“NO!” I yelled “GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!”

Adrian pulled a bandana from his pocket and gag me with it. I tried to yell but it only came out as a muffled sound.

Hopeless.

That’s a pretty good word to describe this situation.

Let’s recap, shall we? ...My dad, the person that it’s supposed to protect me against this shitty and crappy world, is currently trying to rape me.

I could feel his breath against my neck and his hand gropping my breast through my bra, while his growing erection was against my thigh. Tears were streaming down my face, and I’m too scared to even move, so I guess crying it's what's left for me... I'm lost...

No, but I can’t just give up… I can’t!

I took a deep breath and I fought back with all the strength I didn’t know I possessed, although it didn't help very much, he pinned my arms above my head and I turned my face away squirming underneath him, trying to get loose

Luck wasn’t on my side this day

He punched me on the ribs, making me spit blood against his face, it was not my intention to make everything worse, but I wasn’t going to apologize, he deserved that and worse.

He took his hand to his face and cleaned the blood that was on his cheek, looking at it in the most worthless way ever, while I breathed hard trying to guess his next move and then he slapped me once more, making more blood leave my lips, this time against the carpet.

“DO YOU SEE WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!?” he stood up from me and I rolled over, my face against the carpet and my back against him, my hands hugging my stomach and the pain crumbling me down “WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY!?”

He kicked me on the side of my ribcage he already punched earlier, I drowned the scream that wanted to leave my throat and he make me roll over so I could face him, I was breathing hard. And my heart was breathing fast… really fast.

“This is the part where you say….” He hissed “I’m fucking sorry, daddy. It won’t happen again”

You got to be kidding me...

“SAY IT!” he crushed my hand with his boot, until the scream he was looking for left my throat “FUCKING SAY IT, YOU SLUT!”

“NO!” I yelled and he lifted his boot, releasing my purple hand and I took it to my chest, holding it with my other hand, it was bloody and black from the dirt in his boot.

He lowered himself on top of me, rubbing himself against me and he whispered in my ear “Imagine all the fun we are going to have tonight” If you would have asked me before if I ever would have tried to do something like this, I would have hesitated… A LOT, but now it was something I should have done way before.

I kicked him in the nuts. He deserved so much more, but for now this was gonna be it.

He rolled over from me, groaning in pain, while I tried to catch my breath, taking this chance to 'attempt' an escape.

But I was too slow, that I didn't even get the chance to stood up...

“AHHHHH!” I yelled when he yanked a fist of my hair, making me stand to look at him, my bloody nose, my busted lip and my smeared make-up. I’m sure I was ready to compete in a beauty pageant.

“I-I—” I can’t believe I was actually going to say it. “I-I’m—”

BEEP, BEEP. My cell phone started to go off, who could possibly be—

Oh, no! No, No!

Adrian let go of me, pushing me back, making me stumbled against the wall and cringe in pain for the cuts and blows I had on my back.

“Aww” Adrian cooed holding my phone in his hand “Loverboy is calling?”

I was breathing hard, my chest was hurting really bad and I could barely keep my eyes open.

“He will understand if you don’t answer a call, right babe?” he then smashed the phone against the wall “Well actually, a few calls” he chuckled, walking towards me, while I glared at him

“Feisty aren’t we?” he asked “Don’t worry, everything will be over and you and loverboy will be together”

My eyes widened in horror…

“No..” I said barely, my throat was sore from Adrian‘s grip on my neck from before, so I cleared it and tried again “Please, don’t” this time a little louder

“Don’t what, sweetie?” he asked smirking “Don’t kill him?”

I nodded.

God! I'm sure looked like a fucking bitch right now.

He chuckled “Too late, babe. Too late”

“No, no!” I was exasperated “I—I’ll stay! …here… with you”

His widened before he asked “Why?”

“If you don’t touch him, I’ll cut him off and you can have me to yourself” I said

Disgusting I know...

But I was going to die anyway, and I wasn’t going to drag Jimmy in this, no, I wasn’t going to do that.

“No” he chuckled “I mean why would you think I want something from a whore like you, huh?” he said, making me back a little at his words, not because I felt insulted or any of that bullshit, it was because it only meant…

“I’ll be right back” he chuckled disappearing in the closet behind the stairs

I knew what was he looking for, it was now or never if I wanted to escape, this was the perfect moment, so I stood up, cringing at every movement and I opened the door, just to find out the rain was flooding the streets, I wasn’t backing out for a little rain.

Well maybe, a lot of rain, but still...

I started walking slowly through the lawn, because of my injuries and I dropped to my knees because of the mud, but I stood up and started to walk again, hugging my side and my arm, which it wasn’t obeying me.

“YOU WHORE!” I heard Adrian’s voice yelling after me, I panicked but I didn’t stop, I wasn’t going to stop… I couldn’t—

BANG!

I felt the stinging pain, going through my lower back, and I dropped to my knees, holding the part where I felt the pain going stronger and stronger. I pressed my hand against it and when I saw it, it was pitched red, a dark red, a bloodish red.

“GABY!”

And with that, I fall completely into the ground, watching the raindrops hit my face, closing my eyes and fading more into darkness...