Our Own Piece Of Heaven
Nightmare
“I was thinking you weren't coming home, sweetie” he said
“A-Adrian wha-what are yo-you doing here?” I slurred
“What a way to say welcome to your daddy” he took a sip from his glass full of what I presume it's whisky “Flight got cancelled, sweetie”
Sweetie!?... Okay, please tell me when is the right time, to get scared... Oh, shit...
Did he noticed Jimmy?
Did he noticed I wasn’t here in all day?
Since how long was he there?
But most important...
Why I am not in the floor, shielding myself!?
“Gabrielle” he called me after letting out a relief sound, playing with the glass in his hand
Maybe, I should consider getting scared now, he never used my full name, hell he never used my name, not since—
“Come here, baby girl” Adrian called me breaking my thoughts
Baby girl!? Officially I am scared, I wonder if I could try my luck, running for the door, maybe I could—
“Don’t even think it, you fucking whore” he hissed, glancing at me
And there is Miss Little Sunshine!
“You think, I didn’t knew…” he paused, returning his gaze to his glass “THAT YOU WERE SCREWING SOME EMO KID BEHIND MY BACK” he yelled, smashing the glass against the wall
SHIT was such a small word in this situation...
“I-I—” I slurred
“YOU WHAT!?!” he stood up and walked towards me “ARE A WHORE?!, A FUCKING SLUT!?, WHAT!?!” he punched the wall near my face, making me turn away to the other side, closing my eyes tightly
“Look what you made me done” he hissed, grabbing my face making me look at his bleeding knuckles “ALL IS YOUR FUCKING FAULT!” he then slapped me, no, he punched me with his fist causing me to hit the floor...
I sure wasn’t prepared for that... he punched me! he fucking punched me!
He started getting closer to me, making me back away from him, but soon my back collided with the wall and I knew I had nowhere to run
Fear was starting to take over me
He yanked a fistful of hair, making me stood up and I couldn’t contain the scream that left my throat, I tried to fight against his hand, on the grip he had on my hair. But before I could free myself he slammed me against the glass tabletop that was on the living room, breaking in into millions of pieces, after my body collided with it. I could feel the pain running in my body from hitting the shattered glass
“You’re not going anywhere” Adrian said yanking my hair again “Cause you see baby... If I can’t have you, NOBODY will” he struck my face against the floor, causing my nose to start bleeding
My nose, my cheek, my hands, were bleeding, staining the white carpet that lay on the linoleum floor
“LOOK!” he yelled making me look at my blood on the carpet “LOOK THE FUCKING MESS YOU DID, YOU SKANK!”
He kicked me in the ribs and turned my body so my back was against the floor, he sat himself on top of me, even though I tried to scream, he just slapped me so I could be quiet, but I didn’t; and that only made things worse, he put his hands on my neck and started squeezing it, making me lose air and choke myself.
I thought he was going to kill me now, even though I was fighting against his hands, he was stronger than me, and my tiny hands, with tiny nails couldn't do much.
But he released me, before he could knock out the lights out of me, just to rip my shirt open and squeeze my left breast with his hand.
NO!!!
“NO!” I yelled “YOU FUCKING PIG! GET OFF OF ME!” I tried to yank off away from him but he was stronger
I was loss
“I don’t like sharing and you are only mine” he said licking my neck and rubbing the interior of my thighs.
“I RATHER BE DEAD YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE, GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME” I yelled trying to push him away, closing my tights, so he couldn't go further
“Shhh” he whispered in my ear “We can manage that... After I've had my fun with you” I could feel his sickened smile against my neck, and my eyes closed tightly, praying this was only a nightmare, a really lived nightmare...
“A-Adrian wha-what are yo-you doing here?” I slurred
“What a way to say welcome to your daddy” he took a sip from his glass full of what I presume it's whisky “Flight got cancelled, sweetie”
Sweetie!?... Okay, please tell me when is the right time, to get scared... Oh, shit...
Did he noticed Jimmy?
Did he noticed I wasn’t here in all day?
Since how long was he there?
But most important...
Why I am not in the floor, shielding myself!?
“Gabrielle” he called me after letting out a relief sound, playing with the glass in his hand
Maybe, I should consider getting scared now, he never used my full name, hell he never used my name, not since—
“Come here, baby girl” Adrian called me breaking my thoughts
Baby girl!? Officially I am scared, I wonder if I could try my luck, running for the door, maybe I could—
“Don’t even think it, you fucking whore” he hissed, glancing at me
And there is Miss Little Sunshine!
“You think, I didn’t knew…” he paused, returning his gaze to his glass “THAT YOU WERE SCREWING SOME EMO KID BEHIND MY BACK” he yelled, smashing the glass against the wall
SHIT was such a small word in this situation...
“I-I—” I slurred
“YOU WHAT!?!” he stood up and walked towards me “ARE A WHORE?!, A FUCKING SLUT!?, WHAT!?!” he punched the wall near my face, making me turn away to the other side, closing my eyes tightly
“Look what you made me done” he hissed, grabbing my face making me look at his bleeding knuckles “ALL IS YOUR FUCKING FAULT!” he then slapped me, no, he punched me with his fist causing me to hit the floor...
I sure wasn’t prepared for that... he punched me! he fucking punched me!
He started getting closer to me, making me back away from him, but soon my back collided with the wall and I knew I had nowhere to run
Fear was starting to take over me
He yanked a fistful of hair, making me stood up and I couldn’t contain the scream that left my throat, I tried to fight against his hand, on the grip he had on my hair. But before I could free myself he slammed me against the glass tabletop that was on the living room, breaking in into millions of pieces, after my body collided with it. I could feel the pain running in my body from hitting the shattered glass
“You’re not going anywhere” Adrian said yanking my hair again “Cause you see baby... If I can’t have you, NOBODY will” he struck my face against the floor, causing my nose to start bleeding
My nose, my cheek, my hands, were bleeding, staining the white carpet that lay on the linoleum floor
“LOOK!” he yelled making me look at my blood on the carpet “LOOK THE FUCKING MESS YOU DID, YOU SKANK!”
He kicked me in the ribs and turned my body so my back was against the floor, he sat himself on top of me, even though I tried to scream, he just slapped me so I could be quiet, but I didn’t; and that only made things worse, he put his hands on my neck and started squeezing it, making me lose air and choke myself.
I thought he was going to kill me now, even though I was fighting against his hands, he was stronger than me, and my tiny hands, with tiny nails couldn't do much.
But he released me, before he could knock out the lights out of me, just to rip my shirt open and squeeze my left breast with his hand.
NO!!!
“NO!” I yelled “YOU FUCKING PIG! GET OFF OF ME!” I tried to yank off away from him but he was stronger
I was loss
“I don’t like sharing and you are only mine” he said licking my neck and rubbing the interior of my thighs.
“I RATHER BE DEAD YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE, GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME” I yelled trying to push him away, closing my tights, so he couldn't go further
“Shhh” he whispered in my ear “We can manage that... After I've had my fun with you” I could feel his sickened smile against my neck, and my eyes closed tightly, praying this was only a nightmare, a really lived nightmare...
7/30/13