What You See Is What You Get
You Hold Me, But Keeping Me Around...
2 months later…
"How does this not also fit! Nothing but track pants and hoodies fit!" I yelled chucking clothes everywhere in my room.
"Whoa, watch out! Calm down!" She grabbed my arm. Colleen was still my best friend, still my neighbor. Although last week she got a Monroe piercing and I got the right side of my lip pierced
"Shit! I’m going to be sick!" I ran into the bathroom. It’s 7:10 am and I’m puking my guts out when I should be getting ready for school.
"Here." Colleen threw a pair of stretchy caprice and a green shirt with my element hoodie. As I was changing I stopped.
"COLLEEN!" I yelled, she raced in with panic on her face.
"What!" I began calmly but failed in the end.
"Why do I have a bump? WHY DO I HAVE A FUCKEN BUMP!" I yelled. Jen was at work and my dad hadn’t gotten home from work.
"Relax…jeez mood swing much." She muttered then stopped fiddling with her shirt and looked at me. I could tell her thoughts were mine.
"I can’t be!" I yelled, I quickly finished putting on my clothes and we raced out the door. Skipping school we went to Shoppers. We bought 10 pregnancy test then used the store bathroom.
10 minutes later…
"9 said positive. Last one…" Colleen hesitated when I held up the last one.
"HA! Neg- never mind, positive." I gloomily said.
" I can’t believe this! You have to have sex to get pregnant!" I yelled.
"Yeah! You’re still a virgin aren’t you?"
"Duh! Of course I am!"
"Maybe you don’t remember it."
"How do you not remember se- oh no…" I realized then what and when it happened…and who with I think was the worst part
"What?" She asked.
"I can’t believe this…" I slowly said.
"What aren’t you believing!" She yelled.
"2 months ago…at that party." I began, then told her about when I woke up.
"Oh wow." Was all she said.
"And it was him." I whispered.
"You do realize how many HIM’s there are in the world!"
"Who else would I be this upset over!" I yelled, she became quiet.
"Zacky!"
"NO SHIT!"
"Yay! I’m right!" She clapped.
"Missing the point!"
"What point?" She asked. I sighed,
"Forget it. Let’s go to school." We missed the morning of school by the time we arrived.
1 month later…
"I want pizza." Colleen said getting in line.
"I want burgers." I mumbled back. Once we got our food, we sat down at the table.
"Colleen!" A voice called, in a lovey-dovey voice.
"Jimmy!" She sang back, oh yeah… I forgot they’re dating. Sadly!
"Yo Zacky my man!" Someone shouted, I had a mini freak out and tried to grab Colleen.
"Jimmy no!"
"Cocoa!" He called out reaching for her.
Once she let me pull her out of the café she stomped her foot and glared at me.
"I am not a puppet to be pulled around! You have to face him some time!" She then began to pull me back into the cafeteria.
"Hey Jim-bug!" She called, those two were nuts for each other!
"My Cocoa is back! Hello Savanna!" Jimmy grinned, the guys and me have bonded because of the party and the Colleen and Jimmy hook up. At first I was dragged around as a third wheel until I met Val.
"Hey Jimmy-chunga." I smiled.
"Jimmy what are you doing this weekend?" Colleen asked as she stole a fry.
"Everyone wanted to hang out at Zacky’s house." With these guys…’hanging out’ meant drinking!
"No!" I yelled suddenly.
"How does this not also fit! Nothing but track pants and hoodies fit!" I yelled chucking clothes everywhere in my room.
"Whoa, watch out! Calm down!" She grabbed my arm. Colleen was still my best friend, still my neighbor. Although last week she got a Monroe piercing and I got the right side of my lip pierced
"Shit! I’m going to be sick!" I ran into the bathroom. It’s 7:10 am and I’m puking my guts out when I should be getting ready for school.
"Here." Colleen threw a pair of stretchy caprice and a green shirt with my element hoodie. As I was changing I stopped.
"COLLEEN!" I yelled, she raced in with panic on her face.
"What!" I began calmly but failed in the end.
"Why do I have a bump? WHY DO I HAVE A FUCKEN BUMP!" I yelled. Jen was at work and my dad hadn’t gotten home from work.
"Relax…jeez mood swing much." She muttered then stopped fiddling with her shirt and looked at me. I could tell her thoughts were mine.
"I can’t be!" I yelled, I quickly finished putting on my clothes and we raced out the door. Skipping school we went to Shoppers. We bought 10 pregnancy test then used the store bathroom.
10 minutes later…
"9 said positive. Last one…" Colleen hesitated when I held up the last one.
"HA! Neg- never mind, positive." I gloomily said.
" I can’t believe this! You have to have sex to get pregnant!" I yelled.
"Yeah! You’re still a virgin aren’t you?"
"Duh! Of course I am!"
"Maybe you don’t remember it."
"How do you not remember se- oh no…" I realized then what and when it happened…and who with I think was the worst part
"What?" She asked.
"I can’t believe this…" I slowly said.
"What aren’t you believing!" She yelled.
"2 months ago…at that party." I began, then told her about when I woke up.
"Oh wow." Was all she said.
"And it was him." I whispered.
"You do realize how many HIM’s there are in the world!"
"Who else would I be this upset over!" I yelled, she became quiet.
"Zacky!"
"NO SHIT!"
"Yay! I’m right!" She clapped.
"Missing the point!"
"What point?" She asked. I sighed,
"Forget it. Let’s go to school." We missed the morning of school by the time we arrived.
1 month later…
"I want pizza." Colleen said getting in line.
"I want burgers." I mumbled back. Once we got our food, we sat down at the table.
"Colleen!" A voice called, in a lovey-dovey voice.
"Jimmy!" She sang back, oh yeah… I forgot they’re dating. Sadly!
"Yo Zacky my man!" Someone shouted, I had a mini freak out and tried to grab Colleen.
"Jimmy no!"
"Cocoa!" He called out reaching for her.
Once she let me pull her out of the café she stomped her foot and glared at me.
"I am not a puppet to be pulled around! You have to face him some time!" She then began to pull me back into the cafeteria.
"Hey Jim-bug!" She called, those two were nuts for each other!
"My Cocoa is back! Hello Savanna!" Jimmy grinned, the guys and me have bonded because of the party and the Colleen and Jimmy hook up. At first I was dragged around as a third wheel until I met Val.
"Hey Jimmy-chunga." I smiled.
"Jimmy what are you doing this weekend?" Colleen asked as she stole a fry.
"Everyone wanted to hang out at Zacky’s house." With these guys…’hanging out’ meant drinking!
"No!" I yelled suddenly.
3/17/13