I spent the next week with Zack. We both were happy as could be but the happiness soon came to an end when it was the day for him to leave for tour. I was a little upset cause Zack would miss the whole beginning of this pregnancy. But what can you do?

It was the morning of the day they were leaving. I was now six weeks pregnant and my fiancée was leaving.

“I can’t believe you’re going to miss the whole first few months of the pregnancy.” I whined.

“I know Lex but there’s nothing I can do.” Zack said as he finished packing up his stuff.

I sighed. “I know. I’ll send you pictures.” I said excitedly.

“And you’ll call me if you can when you go to the doctor.” He smiled.

I nodded and got up and walked over to him and wrapped my arms around him.

“And when you get back we have to pick out names.” I smiled.

"And plan our wedding." He smiled back.

"I don't want to have our wedding while I'm big and fat." He looked at me and just shook his head and laughed.

"Why not?"

"Because I wanna look beautiful. Plus when we have our child then it can be a part of the wedding." I smiled.

"Okay whatever you say." He laughed and walked out of our room. My phone started ringing.

"Hello." I answered.

"Hey Lex. How are you? I haven't heard much from you since we got back from Vegas." Zoe's voice came from the other end of the phone.

"I'm great. Just getting Zack ready to leave. How about when our guys leave we have a movie night or something?" I said.

"Sounds good to me."

"Okay see you in a bit." I hung up and walked out of the room.

Zack and I spent another hour or so together before I had to drive him out to the tour bus. I was going to miss him like crazy. I honestly don't even know how I'm going to go through this pregnancy without him by my side. We pulled up to where the bus was and got out. Everyone was already there.

"Hey Lex." Jimmy called out. I waved my hand and walked over to Zack.

"Are we gonna go ahead and grab your bags now?" I asked. He nodded and we grabbed all his bags.

We all hung around for a bit before they had to head out.

"Now we better get pictures, phone calls and whatever else." Jimmy said lightly poking my stomach.

"You will." I laughed. "I'll see you later Jimbo." I grabbed him into a hug. I pulled away and saw Brian standing there.

"Mine as well." I shrugged. I walked over and gave him a hug and then moved to everyone else. I spent about two minutes giving Zack a hug and then they piled on the bus and drove away. They were going to be gone for four months.

I sighed and looked at Val and Zoe. "I can admit this was easier than the first time." I laughed.

"And this time you're actually pregnant." Val laughed. We turned and walked towards our cars.

"Yeah I know."

"Baby shopping sometime soon?" Val asked.

"Of course." I squealed.

"Okay I'll call you later." She said.

"Sounds good to me. Zoe you still coming over?"

"Yep gonna go home and take a quick shower then I'll be over there." Zoe said.

We all gave each other hugs and said our see ya later's and got in our cars and drove home.

The next few months were going to be long and painful and possibly stressful but it's going to be great. I have a baby growing inside me when I was told I never would. The only thing I have on my shoulders is the fact it could be Brian's.