“When you said you loved me or was it just a ploy to get me to smile?” I asked
I knew after I asked it that I should have kept my fucking mouth shut. She turned in her seat to she was facing me.
“Oh course I meant it Jimmy. I’m not the kind of girl to even say it first, I have the biggest fear of rejection and I’m always scared that you are going to come to your senses and think ‘why am I dating this deadbeat I found on the side of the freeway.’ I’m scared that you’ll find out my entire back story and leave. So if I ever say ‘I love you’ it’s going to be true. Of course I fucking meant it.” She said
I smiled to myself but I knew I pissed her off.
“Okay, I understand.” I said
“Jimmy?” She asked
“Yes babe?” I asked
“Do you love me?” She asked
“Yes Brayden I do love you. I wouldn’t of said it if I didn’t.” I said
She nodded.
“Please stop the car.” She said
I just looked at her.
“Jimmy the car, stop it please.” She said
“What? Why?” I asked
“Please just do it.” She said
I pulled over and she hopped out and collapsed on the sidewalk. I rushed around and knelt down next to her.
“Baby are you okay?” I asked
“I felt like the car was collapsing in on me, I needed out. I feel like I’m dying.” She said
“Oh no, you will not die on me. I love you Brayden.” I said
“I love you too.” She said
We sat there on the sidewalk for a few moments and she got up and looked at me. “Are you ready to go home?” She asked
I smiled and nodded and opened the car door for her. She got in and I walked around the front of the car and she locked the doors and winked.
“Baby.” I said
She unlocked it and I opened the door and got it. I looked at her and she just stared wide eyed.
“Let’s go home.” I said
I pulled off the side of the road and we drove in silence all the way to our house. When we were there she got out and basically stomped into the house. I sighed and got out of the car and locked the car, I looked up and it looked like it was about to rain. I walked in and she was rummaging around in the kitchen.
“Whatcha looking for?” I asked
“Something to make me feel better.” She said
“Like?” I asked
“Anything.” She said I sighed
“This is not helping me.” I said
“Fine!” She yelled
“What?” I asked
“Nothing.” She said
She forced her shoes onto her feel and walked out the back door. It had started to rain.
“Where are you going?” I asked
“Out.” She said
I rolled my eyes and followed her out of the house, forgetting my shoes in the living room. I stayed behind her but she didn’t know I was following her.
“What is wrong with me!” She screamed into the sky.
I was really confused, I swear she’s PMSing or she was just having a day. I have these days too. She started to walk out to the ocean mumbling things.
“Why is he with me? I’m not right for him. Why am I here? Why didn’t I let my dad kill me?” She was mumbling.
I sprinted to get to her before she touched the water and I grabbed her arm and swung her around so she was facing me.
“What?” She demanded
“You’re perfect for me.” I said
I forced our lips together and she soon melted onto my chest. I scoped her legs up and walked back to the house and I laid her soaked body on the couch because she had fallen asleep.
“I need you to wake up or you’re going to get sick.” I said
“I’m awake, but I’m cold.” She said
I sighed and picked her up, I carried her upstairs and into my room. I walked into my bathroom and sat her down on the toilet.
“Steady yourself baby.” I said
She laid her head down on the sink counter. I sighed again and walked across the master bathroom away from the shower and over to my Jacuzzi bathtub that was big enough for me to lay down in. I started to get cold as well after I tuned on the hot water and stuck my hand under it until it was the perfect heat to keep is warm. I plugged the tub and walked back into my room, I grabbed two towels and set them on the sink. I grabbed a little battery lit candle thing and set it on the side of the tub. I looked and the water was full, I turned it off and walked over to her.
“Are you okay?” I asked
“Yeah.” She said
I nodded and took all of my wet clothes off and then helped her out of hers.
“What are we doing?” She asked
“You’ll see.” I said
She nodded still really out of it. She was really drained from today. I helped her stand up and I picked her up so her back was against my chest.
“You’re cold.” She said
“So are you.” I said
I walked us over to the bathtub and stepped in, I sank down and she jumped a little when the hot water touched her bare ass. When we were completely surrounded in the heating water she woke up a bit. I turned my little fake candle on and reached up to the light switch that was there.
“I’m sorry baby.” She mumbled
“For what?” I asked
“Earlier. Freaking out, freaking out on you in the car when you asked if I meant it.” She said
“Don’t apologize for that. I’m sorry for questioning your motives.” I said
“It’s fine, but I’m sorry for earlier in the kitchen and on the beach.” She said
“It’s fine baby I just want to know what was wrong.” I said
“It was just the way you asked me if I meant it. I’ve gone through a lot of stuff and it sort of rifled around in my brain. It stung and I didn’t know what to do. So I lashed out when we got her. I swear I’m just having a day.” She said
“I’m sorry baby I didn’t know. And everyone has their days like this, I know I do.” I said
“What made you do this bath?” She asked
“I needed to get you warm and I thought this would be a good way.” I said
“It’s romantic and I love the fake candle.” She said taking my hands which were wrapped around her torso.
“I honestly just found it when I was cleaning one day and I figured I might actually use it one day.” I said
She squeezed my hands.
“I’m glad it was with me.” She whispered
I leaned over and kissed her neck.
“I love you.” I whispered in her ear
She giggled and I nipped at her earlobe causing her to giggle more.
“I love you to sir.” She said
She stood up and tuned around so she was straddling my lap.
“What are you doing girl?” I asked
She smiled and started to kiss my neck.
“You are a tease.” She whispered in my ear.
“I wasn’t teasing.” I said
“Sure you weren’t.” She said
She nipped at my jaw line; I ran my hands over her sides. She smirked at me and connected our lips. She ran her tongue across my bottom lips begging for entrance and I gladly granted it. I eventually took control over the kiss and her entire body, she melted into me. Then all of a sudden her phone started to ring. She let it ring and it eventually went to voice mail.
“Uhm hey Brayden it’s me Madison I was just calling to tell you that Brian and I won’t be around for like a week, we’re going somewhere and he won’t tell me where but I’m excited.” Madison said to her voicemail
She smirked but she didn’t pull away from my lips. When she finally pulled away she started to shiver.
“The water got cold.” I said
She smiled and got out of the bathtub and skipped over to the shower.
“I need on anyways.” She said
I nodded and stood up flipping the lights on, she was leaning against the glass of the shower. I drained the tub and went to walk out of the room.
“Where do you think you’re going sir?” I heard
“To put my pajama’s on?” I questioned
She jutted her bottom lip out.
“Are you not going to shower with me? Help me get all soapy?” She asked
I walked over and basically attacked her. What? I’m a man. After the best and most fun shower sex I’ve ever had Brayden and I were laying in bed and propped herself up on her elbow.
“What?” I asked
“I don’t know why but do you want to go again?” She asked
“Well I mean since we’re both already naked.” I smiled and rolled over on top of her.