Graduation came and went and they had a big thing for Jimmy and I cried my eyes out. I’m super close to my due date for Jimmy Junior. I was laying down in Zacky’s bed listening to him talk on the phone with Matt, they were talking about me.
“Zacky you can go.” I said I knew the boys wanted to go out and have some fun but Zacky wouldn’t go because of me.
“No what if you go into labor?” He asked
“I can drive and call you.” I said
“Brice.” He said
“Let me see your phone.” I said
He handed me his phone and I put it to my ear.
“Mattie come pick him up in twenty minutes.” I said
“I’ll see you then Brice.” He said I hung up and gave his phone back.
“I’m not going.” He said
“Yes you are, I’m a big girl Zacky.” I said
“Fine. But Jimmy Junior doesn’t want daddy to leave.” He said putting his hand on my stomach.
“Yes he does.” I smiled
I lifted my shirt up and exposed my giant belly, he put his hand on it and Jimmy Junior started kicking.
“Jimmy Junior don’t beat up your mom.
It doesn’t look comfortable by the expression on her face.” Zacky said I smiled and he just looked at me.
“I’m going to get dressed.” He said
“I’ll be in the living room to let the boys in.” I said
He nodded and helped me out of the bed. I was living in pairs of Jimmy’s pajama pants and his shirts. I walked down to the living room and into the kitchen, Jimmy Junior was craving chocolate so I went and looked in our fridge and there was a candy bar with my name literally written on it in bold sharpie marker. I pulled it out and opened it, taking a bite as I walked into the living room. The door went off.
“I got it Zee!” I yelled up the stairs
“Wouldn’t dream of getting out of the shower to answer the door to a bunch of men.” He yelled back
I smiled and opened the door.
“Hey mama.” Brian said hugging me
The boys all came in the house.
“Zee is in the shower.” I said trying to sit down
“Here let me help.” Matt said helping me sit.
“You look like you’re ready to pop.” Johnny said
“I am.” I laughed
Matt got on his knees in between mine and put his hands on my stomach.
“Hi Jimmy Junior I’m your uncle Mattie. I can’t wait to finally meet you.” He said
I smiled and the baby kicked.
“I wanna feel him kick.” Brian said
I took his hand and pressed it against my belly.
“Hey Jimmy Junior it’s your uncle Brain.” He said
Jimmy Junior kicked and his face lit up, I looked at Johnny and he was looking but he looked scared to touch my stomach. I took his hand and placed it on my tummy as well. Jimmy Junior was kicking away and Johnny looked so surprised. “You guys are going to be great uncles.” I smiled
“You guys ready?” I heard Zacky say
“Yeah.” Matt said standing up.
I held my hand out and he helped me up, Zacky came over and took a bite of my chocolate bar.
“Jimmy Junior was craving.” I smiled
He hugged me over my massive belly and kissed me.
“I’ll see you when I get home, remember if it happens call me.” He said as he was walking out the door with the guys
I nodded and closed the door behind him, I locked it and turned the light off. I flipped the TV on and put in Dark Shadows. I love this movie, I love Johnny Depp. I finished my candy bar and laid down and continued to watch the movie. I ended up falling asleep.
I was a senior in high school sitting in my dumb math class when the door burst open and Jimmy was standing there.
“James what are you doing here?” The teacher asked
“I have to ask Brice something.” He said
“Do it after my class is over.” The teacher said
Jimmy rolled his eyes and came over to my seat, he got down on one knee and I just stared at him.
“Brice.?” He asked
“Yeah?” I asked
“Will you come to my dance with me?” He asked
“Yes Jimmy I will. Now scoot.” I said
He kissed my forehead and scampered out of the room.
“Cute.” The teacher said The dream switched to the day I had slept with him, but it was different. I was sitting on his couch and he was watching me.
“Something on your mind Jimmy?” I asked
“Nope.” He said popping the p like he always did.
“Are you sure?” I asked
He didn’t say anything but his face went dead pale and he fell over into my lap.
He was dead.
I woke up with a jolt and stood up. I heard water hit the floor. Fuck