Unholy Confessions blared from my speakers while I laid down on my bed remembering those years ago. I was so happy that Brian had made it so big.

My name is Lexi Anne Young. Two years ago Brian and I went our separate ways because he went back to the slut that cheated on him. I love Brian. I have since my eighth grade year when I kind of knew what love meant. Me and Brian have known each other since we were three years old. My father met Papa Gates when we first moved to Huntington. They became instant friends along with my mom and Suzy. We constantly had barbeques, parties, get togethers or whatever you want to call it. I can still remember the day I met Brian like it was yesterday.
 
[i]"You ready Lexi," my mother asked.

Me being only three was excited to meet my father's new friend especially knowing there was someone there my own age to play with.

"Yes mommy," I replied with a huge smile.

She picked me up and took me out to the car and put me in my booster seat. She got in and drove to this unfamiliar house. I was scared until I saw my father standing outside with an unfamiliar man.

"Look mommy it's daddy," I said happily.

"Yes Lexi it is. He's with Brian," she said happily.

"Who's Bwian," I asked curious.

"Mine and daddy's new friend and his son's gonna be your friend too," she said.

"What's his name," I asked.

"Brian sweetie," she said.

"Why do he have the same name as his daddy," I asked. She looked at me and smiled.

"Because that's what Brian wanted to name him," she said. She opened the door and waved at my dad and Brian and then opened my door and got me out.
 
We walked up to them.

"Hi daddy," I said happily reaching out my arms so he could hold me.

"Well hi Lexi I'm Brian," he said poking my belly. I laughed. 

"Hi Bwian," I said smiling.

"Bri's out back playing if you wanna take her back there," Brian said to my mother.

"Okay is Suzy inside," she asked.

"She's out back also," Brian replied.
 
My mom grabbed me and took me to the backyard. I saw this boy playing in a sand box. I started squirming so my mom would put me down. She laughed and set me down on the ground. I immediately ran over to the sandbox.

"Hi I'm Lexi," I said happily.

"I'm Bwian you wanna play," he asked.

I smiled and sat down. Who knew that from that day on laid a friendship that should've lasted forever.[\i]
 
I was zoned out I didn't even hear or notice my best friend coming in.

"Lex," Sarah said. I shook my head and sat up.

"Huh," I asked.

"You were spaced out. I've been trying to get your attention for awhile," she said laughing.

"Oh sorry," I said looking down at my feet.

"What's wrong," she asked sitting down next to me.

"Just thinking," I said.

"About Bri," she asked. I nodded.

"Sweetie you know you should try and find him and talk to him. I know he broke your heart but you love him and if you don't let him know it will keep eating at you," she said. I stood up.

"He wouldn't want to see me," I said holding in my tears.
 
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"Syn bro you almost ready," Matt asked. I stood up and put my fedora on.

"Yeah," I said.

"What's wrong, bro," Matt asked. I just looked at him.

"It's Lexi again, huh," he asked. I nodded.

"Why don't you find her Gates and tell her how you really feel," Matt said.

"She doesn't want to see me plus I'm with Michelle we both know she won't agree with that," I said. I hated the fact that Michelle ended our friendship. Lexi shouldn't of got mad at me for going back to her she knew how I felt about her.

"Brian you haven't even tried to talk to her since she walked out. She had a good reason you did go back to the bitch after she cheated on you. Who was there the whole time? Lexi was," Matt told me.

He didn't understand the fact that I do love Michelle. Well I did. When Lexi left me I was stupid for not stopping her. But at the time I didn't accept the fact that I loved her.

"Syn bro seriously you need to figure these things out," Matt said walking out of the bus.

He was right I really needed to find Lexi. I didn't even know where she was or if she was with someone. The last time I saw her was right before City of Evil went platinum. That was two years ago! I clenched my fists as I started to get pissed off at myself. How could I let her get away? I was so mad at myself for choosing Michelle. I know if I ever did see her again all she would do is run away.
 
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"We need to get you out Lex," Sarah said.

"No," I whined.

"Lex you have been so unsocial lately let's go out to the bar please," Sarah begged. I really didn't feel like going out but of course she talked me into it. Nice guilt trip Sarah! She dragged me out to the car and we drove to Aaron's Bar.

"Remember when me, you and the guys used to come here every night," Sarah asked smiling at me.

"Yeah I wish it still was those times," I said. Sarah nodded and we got out and went inside.
 
Aaron was the owner and use to be one of my good friends. "Oh my fucking god is that Lex," I heard him yell in a distance. I looked over at him. He ran towards me and gave me a huge hug.

"Hey Aaron," I said excited. It was great seeing him again.

"What the fuck Lex did you just decided to never talk to me again or what," he asked leading me to a table.

"I'm sorry Aaron just the moment Brian got back with Michelle after she cheated on him just pushed me to the edge. I haven't talked to anyone except Sarah really since that night," I told him.

"Well fuck Brian Lex just because he treated you like shit doesn't mean that it's the end of your life," he said.

"Aaron I know it's just I was done with everything. Sarah was lucky to get me out tonight," I said.

"Yeah I had to beg her," Sarah said.

"Well fuck everything you really need..." Aaron was cut off by a man's voice.

"Lexi Anne Young," the man said. I turned around and saw Papa Gates. My eyes widened. This exactly was why I didn't want to come out tonight.