We walked in and I started looking around. Brian followed me as I walked.

"Tell me honestly," I said, stopping and turning around. He walked closer until he was only a foot away from me. "Were you waiting for us to get caught?" He stared down at me for a few seconds before sighing.

"Yes." I nodded and started walking away, but his arm caught me around the waist and pulled me against him. He leaned down so his lips were at my ear as he placed both of his hands on the small of my back. "We're all alone now, so it doesn't matter, right? No one to bother us..." One of his hands ever so slowly drifted down to my ass. I gasped and froze. Shit. His hands dropped and he backed away.

"You need to relax." He walked away into a room (I think it was the kitchen) so I continued my getting to know the house. I found a bedroom that led to abathroom. I jumped as I felt hands make their way around my waist.

"This is our bedroom," Brian whispered. I felt his hard member against my back. I knew what that meant.

"Wasn't this the room Mom and Dad used," I murmured shakily. He chuckled darkly.

"No, they used the one upstairs." He kissed the side of my neck and I bit my lip.

"What time is it?" He smiled and kissed my shoulder.

"7." After what just happened with Matt, there is no way we're doing anything tonight. Or tomorrow night. Or ever. I tried walking away but he pulled me back against him. "What's wrong, baby?"

"We can't do this, Brian," I said in a rush. "After what just happened, we really can't-"

"Why not," he said huskily. One of his hands drifted up my shirt and rested on my stomach.

"Because we just can't!" I pulled away harshly and looked at him. "This is wrong and you know it." He stared at me for a couple seconds before shoving his hands into his pockets.

"Fine. We won't do anything." He didn't move so I looked around.

"They could really afford this?" He looked around also.

"Yeah. With Dad's income alone." He turned and walked out of the room. I heard the front door open and shut only moments later. He probably went out to smoke. His cell phone started ringing so I walked towards it. He must've turned it back on and not taken it with him. I looked at the screen and saw it say "Shads". It's Matt. I grabbed it and ran back to the bedroom.

"Hello," I asked quietly after pressing the green button.

"Courtney, thank God you're okay," he said, sounding relieved. "Where are you?"

"I don't know, it's like two hours out from your house, it's my p-" The phone was snatched away from me and thrown across the room. Oh no. The same hand that took the phone was now wrapped tightly around my neck. I was slammed against the wall and I looked up to see Brian's fiery glare.

"What the fuck were you doing," he growled. I swallowed back the fear that rose in my throat as best I could. He stared at me for a couple seconds and with his other hand, tried pulling the zipper down on my jeans.

"No, Brian, stop," I screamed, kicking him and trying to get him away from me. He slapped me across my face, making a loud smack sound echo through the house. He managed to get my jeans and panties down so they were gathered around my ankles, so he got his pants and boxers to do the same. He picked me up and wrapped my legs around his waist so he was holding me against the wall. He slipped into me easily, but painfully.

I grunted loudly and rested my forehead on his shoulder, digging my nails into the back of his neck. He stepped out of his jeans and pulled mine from my feet along with my slip-on Vans. I tightened my legs around him as he pulled me away from the wall (keeping one hand securely on my back and one under my thigh) and lay me down on the bed. He got on top of me and pulled my shirt and bra off and then his in a quick second. His tongue made its way into my mouth as he thrusted over and over, pushing in harder every time. An unexpected scream ripped from my throat when the pain became too unbearable.

He pulled out and practically ran to the bathroom. I didn't have my birth control pills, so he was going to "finish up" in the bathroom. I pulled my bra back on along with my panties and lied down under the sheets. I heard the bathroom door open and footsteps only seconds before darkness took me.

***

I squeezed my eyes shut as I woke up and saw all the sun shining in through the window. I pulled the quilt up to my neck and tried going back to sleep. I heard footsteps come in through the doorless archway. A chuckle came from someone as they walked closer until they were right at my side of the bed. Someone leaned down and pressed a kiss to my forehead, moving my hair to the side. Axe. I opened my eyes to see Brian hovering over me. He smiled genuinely.

"Good morning, sunshine," he said quietly. "How're you feeling?" I shrugged. I rarely ever talked that much when I first woke up. "I got aspirin and over-the-counter birth control pills for you." I sat up so he sat on the edge of the bed. I looked at the bottle.

"Why the aspirin," I asked after yawning.

"You were moaning in your sleep. I figured that after last night you'd be in a little pain." I looked down and hair fell into my face. He took the strands and hooked them behind my ear. "I was rougher than usual." I kept my eyes down as he set the bottle and little box on the nightstand.

"What are we going to do now," I asked.

"What do you mean?"

"Now that we're here..." I glanced up and saw his careful watch on me. "We're just going to hide for the rest of forever? Matt probably told Zack and Jimmy and JC..."

"I'll figure it out, okay? Don't worry about it." He stood up and left the room as I just sat there, thinking about last night.

The longer I stay here with Brian, the more it's gonna happen, and it will most likely get worse. I know I can't live like this, always scared that I'm going to say or do something wrong. Here, no one can hear my screams and pleads until someone actually cares to.

Matt, if you hear me, let me know.