian and smiled.
"Everyone seems to be having a good time" I said moving to the music.
"What happened to you? You look like you have just seen something terrifying" Brian said.
"Was Zack really already married?" I asked and they just stared at me blankly and I was waiting for them to respond but they just weren't.
"It's the past whatever. I am going to go and dance with Arin or something" I said and set my drink down and ran over to Arin and we playfully danced for a while and then Zack came back over and he dragged me out for another shot. I wanted another set and the waiter came to me.
"I was told to give you this drink. There was a handsome guy who sends his love" He said and without thought I took down the drink and then grabbed another set of shots with Izzy and all the other girls. The guys seemed fine right now but all of us girls were really drunk. I stumbled into Zack and he just laughed and smiled.
"Jimmy I think that it is time to take these women home" He said to Jimmy and he agreed. Izzy and I fell into the backseat and we fell asleep on each other laughing about all the girls we saw that were dancing. I don't know we got on the subject but I knew that we were both just really hilarious when we are drunk. I passed out completely on the way home going right into dream land. I was going to feel all of those drinks tomorrow morning. When I woke up I looked at the clock and noticed that it was noon. I groaned and got up out of the bed in only my underwear and walked downstairs towards the smell of coffee. I saw Zack smile at me as he read his magazine and I grabbed some coffee and sat down on his lap looking at the article on Metallica that he was reading. I kissed his cheek and he rubbed my back.
"Do you want to go to lunch just the two of us? I really want to clear the air about the divorce bomb that you got last night. I just wanted to tell you about Gena" He said and I nodded and kissed him and then went up stairs and got dressed and came back down.
"I am going to run home and get changed and shower and then I will be back and we can go to lunch" I said and then went back to my house. I went up to my room and Izzy and Jimmy were still sleeping because they have always been late sleepers. After I showered and then changed I went back over to Zacks and he seemed to be having another one of those "off" moments.
Zack's P.O.V
I took a shower and changed and was waiting for Erin to get back. I sat back down and read the magazine like before and was so ready to get some alone time with Erin and make sure that she understood the whole Gena thing.
"Do you really think that she is going to understand the whole Gena subject?" There again sat the vampire side of Erin. I sighed heavily already sick of this whole thing. She came over and whispered in my ear sending chills down my spine.
"You know that you want me.... so make it happen Zacky... I really miss feeling you.... and you feeling me" She said and I sat there trying to block it all out.
"I love Erin the way she is" I stated. I felt her kiss my neck... It felt so real.
"Come on you know that I was the best thing about Erin... you could feel me.... you couldn't break me... I was wilder than she is now... It is for the best my love" She whispered and I could feel myself slowly breaking down...
She was right... I missed the vampire side...
Notes
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Alright so here are the outfits that Erin and Izzy wore:
Izzy's: http://followpics.net/great-rocker-outfit/
Erin's: http://elovefehderau.tumblr.com/post/64885383039/want
JIMMY!!!
3/28/18