[Brian’s POV]

“Brian…” I heard a voice called me

“Brian…” It was….

“Gates…. You need to wake up” Jimmy said

“Jimmy?” I said “What are you doing?”

“You need to save her, Bri” he said “Before it’s too late”

“Her?, You’re talking about Natalie?” I asked “Why? What’s wrong?”

“Don’t lose her, she needs you” he smiled resting his hand on my shoulder “She needs her brother, even though that nuthead won’t never admit it” he chuckled

“Jimmy…”

“SYN, WAKE THE FUCK UP!” I woke up startled by Jimmy’s voice turning into Zacky’s

“SYN!” Zacky yelled “NATALIE ESCAPED!”

“Fuck” I said getting off bed

[End Brian’s POV]

I laid there on the grass for, god knows how long, before I stood and leave the photo of us together at our last Christmas… and I write something on the back of the photo. It was short but I meant it.

I walked back to the building where I was being secluded, decided to let go of the pain.

I was going to do what I should have done that night, before Brian found me.

I was going to join Jimmy...

“Where’s Jimmy?” I asked towards Matt who was playing with the maltese dog named Pinkly.

“I don’t know” he said “Do you know where is he, Pink?, No you don’t” he cooed against the ear of the dog.

I rolled my eyes. Brian was always childish around Pinkly, but Matt, Matt was beyond it.

I can only imagine how things are with Bella.

Oh, poor Bella.

I continued to look for my boyfriend, that was M.I.A, we were playing COD and I’m sure he disappeared just because I was beating his ass.

I got tired of looking and I shouted “JAMES OWEN SULLLIVAN, WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?!”

“Over here” I heard his voice said.

And there he was, leaning against the wall of the hall’s kitchen with a smirk.

“Damn you, Jimmy” I said walking towards him “I was looking you like crazy, where were you?”

“I’m sorry, I was… nevermind” he shook his head.

“O...kay” I said raising an eyebrow “Let’s get back to our game” I started walking towards the living room, but Jimmy caught my hand.

“Why don’t you go out with me, for a minute?” he asked holding my hand gently.

“Jimmy, what are you up to?” I asked.

“Nothing” he smirked “Just come with me for a minute, and then we can go back to you kicking my ass in COD”

“Yeah!” I said swinging my arms in the air.

He chuckled and took my hand, guiding me outside the house to a beautiful night with stars and the moon that joined them being at his highest, suddenly being here with him made me realize that this was more important than beating his sorry ass at COD.

“I love you, Natalie” he spoke.

I turned to look at him, tangling my arms around his neck “I love you too, Jimmy” I pecked his lips.

He broke the kiss, and while his forehead rested against mine he said “Natalie, marry me”

“Wh-What?” I slurred in surprise.

“Marry me” he repeated “I love you more than anything and I just wanna be with you, I want you to be the mother of my kids, I want you to be that person I wake up to every morning and I feel like I’m the luckiest bastard in the world for having you in my arms, I wanna be with you forever and ever”
I bit my lip, trying to hold the tears that were already forming in the corner of my eyes and I kissed him hard, a feel of need was there.

“Forever and ever, babe” I said breaking the kiss.

He grinned like an idiot and hold me in his arms, swirling me around like if I was a rag doll, I felt like one, but it was a nice feeling. I was happy.

“Is that a yes?” he whispered in my ear.

“Yes! yes! yes! a million times yes!” I cheered.

I was going to marry my best friend and nothing could ruin this moment…

“Jimmy…” I whispered when I was outside the building, I was deciding if go through with this or not. I was still on time for…

For what!?, For staying here, without him? For that!?

I shook my head and I jumped over the wall that isolated the building from the woods and a cliff. I went for the fire escape that lead to the roof, from outside, and I pulled it down so I could go up.

“Jimmy, wait” I said breathless “I have never done this before”

“Don’ worry, baby” he said kissing me gently “I’ll be gentle”

I nodded.

“But if you’re not comfortable, tell me and I’ll stop” he replied.

I grabbed him by his shirt, bringing him closer to me, so I could kiss him and he kissed me back, moving his lips towards my neck softly, sucking on that spot making me moan, I could feel the smirk of satisfaction in his face against my neck, he then unclasped the black lace bra that I was wearing trailing a path of kisses all the way from my neck down to the valley of my breasts.

He grabbed one nipple and pinched it, twirling it before he took it in, the warmness of his mouth against my bare breast was making me wetter and wetter, he did the same with the other one and he took his shirt off, my hands quickly went to trail his tattoos, his gorgeous tattoos, covering that awesome body of his before tangling around his neck.

He kissed me, again this time, biting my lip making me open my mouth, our tongues were dancing along each other and one of his hands trailed from my boob all the way down my warmth.

He broke the kiss just to say “You’re so wet, baby”

I bite my lip and he kissed me again, while his hands were removing my very soaked underwear. He pulled me from under him and he sat me down with him, me on his lap so I could straddle him, and this time I broke the kiss so I could undo his pants, our foreheads were touching while I took his belt off, undoing his pants and taking them along with his boxers, revealing the boner he already have.

“Like what you see?” he asked kissing my neck, while I sat there on his lap, my legs tangled around him and so were my arms around his neck, my fingers laced on his messy hair and his hard was poking my stomach.

He lay me down in bed, and he went on top of me, trailing kisses down my belly button till he reached my wet pussy. I wanted nothing more than to feel him inside me. But he had other plans, he started to tease my slit with his fingers and then without a warning he pushed one finger inside me, before starting to tease my clit with his thumb.

“Oh, god!” I moaned “Jimmy! Jimmy!”

“What baby?” he teased with a smirk “What do you want?” he didn’t slow his pace, he instead started going faster and added another finger.

I moaned louder holding onto the sheets.

“Don—Don’t te—tease ME!” I manage to say between the waves of pleasure that I was feeling at the moment.

“I’m sorry, babe” he said “I didn’t catch that” his tongue joined his fingers making me arch my back.

“Don’t!” I cried “Jimmy!” I moaned harder.

God, this man is going to kill me.

After a few moments I felt that hot ball in the pit of my stomach, I was close… So damn close.

“Jimmy… I’m—I’m close” I said.

He didn’t move, but instead sucked me harder, pumping me faster, twisting his fingers inside of me.

I started grinding my hips against his fingers and I was soon riding his face, my fingers laced in his hair.

“Cum for me, baby” he said without stopping the movements with his fingers “I wanna taste you”

Those words drove me over the edge and I came on him. He licked me clean and kissed me, making me taste myself on his mouth, I was still trying to catch my breath from my previous orgasm, but this was getting wet again.

He kissed my neck, sucking on my spot, while my nails were getting clawed on his back.

“Mmmhmm, Jimmy” I moaned against his ear, his erection was poking my thight and I knew I wanted him.

He kissed a little more my neck just before he took his hardened cock in his hand and guided him towards my entrance, I was shivering in anticipation…

I felt the tip slowly entered me, making moan, he wasn’t small at all, he was big and thick. He was all man.

He looked at me in the eyes and kissed me slowly and gently giving me time so I could get used to it, he was going slowly and I was clinging to his shoulders while he was holding himself in his hands that were each one on one side of my head. Before I knew it he was inside, it took me a moment to tell him it was alright for him to move. He kissed me while he started to pound on me, at first the friction was sending waves of pain through my body and I thought I wouldn't be able to take it but Jimmy told me “Relax, baby it's going to get better soon”

And he was right, the waves of pain were soon replaced by waves of pure and awesome pleasure. I moaned for him to go faster and he did it.

I begged for him to go harder and he did.

Soon I was once again reaching my climax, and it appeared he was too.

“Cum with me, baby” he moaned against my neck “Cum for me, Natalie”

“OH GOD!” I screamed when I reached my climax.

“Shit!” he muttered spilling his seed inside me.

I was on birth control, so feeling him cum inside me was amazing.

We stayed like that for a while, trying to catch our breaths and then he pulled himself out, making me gasp for the sudden reaction, he dropped next to me, holding me in his arms with the tiny white sheet covering our sweaty bodies.

“I think we need to change the sheets” I said giggling.

“I think so too” he chuckled.

“I love you, Natalie Haner” he said stroking my hair and leaving a kiss in it.

“I love you too, James Sullivan” I replied leaning into his chest and closing my eyes.

“I hate my whole name James, sounds so formal, but when you say it, it sounds so sexy” he said purred in my ear.

“Well, James…” I teased “I love when you call me, Natalie” his chest rambled from the laugh his lips left.

He hold me in his arms till we both fall asleep.

[Brian’s POV]

I was in the building trying to calm myself down, after yelling to a whole bunch of people for my now missing sister. I didn’t know where to look, but my dream suddenly pop in my mind and I called Johnny to go to Jimmy’s grave while I waited here in case she decided to return.

Suddenly my phone started buzzing and it was Matt.

“Talk to me man” I greeted “Did you find her?”

“No” he said simply.

“It’s ok—” he cut me off.

“She was here, Gates” he said “She left a photo of her and Jimmy at Christmas and in the back says ‘I’m sorry, baby. I promise I will now be with you’”

My mind began to panic, she couldn’t, she wouldn’t…

But Jimmy’s words were there… ‘Save her, before it’s too late’

But where could she be?

“Brian…” my sister called me from the edge of the building, the hospital she has been now for 5 days “Do you believe in reincarnation?” she asked.

“Wha—”she cut me off.

“You know, that belief that if a person dies, it reborn’s in another animal or person…” she explained

“I don’t know, Nat” I said rubbing the back of my neck nervously, she extremely close to the edge, playing like she was walking on a rope in the air, like some kind of fucking acrobat “Be careful… Why don’t we—” she cut me off again.

“I believe in it” she said balancing on the edge “And if I die, I want to reborn into a bird and be able to fly away…”

She got off the edge, walking towards me like she wasn’t just a minute ago playing circus.

“I believe that Jimmy is now a stallion duck” she smiled softly.

That was the first time she talked to me after, I put her here and the first time she talked about Jimmy…also it was the last time she allow me to see her

I knew where she was.

“No!, no!” I dropped the phone “WHERE’S THE ROOF!?” I yelled to a nurse and she pointed towards the set of stairs on the left side.

I just hoped it wasn’t too late.

[End Brian’s POV]

I took off my identifying band with my name, letting it fly away with the wind and I took off the boots and I sat on the edge of the roof, on the side that headed towarDosds the cliff.

Rocks and more rocks were under neat, if I jumped now it wasn’t going to be a very nice landing.
In my hands there was the letter Brian gave me the day he inward me in here. The letter that was from Jimmy.

I unfolded the paper and started reading it once more, for the last time.